Today January 30th 2012, I just read in the news that Republican Presidential candidate Mitt Romney has won the primaries in Florida. Mitt RoMney sure has the Money just as his name sound to win any election.
Winning an election is about having loads of money, one way or other. Most of it goes for advertisements, to convince the dumb masses via popular media. Of course its harvest time for TV companies too, who are burning midnight oil cashing the election cash cow to make all they can. After all, this big money cow only comes once in 4 years.
If you ponder about the whole thing for a while, you will realize, what an absurd stupid system is this, men with loads of money are able to convince us about their electability? They can win because they have money to spend? This madness is not just in the US, now its a worldwide phenomena, men or women with money get or buy their votes to high offices. Of course in the US, its already over 1 billion $ spend so far in 2012 Presidential campaign. I wonder what will be the final total wasted when US Presidential election is all settled. Easily into few billions.
In the meanwhile, millions if not billions in our world are in very destitute life situations, some even starve for days, while nearly 21,000 humans die a day. But who cares, election drama must continue, the big boys will spend so they can enjoy, do great things, while in office. No wonder no politician ever worry about the average guy while in office, because they have to first take care of their donors, their corporate masters, who helped them get elected in the first place.
Just curious, ever wonder what is the total money spend annually by all politicians in the world just to get elected to their respective offices? For every democratic country in the world, add up every candidate seeking any public office, now if you lucky, add up every dollar spend by each such candidate. Will that be billions of dollars or trillions?
The world as a whole is spending so much just for Elections while millions starve to death? Instead why can't this world spend that money for public education, public healthcare, public transportation, public housing etc etc? Can't we make election a no-cost operation? Candidates should not be allowed spend a dollar for TV campaigning, just let them do all their convincing through some 'dedicated government TV channel' or youtube, or blogging. Because big part of the campaign money is going for paid advertisements and its a gigantic business, its an entire economy all by itself.
This election money madness is getting worse, now its billions spend, in 10-15 years, I wonder how much election spending will be. But sooner or later, its the average Joe who will have to somehow pay the bill for all that. Average citizen is the real payer for all vanity spending. It looks like Mitt R(omney) did it with his own big (Money), well where did he get his money from?
Citizens are the slaves for the capitalistic masters of this world. Citizens are caught in their big fights, masters appear to bleed, but in reality, its the average citizen that bleeds on behalf of the elite. This madness must stop just like all other mad crazy shit that is going on in our world now. All in the name of making profits and grabbing power.
Equal Money System will end the cancer of Capitalism forevermore. It will be a whole new world. And if you're like myself, sick and tired of this world system and how it works, join us, join desteni, learn first how to change yourself, and change this world.
With Equal Money, no more sweet victory for R(omney) with (Money) as all will win equally, life will be dignified for all. For sure, there won't be election spending, all elections will be free of cost, simply utilizing the power of technology.
See:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Exposing abuses is cool, but don't get killed in doing so.
Exposing abuses in our world is cool, but don't be foolish and get killed in doing so. Recently I am chatting with a FB friend who is exposing abuses in his native country, but in doing so he has placed himself in a very precarious situation. The man is now hunted and haunted. Under severe stress he is experiencing depression, anxiety and related problems in addition to homeless and uncertainty.
So breathe, calm down, relax, be smart and don't fucking get killed. Don't seek to be a hero, once you're dead, man, you're gone. The change you wish to bring will never come to your country if you're dead.
At the moment, the best advice to my FB friend is, get on with your self-forgiveness process. Get established in self-honesty, and self-trust. This is not a pill to overcome your mental problems overnight, but an opportunity to rebirth self as life through the physical. And you can't do that if you're constantly on the run and been hunted by those who are in power. So best is to immediately seek self-protection, meaning hide away into physical safety. Then, slowly get yourself establish in the system, i.e. job, home, etc. There is no need to 'fight' the bullies in our world. Specially there is no need for 'personal fights' against those who are corrupt and powerful.
I mean even if you take down the most corrupt man in your country, what will you achieve? Simply nothing. See Egypt, Mubarak disappeared, now another set of bullies running the show. My point is, its cool to expose via blogs and vlogs about world abuses, but please don't get fucking killed in doing so.
Live to change this world. That means, walk this desteni process, self-forgive yourself, change yourself, get established in self-honesty, self-trust, self-breathing, and birth yourself as life. And realize changing this world, you cannot do as a one man show, it can only be done as a group. Desteni is a group that is growing and expanding worldwide which stands as a voice to birth a new world. So join us, by starting your self-forgiveness process, then start walking this process with us as a group. Both self-change and world-change happens side by side.
