Draw more traffic to your Self-Writing to Freedom blogs.

In the desteni forums, I learned today that our daily blogs can get more traffic by this concept of 'ping'. Basically, some sites will take your blog URL and it will ping many other sites which are interested in blogs, I suppose. 


Your blog URL is now spread across many sites, hopefully some McDonald's induced organic human robotic will read your process blog and will click that self-forgiveness link to rebirth him/herself as LIFE. So ping out your Blog URLs, give that unlikely organic human robot a rare chance.


Thanks below are some Ping Sites: Enjoy.  


http://pingomatic.com/


http://feedshark.brainbliss.com/


http://www.pingthatblog.com/

http://pingoat.com/




Here are Desteni Sites: 


http://destonians.com/


http://equalmoney.org/


http://desteni.co.za/

Stopping my mind with Self-Forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare myself with others to make me feel less.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like feeling less than others. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to feel less than others so it can feed into my so called inferiority.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like feeling less than others.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like been self pity full. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like been in the pit of self pity. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel comfortable in feeling less than others. rather than standing as equals, as LIFE here expressing, i have allowed myself to be a less than another. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that in been less others i am been the first. i am been the great one b'c i have so humbly placed myself below others. not realizing that is a religious fucked up morality based idea. i dont' have to feel less than anyone, i can simply be here as equal. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to realize that been equal to others is the greatest. no less no more. just equal.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in been less than, i am actually desiring to be more than.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be more than others. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i desire to be a super ego.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be a super ego.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like and want to be a great ego.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to like me and worship me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to talk greatly about me. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to admire and appreciate me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire been liked by others.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire been worshiped by others.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire been loved by others.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire been admired and appreciated by others. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i have not appreciated me, i have not embraced me, i have not been kind to me, i have not been accepting myself, rather wanting others to do those for me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to neglect and ignore myself.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not have self-intimacy. there is no self awareness. i am like a blind man, blind about myself. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i am always here, its wanting to run away from here causes all conflicts within me. so i remain here.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to run away from me into my mind of stories and dreams. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to escape into my mind's world.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that thoughts are not real.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the stories of my mind are not real. though i have accepted them as real stuff.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if i am to make use of this life, this one life i have, i must first stop my mind, i must first stop my bullshit stories in the head. that is the first step.


So when and as I see myself getting lost in the drama of story making inside my head, i breathe, i stop, i become here, i remain as breath. b'c i realize that once i start to make stories, it has no end, i will end in fucked up town. so better i remain as breath, i breathe.  thoughts, and mind stories are not real. breath is real. so i breathe.  

'Occupy Earth', Capitalism will not end. Equal Money System is the key.

'Occupy Earth' not just Occupy Wall street, even then nothing will ever change, such is the power and grip of capitalism. Also, protesting is only an emotional outburst, it has no proper answer, it has no proper structure to propose a solid new solution to world money problems. Hence, protesters, even if you Occupy the Earth, you cannot bring an end to Capitalism. 


The only way: Equal Money System, it will be implemented by the Equal Life Party, by the principle of one-man one-vote. No protests, no shouting, no screaming, no yelling, mere casting the vote on a beautiful election day. Lets change the world smartly, do the proper thing, join the equal money system global movement now, visit 


www.equalmoney.org
www.destonians.com
www.desteni.co.za


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Protesting Occupiers: Equal Money System is the key.

Many so called 'Occupy' protests are going around the world nowadays. Do they seriously believe such protests will bring an end to the greed and monstrosity of the current capitalist money system? Or do they hope their protests will make the money gods lessen the brutality of the capitalistic system?


It is a pipe dream to believe that money gods will do a favor to humanity after such massive worldwide 'occupy' protests. 


Hear me folks: NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE:


However, should you want real change, here is the way: Join Equal Money System, study it, investigate it, become a participating member of it, share it, etc. Because changing the world system is a gigantic task, it will take proper efforts and time. Just occupying some street for a week or two will do nothing my friends. 


Here is the path, the democratic political non-violent, non-protesting, path is the principle of one-man one-vote. We are the Equal Life Party, who will in time implement Equal Money System that will unconditionally support every human being from birth to death. Now if you care, if you dare, if really want change, if you really want something good for every human being, investigate Equal Money System. Just shouting and screaming is like masturbation, want to do some really real? Join us, now today, dont' waste a moment, join us now. visit us: www.equalmoney.org


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Unable to speak properly? Start writing to freedom at: desteni.co.za

Writing improves speaking. 


Now that I have been self-writing daily for 21 days or more, there is bit of stability in self-writing, meaning, it comes a bit naturally. I look forward to self-writing time period every night. Resistance at times is still there in the form of 'no topic to write tonight', however still managed to make it to 21 days.


Also, I have noticed that within my daily writing, I have improved my effectiveness in my day to day conversations. I am not a native English speaker, and by any means not a very articulate person, but since started self-writing daily, I have observed that my speaking sounds better. My effectiveness in day to day talking has improved, I do it rather properly and effectively, to the point. That is rather cool indeed. Also, within effective speaking, I am able to listen to others talk properly too. 