Then in time, desteni message, namely the implementation of Equal Money System will enter the political arena leading to actual practical changes in our world. You can read tons of stuff about Equal Money System in our sites, or just google it.
The point here is, first stop getting killed, start your self change process, then walk the world change process. In time, as a group, we will do the required through democratic one-man one-vote principle. You can already see how as a group desteni is expanding and voicing every day about the world situation. Our noise is getting louder and stronger. We do so with care, certainly don't want to get killed in doing so, Common Sense.
There is another subtle point here. All those so-called evils in this world, who is responsible for them? You and Me, and Us. Each of us equally responsible for the madness that is here today. Even the evil of men like Hitler manifested because what humanity accepted and allowed. What each human accepted and allowed created this hell on earth. Therefore there is no point in starting personal wars against bullies and getting killed. Of course blog and vlog, but fuck, not at the cost of getting killed.
Keep in mind, this is not a personal war between good and evil. You realize that "I am responsible for all that is here". Within that realization, personal battles stop, and you will work for real change.
Lastly, I am sure you will agree with me, change doesn't mean just getting rid of one singular problem from our world, we need to change the entire world system, in fact, we need heaven on earth, where every living being can have a dignified life here on earth.
So get yourself to safety, get established with a job, home, etc, and begin your self-forgiveness process, lets bring real change to this world to end all abuses forevermore. As you might know already, today nearly 21,000 humans will die out of hunger or related diseases, nearly 1 billion will starve and untold other sufferings going on. We can't fight or punish anyone for this, its humanity's problem, its our problem. Hence lets take practical steps first so you can actually participate to bring real changes to this world.
Start by visiting the desteni.org forums.
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
So breathe, calm down, relax, be smart and don't fucking get killed. Don't seek to be a hero, once you're dead, man, you're gone. The change you wish to bring will never come to your country if you're dead.
At the moment, the best advice to my FB friend is, get on with your self-forgiveness process. Get established in self-honesty, and self-trust. This is not a pill to overcome your mental problems overnight, but an opportunity to rebirth self as life through the physical. And you can't do that if you're constantly on the run and been hunted by those who are in power. So best is to immediately seek self-protection, meaning hide away into physical safety. Then, slowly get yourself establish in the system, i.e. job, home, etc. There is no need to 'fight' the bullies in our world. Specially there is no need for 'personal fights' against those who are corrupt and powerful.
I mean even if you take down the most corrupt man in your country, what will you achieve? Simply nothing. See Egypt, Mubarak disappeared, now another set of bullies running the show. My point is, its cool to expose via blogs and vlogs about world abuses, but please don't get fucking killed in doing so.
Live to change this world. That means, walk this desteni process, self-forgive yourself, change yourself, get established in self-honesty, self-trust, self-breathing, and birth yourself as life. And realize changing this world, you cannot do as a one man show, it can only be done as a group. Desteni is a group that is growing and expanding worldwide which stands as a voice to birth a new world. So join us, by starting your self-forgiveness process, then start walking this process with us as a group. Both self-change and world-change happens side by side.
Then in time, desteni message, namely the implementation of Equal Money System will enter the political arena leading to actual practical changes in our world. You can read tons of stuff about Equal Money System in our sites, or just google it.
The point here is, first stop getting killed, start your self change process, then walk the world change process. In time, as a group, we will do the required through democratic one-man one-vote principle. You can already see how as a group desteni is expanding and voicing every day about the world situation. Our noise is getting louder and stronger. We do so with care, certainly don't want to get killed in doing so, Common Sense.
There is another subtle point here. All those so-called evils in this world, who is responsible for them? You and Me, and Us. Each of us equally responsible for the madness that is here today. Even the evil of men like Hitler manifested because what humanity accepted and allowed. What each human accepted and allowed created this hell on earth. Therefore there is no point in starting personal wars against bullies and getting killed. Of course blog and vlog, but fuck, not at the cost of getting killed.
Keep in mind, this is not a personal war between good and evil. You realize that "I am responsible for all that is here". Within that realization, personal battles stop, and you will work for real change.
Lastly, I am sure you will agree with me, change doesn't mean just getting rid of one singular problem from our world, we need to change the entire world system, in fact, we need heaven on earth, where every living being can have a dignified life here on earth.
So get yourself to safety, get established with a job, home, etc, and begin your self-forgiveness process, lets bring real change to this world to end all abuses forevermore. As you might know already, today nearly 21,000 humans will die out of hunger or related diseases, nearly 1 billion will starve and untold other sufferings going on. We can't fight or punish anyone for this, its humanity's problem, its our problem. Hence lets take practical steps first so you can actually participate to bring real changes to this world.
Start by visiting the desteni.org forums.
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
10-day Vipassana Meditation Retreat, as taught by Mr. S. N. Goenka - A Review.
Before I met desteni, during my days with the newage movement, I was into a type of meditation called Vipassana Meditaton. Of course within Buddhism there are many types of meditations, some are regional specific while others are specific to different doctrine of Buddhism. Perhaps they all have similar roots but certainly the practice appear vastly different, sometimes even to a point of conflict. Anyways, the subject here is the 10 day retreat provided by the Vipassana Meditation group headed by Mr. S. N. Goenka. I have attended few such retreats, so here I am sharing my perspective.
The retreat is basically 10 days of Silence, room and board provided and Vipassana Meditation is taught. You are confined to a meditation camp like area, and for 10 days you will be cut off from the world, while you engage in this journey of studying the Vipassana Meditation.
While I was a newage junkie, I must say, I really loved this retreat. Very peaceful, 10 days of isolation, all my meals are taken care of, it is like an all paid vacation for you. You just have to meditate as taught by Mr S. N. Goenka. Been cut off from the world of gadgets, phones, computers, papers, reading, writing, talking, socializing etc is a welcome break for most humans. None really hated the experience, its all good and well at the end. Its free too, of course you can donate if you wish on the last day before you go home.
If only things were that easy about meditation, now that I am walking the desteni process I am able to realize and see things about meditation. Having walked the process of self-forgiveness and self-honesty now I realize how fucked up is this meditation retreat really is.
Walking the desteni process is all about self-honesty. So from that perspective Vipassana Meditation is a big no-no, because there is nothing self-honest about 10 days of meditating. Its all done for self-bliss, to be a great enlightened personality. People go there to become better or great or to be enlightened, or blissful.
During the first 4 days, Breathing Mediation is taught (known as anna panna). This is pretty cool, you are learning to observe your breathing for 4 long days. This is a great assistance if such awareness of breath can be maintained all through life. As awareness of each breath cuts down the thinking machine, the pre programmed Mind Conscious System. Within desteni, 4 count breathing is suggested to assist with been Here as breath.
At the retreat, the breath awareness meditation remains just that, a meditation, a tool, an exercise, never a living reality. Are you one and equal to the breath ? NO. Breath is used as a tool to assist you to become self-blissful. In other words there is separation and breath is used like using anything in a materialistic sense.
For the next 6 days, you will practice Vipassana Meditation which is the awareness of body sensations from subtle to gross. Meaning, you are feeling your body. This is also pretty cool, to stay within the body, within the Physical. But the problem again is, it is done as an exercise, as a meditation, as a means to achieve a higher self-bliss, as means to become enlightenment, so the whole starting point is fucked up. In desteni we are suggested to be aware of the breath and body to be Here, so to be Here is the objective. Not some grand egoistic goal to be enlightened or blissful.
Breath and body awareness is really cool to be Here. In that you can see yourself or other things in all self-honesty. So at the retreat, feeling the breath or body appears cool, but it is done out of selfish motives and capitalistic objectives. I want to get something, I want to become something, or I want to be a great buddhist meditator, I want to be the next great Buddha. Such spiritual and/or religious vanities fucks up the whole retreat. Well the good old promise of religion, its capitalism isn't it.
On the last day, a feel good meditation is taught. Metta Bhavana, or Meditation of loving-kindness. This is where you will really fuck yourself, it is like smoothing feel-good balm of wishful thinking and fantasy. "Oh May all beings be happy, Or May all animals be happy. Oh may all sentient beings be happy". Such words are chanted now for nearly 2500 years without a bit of change in our lives or in our world. See the world condition for yourself, you will realize the reality of loving-kindness meditation.
I recall the teacher did mention something about forgiveness, but no word about Self-Forgiveness. So by the end of 10 days, you go home feeling all happy, cool, good and relaxed, but no real self-change whatsoever. You never learn to take self-responsibility, You never learn to self-forgive yourself. You never learn to be self-trustworthy. You never learn about the horrors of this world. You just lived in your happy feel good little bubble for 10 days and gave yourself a mini vacation and got fucked with endless buddhist chants and lectures.