Self-writing does some good tricks to self. I like it. And if you have difficulty in speaking in your day to day life, start self-writing. Join us in the revolution in self-writing to freedom at: www.desteni.co.za 


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Jesus the Abortionist.

Jesus is a funny guy, he healed the sick, resurrected the dead, taught people to love thy neighbour as thyself, indignantly reacted towards tax collectors at religious compounds, turned water into wine, wash the feet of his disciples, then at the end we are told he died and resurrected himself from the dead, etc etc. 

So I deduct easily, Jesus would be one vote for providing abortion rights, proper support systems, required expertise and unconditional financial support for women who seek abortion for whatever reason.  In fact, I wouldn't be surprise if Jesus himself carry out the abortion, if needed to be. Within the principle of what is best for all, I am sure, Jesus will have no hesitation to declare himself as an abortionist, if needed to be. 

Within that, its easy to see, Jesus will stand for Equal money system, Equal health-care system, Equal education system, Equal housing system, Equal labor system, etc, simply because of his own teachings: Love thy neighbour as thyself, which obviously includes unconditionally supporting thy neighbour who needs an abortion. 

However, Jesus will not make the decision to abort or not, its upto the woman to decide within an unconditional support environment. Abortion is a self-responsible, and self-honest decision, not based on any dumb rules of morality. In any case, ample support on all levels must be made available for women who seek abortion, which also means every human being is self-responsible for any abortion that goes on. 

No one can turn a blind eye, as every abortion matters seriously. Of course you can't turn abortion into a trivial matter. Its a self-responsible decision for all those involved. Directly or indirectly, every human is self-responsible for every abortion that goes no, can't wash your hands of so easily. 

Equal Money System and Equal Healthcare system will provide unconditional support for all those involved, it will make things easier for this most difficult of life decisions. I am sure, Jesus the abortionist, will approve Equal money system and Equal health-care system. 

Another vital question to ask is, with all the life support systems been made available under Equal Money System, would women chose abortion? Under the current capitalistic system, personal financial stability is a big part of the decision, to bring a child or not, so it is entirely possible under Equal Money System, no woman will ever make that dreadful decision to end her pregnancy. Even exceptional cases may become rare indeed. Whatever the case may be, there must be unconditional support for any woman who wishes to end her pregnancy. 


At the same time, I can imagine a world without a single abortion, as the birthing of any child is a collective joy and responsibility for whole of humanity. Now that will make Jesus really happy, he can hang up his gloves forevermore. Lets start with putting Equal Money System in place.  

Join us: www.desteni.co.za and www.equalmoney.org         

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For the dead man, everyone else is equal. So live like a dead man (breathing).

There is an issue in my process of rebirthing myself as life. The words I write as part of my self-writing to freedom is just that words, there are not lived fully. I catch myself often when i notice that i am not really living or doing what is best for all. Most of the time its all about me, my emotions, thoughts, and feelings. 


For sure, when it comes to personal relationships, doing is what is best for all, is hardly the mode of operation for me. I allow thoughts, feelings and emotions of the past to take over me. So this is a concern I am faced with, a real challenge for me. a point of 'fall'. 


Not only I don't do what is best for all, I also at times can get very nasty and mean. In such moments, I wonder about my self-writing words, I wonder how self-dishonest I am in writing of fancy statements but never living them for real. 


So what am I to do? give up? No I cannot give up, I stand up again and again, realizing this is the way for me, I stand to correct myself, I mean if I stay fallen, that's it all over me. So I have to get up, I have to stand up, I have to correct and make a determined decision to live out the words I write. let my words be living words not just stray noise written to impress self and others and no reality to them. My words are very much like the holy books no practical tangible reality in the physical at all. 


So what shall I do about it? First and foremost, as Benazir Bhutto said though her portal writings, I must entirely give up fear of loss, fear of been alone. I fear absolute alone-ness as a dead person would be, hence I carry an intense fear of loss, along with it I fear standing alone just me, utterly absolutely just me, like I would be when I am dead and buried. 


Because of all my fears, specially fear of loss and fear of been alone, I struggle with the beings in my life, I possess them, I attack them, I become mean to them, I hurt them, all that shit I do, I do so because of fear of losing them. "I hate you because I have given you the power to hurt me, because I allowed myself fear losing you, and for giving that power to you, the power to hurt me, I now am hating you." Wow, what a bullshit. 


For an extreme back-chat/mind-chatter case like myself, there is only one solution, live like a dead man, an absolutely dead man, except that I am breathing, and doing what is best for all. Just a like a tree, or a bird, a cat etc. No story whatsoever,  and then it's rather easy to do what is best for all when you live like a dead man. 


Only the living got problems, you see. The dead doesn't have any such problems. So be a dead man but breathing. That is the new way to happiness, at least for a noisy mind like myself. 


In that, I would actually equalize my written words and lived actions, hence turning my writing words into living words. For now, it is not the case, written words are just that, words, just noise. 


Join us in this great journey to become a self-honest human being, it is the hardest thing you can do to yourself. To be honest to yourself.


www.desteni.co.za
www.equalmoney.org
www.destonians.com


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