The worse case scenario is you return from the retreat as a born again Buddhist. Now you're really fucked, you will have a religion to follow for the rest of your life. On theory, the retreat may be Godless, and Guruless, but the folks at the Vipassana Meditation camp are no doubt into Buddha worship and Mr Goenka the guru worship. In very subtle forms you will notice such things. Its only a matter of time before you too become Buddha worshiping, Mr Goenka adoring devotee of Vipassana Meditation. You might even defend this form of buddhism against other branches of buddhism, you're entering the ground of subtle holy sect wars. So be careful.
Anyways, if you can train to be fully breath and body aware without ever getting into the religious part of the retreat then you can actually assist yourself from the retreat to some degree. Been breath aware helps you to identify the mind patterns that you have accepted and allowed within yourself and so you can stop them and correct them. Such correction and observation tools are not discussed at the retreat, for that, you need desteni tools.
The vow, 10 days of silence vow is hardly silence, basically all noise is suppressed into the mind, where you will experience amplified mind inner noise. Outer silence yes, but no inner silence. Mind goes on top gear.
At desteni, inner silence is mentioned too, but only as a result of slowing down the mind not as a consequence of suppression. Along with self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-writing, self-breathing, self can be Here, experiencing an inner silence and doing what is best for all. In that, self can take self-responsibility for self and for the world as self.
At the retreat however, you will never hear about child labor, or prostitution, or homelessness, or abuses of capitalism, or about how fucked up our world is etc. You will never learn to take self-responsibility after the retreat. Basically, its a nice long 10 days of mental masturbation all done in search of selfish self-bliss.
When will you learn to take self-responsibility for yourself or for the world as yourself? At desteni, the process is about taking self responsibility for self and others. Hence, we mention all kinds of shit that is going on in this world, its not a pretty picture. We do so, not to be negative but to end the every negativity we seek to hide from or avoid. Equal Money System is a solution to end all abuses everywhere.
At the retreat, you will never learn any solutions for the world problems other than just listening to hours of buddhists chants and lectures. And hoping the second coming Buddha or the next great Buddha will fix all world problems, bit like waiting for the second coming of Jesus to fix our world. How fucked up is that?
So, if you have 10 consecutive days to spare, try this for a change: Speak out self-forgiveness for hours and hours each day. See how that will change you. See how you will come to realizations about yourself. And during that period also listen to desteni process support videos. After 10 days of speaking out aloud self-forgiveness may be you will learn to take responsibility for at least 1 point which you have accepted and allowed within yourself.
In essence, the 10 days of Vipassana Meditation is like masturbating, nothing left after the show, you return to your old self on your drive back home from the retreat.
So next time you consider going to meditate, give yourself the chance to speak self-forgiveness, see how that will change your life. Many destonians are standing up now, listen to them, hear what they have to say, don't let 10 days of so called bliss and nirvana fuck you for eternity. Take self-responsibility instead.
Note: This is not a personal attack on Mr. S. N. Goenka or his students or on his Vipassna Mediation group; this is simply what I have come to realize since walking my desteni process. In fact, every spiritual or mediation or religious group I was with before desteni really was a mental fuck up, nothing real never came out of it.
Desteni process is the real deal for self-change and world change.
Visit us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
(I am a former Vipassana Meditation Student in Canada.)
The retreat is basically 10 days of Silence, room and board provided and Vipassana Meditation is taught. You are confined to a meditation camp like area, and for 10 days you will be cut off from the world, while you engage in this journey of studying the Vipassana Meditation.
While I was a newage junkie, I must say, I really loved this retreat. Very peaceful, 10 days of isolation, all my meals are taken care of, it is like an all paid vacation for you. You just have to meditate as taught by Mr S. N. Goenka. Been cut off from the world of gadgets, phones, computers, papers, reading, writing, talking, socializing etc is a welcome break for most humans. None really hated the experience, its all good and well at the end. Its free too, of course you can donate if you wish on the last day before you go home.
If only things were that easy about meditation, now that I am walking the desteni process I am able to realize and see things about meditation. Having walked the process of self-forgiveness and self-honesty now I realize how fucked up is this meditation retreat really is.
Walking the desteni process is all about self-honesty. So from that perspective Vipassana Meditation is a big no-no, because there is nothing self-honest about 10 days of meditating. Its all done for self-bliss, to be a great enlightened personality. People go there to become better or great or to be enlightened, or blissful.
During the first 4 days, Breathing Mediation is taught (known as anna panna). This is pretty cool, you are learning to observe your breathing for 4 long days. This is a great assistance if such awareness of breath can be maintained all through life. As awareness of each breath cuts down the thinking machine, the pre programmed Mind Conscious System. Within desteni, 4 count breathing is suggested to assist with been Here as breath.
At the retreat, the breath awareness meditation remains just that, a meditation, a tool, an exercise, never a living reality. Are you one and equal to the breath ? NO. Breath is used as a tool to assist you to become self-blissful. In other words there is separation and breath is used like using anything in a materialistic sense.
For the next 6 days, you will practice Vipassana Meditation which is the awareness of body sensations from subtle to gross. Meaning, you are feeling your body. This is also pretty cool, to stay within the body, within the Physical. But the problem again is, it is done as an exercise, as a meditation, as a means to achieve a higher self-bliss, as means to become enlightenment, so the whole starting point is fucked up. In desteni we are suggested to be aware of the breath and body to be Here, so to be Here is the objective. Not some grand egoistic goal to be enlightened or blissful.
Breath and body awareness is really cool to be Here. In that you can see yourself or other things in all self-honesty. So at the retreat, feeling the breath or body appears cool, but it is done out of selfish motives and capitalistic objectives. I want to get something, I want to become something, or I want to be a great buddhist meditator, I want to be the next great Buddha. Such spiritual and/or religious vanities fucks up the whole retreat. Well the good old promise of religion, its capitalism isn't it.
On the last day, a feel good meditation is taught. Metta Bhavana, or Meditation of loving-kindness. This is where you will really fuck yourself, it is like smoothing feel-good balm of wishful thinking and fantasy. "Oh May all beings be happy, Or May all animals be happy. Oh may all sentient beings be happy". Such words are chanted now for nearly 2500 years without a bit of change in our lives or in our world. See the world condition for yourself, you will realize the reality of loving-kindness meditation.
I recall the teacher did mention something about forgiveness, but no word about Self-Forgiveness. So by the end of 10 days, you go home feeling all happy, cool, good and relaxed, but no real self-change whatsoever. You never learn to take self-responsibility, You never learn to self-forgive yourself. You never learn to be self-trustworthy. You never learn about the horrors of this world. You just lived in your happy feel good little bubble for 10 days and gave yourself a mini vacation and got fucked with endless buddhist chants and lectures.
The worse case scenario is you return from the retreat as a born again Buddhist. Now you're really fucked, you will have a religion to follow for the rest of your life. On theory, the retreat may be Godless, and Guruless, but the folks at the Vipassana Meditation camp are no doubt into Buddha worship and Mr Goenka the guru worship. In very subtle forms you will notice such things. Its only a matter of time before you too become Buddha worshiping, Mr Goenka adoring devotee of Vipassana Meditation. You might even defend this form of buddhism against other branches of buddhism, you're entering the ground of subtle holy sect wars. So be careful.
Anyways, if you can train to be fully breath and body aware without ever getting into the religious part of the retreat then you can actually assist yourself from the retreat to some degree. Been breath aware helps you to identify the mind patterns that you have accepted and allowed within yourself and so you can stop them and correct them. Such correction and observation tools are not discussed at the retreat, for that, you need desteni tools.
The vow, 10 days of silence vow is hardly silence, basically all noise is suppressed into the mind, where you will experience amplified mind inner noise. Outer silence yes, but no inner silence. Mind goes on top gear.
At desteni, inner silence is mentioned too, but only as a result of slowing down the mind not as a consequence of suppression. Along with self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-writing, self-breathing, self can be Here, experiencing an inner silence and doing what is best for all. In that, self can take self-responsibility for self and for the world as self.
At the retreat however, you will never hear about child labor, or prostitution, or homelessness, or abuses of capitalism, or about how fucked up our world is etc. You will never learn to take self-responsibility after the retreat. Basically, its a nice long 10 days of mental masturbation all done in search of selfish self-bliss.
When will you learn to take self-responsibility for yourself or for the world as yourself? At desteni, the process is about taking self responsibility for self and others. Hence, we mention all kinds of shit that is going on in this world, its not a pretty picture. We do so, not to be negative but to end the every negativity we seek to hide from or avoid. Equal Money System is a solution to end all abuses everywhere.
At the retreat, you will never learn any solutions for the world problems other than just listening to hours of buddhists chants and lectures. And hoping the second coming Buddha or the next great Buddha will fix all world problems, bit like waiting for the second coming of Jesus to fix our world. How fucked up is that?
So, if you have 10 consecutive days to spare, try this for a change: Speak out self-forgiveness for hours and hours each day. See how that will change you. See how you will come to realizations about yourself. And during that period also listen to desteni process support videos. After 10 days of speaking out aloud self-forgiveness may be you will learn to take responsibility for at least 1 point which you have accepted and allowed within yourself.
In essence, the 10 days of Vipassana Meditation is like masturbating, nothing left after the show, you return to your old self on your drive back home from the retreat.
So next time you consider going to meditate, give yourself the chance to speak self-forgiveness, see how that will change your life. Many destonians are standing up now, listen to them, hear what they have to say, don't let 10 days of so called bliss and nirvana fuck you for eternity. Take self-responsibility instead.
Note: This is not a personal attack on Mr. S. N. Goenka or his students or on his Vipassna Mediation group; this is simply what I have come to realize since walking my desteni process. In fact, every spiritual or mediation or religious group I was with before desteni really was a mental fuck up, nothing real never came out of it.
Desteni process is the real deal for self-change and world change.
Visit us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
(I am a former Vipassana Meditation Student in Canada.)
Thursday, January 26, 2012
2012 How NOT to be a Destonian.
At a recent Ottawa Desteni meeting this statement came up, "How not to be a Destonian". Interesting question indeed, but the good news is I don't have to investigate too much in answering that question. So here we go, How Not to Be a Destonian.
Believe in GOD: Yes numero uno, you must believe in God, the almighty Father, Mother, in heaven. You must have very strong faith and believe not just ordinary faith and believe, but real hardcore faith and believe. Fanatics are highly recommended and will quality with flying colors on How NOT to be a destonian.
God has a Plan: You must believe that God has a plan for us all, and He shall take care of us. No need to worry or hurry about anything in this physical reality, for God's plan works mysteriously and it shall take care of it all. So you must believe in a divine plan.
God has Blessed You: Yes, you must believe that God has blessed you while millions are not apparently blessed by God. You are the blessed child of god. You must count your blessing everyday and thank Him for giving all that he has given to you and your family. I mean after all, your family has food to eat, a house to live. You must believe and accept that God has blessed you while God has fucked million others into destitution.
You must believe in the Principle of Survival of the Fittest: Yes winner takes it all, You must believe very strongly that those who win deserve it, and we must fully be armed and prepared to win at all cost. The losers can go to hell, they are unworthy of victory anyways.
Capitalism is the Best: You must worship, pray, adore, protect and promote Capitalism at all cost. For it is the greatest invention since fire, so amazing so great is this economic model we have. It has created amazing toys and gadgets, and advanced science and medicine. Without the propelling power of Capitalism, we would still be in stone age. Rewards of Capitalism has brought civilization to our world. You must pray to the God of money, Goddess Lakshimi, that's her full-time job dedicated to matters of money. Any notion or principle that questions Capitalism, you must ban it at once. Never allow questioning Capitalism, never allow doubts about it. Crush it at all cost. You must love Capitalism as much as you love your God. They are equal and one.
Profit as motive: You must believe in the motivation power of profit. The angel of profit who many prophets spoke about, you must protect and promote the principle of profit at all cost. Nothing gets done without a profit. That's so simple to see.
Justify Suffering: You must at all cost justify suffering of this world, after all, this is a temporary home, just for a short time, eternal life is not here, so why bother with the suffering here. Must justify suffering. At least silently you must give your consent for suffering to continue, it is their bad karma anyways, God is teaching them a divine lesson. So do not question suffering. Unless it is your own child of course, by all means, get quick help.
Never Assist and Support Lazy bums: You must believe those who are poor and suffering are fucking lazy bums, they got what they deserve. So any attempt to assist and support them, you must crush at all cost. That is called communism, and we all know how bad that red shit is. Of course never accept equality, or Equal Money System, never. Equality means Communism, so you must believe it at all cost.
Look for anything CULT: You must quickly spot cults, whoever that doesn't promote the popular media culture or the current money system, you must identify and target them. You must label them as cult. Praise be the Lord. He will reward you in heaven for your hard work in identifying the demonic cults.
Must Love the New Age movement: As an extra bonus, you must adore the new-age movement, their gurus, mantras, books, swamis, chakkras, 5th dimension, 2012 Golden era, or 2012 World endings etc. You must have a dedicated guru (an optional feature). You must believe in the bliss and enlightenment of the new-age movement. You must believe in the Power of Now, Power of mantra, Power of Chant, etc etc.
How Not to be a Destonian, as a minimum, you must have one or more of above qualities. That will just do it. And one more thing, you must not give a fuck about self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-trust, self-expression, self-writing, self-breathing, or self-here. You must promote and protect your self-interests and your Ego at all cost.
If you have more questions, concerns or confusions, please visit us, we will clarify things for you, for free of cost:
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Tuesday, January 24, 2012
2012 How was I Able to Hear the Desteni Message.
I have been a "seeker" for a long long time. I suppose real happiness never came to me, so I had a natural interest in spiritual matters. Born and raised a Catholic, even within the church, I would be drawn to Christian meditation or retreats in search of the soul, the depth of me. I have been always looking for something deeper, profound, magical, that source within, sort to speak.
That journey took me on a long road. Start by going to Hindu temples in Sri Lanka, which was a big No-No for a catholic boy like myself. I got really fascinated with Hindu God figures. I fell in love with the mystics of Hinduism. First Lord Ganesh, then Godess Kali, later God Krishna, just to name a few. Likewise, a bus load of Gurus also became my objects of worship. Namely, Sri Sri Ravishankar of Art of Living movement, Mr. Eckhart Tolle of The Power of Now, Swami A.C. Bhaktivadanta of ISKCON, and of course the all too famous Sai Baba of Putapathi India.
Later part, I was into Buddism, namely the 10-day retreat provided by the dhamma vipassana group headed Mr S N Goenka. I spent some time doing the 10-day retreats in silence. In terms of spiritual voyages, I went to the ancient city of Maya Pur in Culcutta to visit the Hare Krishna International Headquarters to be with the real devotees of Krishna.
Been there and Done that is the best way to describe my spiritual circus. Not to forget the numerous spiritual books I was crazy about all along. Deepak Choppra was a God of wisdom, loved his 'Ageless body Timeless Mind' book a long time ago. Recently, The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle took 3-4 years of my life.
Yet, something was still missing, is it me? Am I not meditating enough? Am I not chanting enough? Am I not doing Sudharsan Kriya as taught by Sri Sri Ravi shankar enough? Am I not chanting the holy names of Lord Krishna enough? Am I not listening to Eckhart Tolle's audio tapes enough? Am I not reading Deepak Choppra enough? Am I not doing 10-day Vipassana retreats enough? What I am doing wrong, that feeling of empty hole is within me, raising its head once in a while. My curiosity about the world and afterlife still remains very high, as if I haven't learned anything over the years. Something is missing, even hugging the world famous Guru Sri Sri Ravi shankar has not removed that feeling of emptiness. That lost wondering feeling within me has not gone.
Unplanned, I met desteni through their youtube videos while searching for Eckhart Tolle videos. I must have been lucky, I ran into one of desteni's inter-dimensional videos, I don't recall the details about the first video I watched, but I remember been stuck by it. I just couldn't believe to my eyes, what was I hearing or seen. It was something about Jesus, I mean Jesus himself was speaking.
The desteni video was so real. Everything about it was so real. Following my first encounter with desteni inter-dimensional video, I spent hours looking at other videos as well. Later got into desteni forums and start participating. I began speaking self-forgiveness, and writing self forgiveness. As I read stuff written by Bernard Poolman and Sunette Spies, my fascination with desteni increased beyond I could ever ask for. Desteni is the real shit.
I began to slowly but surely overcome my pre-programmed stuff about religions, gods, gurus, new age movement etc. My first victim was my dear Guru at that time, Mr Eckhart Tolle. Slowly but surely, I dumped Tolle, likewise I began to dump all the gurus of the past. Sad to say, Sai baba, Sri Sri Ravisharnkar, Lord Krishan, Lord Rama, Lord Ghanesh, Lord Buddha, Lord Jesus, St Anthony, St Mary, The Pope, The church, Buddism, Hinduism, Christianity, Vipassana Meditation, Hare Krishna, Art of Living, Deepak Chopra, and you name it, all those gurus and gods vanished from my mind within the first two years with desteni. Yes some took a while, the pre-programming must have been deep.
I learned about me. I can be here without any god or guru, or any holy book. Desteni tools namely Self Forgiveness, self honesty, breathing, self writing and self expression through blogging and vlogging deeply assisted me.
Later participating in the desteni-i-process really assisted me. And visiting the desteni farm to meet Bernard Poolman, Sunette Spies and other figures of amazement in desteni assist me to see me more. I lost the hero worship attitude I had towards Bernard and other farm members. Bernard is cool, but not a hero, or a guru, visiting the farm assisted me in just realizing, that this process is about me. Bernard is at a different point in his process, that's all, not a guru or a god, just another fucking human being like myself, who is walking his own process.
My many layers of pre-programming started to peel of bit by bit. I started to see things that I never noticed. Simple things: Did I know that nearly 1 billion humans starve each day? Did I know how the capitalistic money system is destroying this world? Did I know that Banks and their controlling Gods rule this world in the name of making money at any cost? Did I know that elitists of the world rule this world, while slaves like me are working for them? Did I know since my childhood days, I have been programmed to be a loyal customer? Did I know that money is just a make belief that I was taught as real? Did I know that obeying God is designed so that I will be a good slave to the money making system? Did I know that my slavery to the money system has created a hell on this earth? Why didn't I notice all these common sense points before meeting desteni? Why didn't the gurus and gods before mention such things? Why is that I was only interested in self-bliss while the elitists and the money system is destroying the world? Why didn't I realize that there are real serious precarious problems in this world?
Within first 2 years of desteni process, my pre-programming some what peeled off, allowing me to realize many shitty things about this world. What a shock. What a shocking realization that how much we have been blindly fucked by the media, banks, governments, gods, gurus,religions, etc etc etc. All in the name of making money.
I am realizing how seriously we need an Equal Money System in this world.
Also, all that search for the meaning-of-life, deeper quest for meaning, spiritual seeking, the desire for deep silent meditation, all that energy craving shit vanished. Now I live here and I have all the meaning in the world, that is to re-birthing myself as life through the physical, and bringing about Equal Money System to end all abuses everywhere.
What a message, yes first I learned about them through desteni materials, but later I realized them for myself.
I was able to hear the desteni message because I could see the common sense in it. The desteni message make sense, because it is common sense. Of course there were some things in the desteni materials I didn't get, for example the notes about Anu, or Atlantians, I didn't quite get them, and so I didn't even bother with them. Self forgiveness, self honesty, self expression, self trust, Equal Money System, I realize them well.
This is 2012, it has been four since I met desteni, while I stand with the desteni group, at the same time I stand as me, as a destonian. My self standing matters as much as I stand with the desteni group.
I am desteni. That is the common sense message I have been waiting for, so I was able to hear the desteni message. Now I am sharing this message with rest of humanity to birth a new planet, a practical heaven on earth via Equal Money System.
What a message, What a mission, What a joy, What a journey, join us, if you dare to care and have some fun in the process:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
That journey took me on a long road. Start by going to Hindu temples in Sri Lanka, which was a big No-No for a catholic boy like myself. I got really fascinated with Hindu God figures. I fell in love with the mystics of Hinduism. First Lord Ganesh, then Godess Kali, later God Krishna, just to name a few. Likewise, a bus load of Gurus also became my objects of worship. Namely, Sri Sri Ravishankar of Art of Living movement, Mr. Eckhart Tolle of The Power of Now, Swami A.C. Bhaktivadanta of ISKCON, and of course the all too famous Sai Baba of Putapathi India.
Later part, I was into Buddism, namely the 10-day retreat provided by the dhamma vipassana group headed Mr S N Goenka. I spent some time doing the 10-day retreats in silence. In terms of spiritual voyages, I went to the ancient city of Maya Pur in Culcutta to visit the Hare Krishna International Headquarters to be with the real devotees of Krishna.
Been there and Done that is the best way to describe my spiritual circus. Not to forget the numerous spiritual books I was crazy about all along. Deepak Choppra was a God of wisdom, loved his 'Ageless body Timeless Mind' book a long time ago. Recently, The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle took 3-4 years of my life.
Yet, something was still missing, is it me? Am I not meditating enough? Am I not chanting enough? Am I not doing Sudharsan Kriya as taught by Sri Sri Ravi shankar enough? Am I not chanting the holy names of Lord Krishna enough? Am I not listening to Eckhart Tolle's audio tapes enough? Am I not reading Deepak Choppra enough? Am I not doing 10-day Vipassana retreats enough? What I am doing wrong, that feeling of empty hole is within me, raising its head once in a while. My curiosity about the world and afterlife still remains very high, as if I haven't learned anything over the years. Something is missing, even hugging the world famous Guru Sri Sri Ravi shankar has not removed that feeling of emptiness. That lost wondering feeling within me has not gone.
Unplanned, I met desteni through their youtube videos while searching for Eckhart Tolle videos. I must have been lucky, I ran into one of desteni's inter-dimensional videos, I don't recall the details about the first video I watched, but I remember been stuck by it. I just couldn't believe to my eyes, what was I hearing or seen. It was something about Jesus, I mean Jesus himself was speaking.
The desteni video was so real. Everything about it was so real. Following my first encounter with desteni inter-dimensional video, I spent hours looking at other videos as well. Later got into desteni forums and start participating. I began speaking self-forgiveness, and writing self forgiveness. As I read stuff written by Bernard Poolman and Sunette Spies, my fascination with desteni increased beyond I could ever ask for. Desteni is the real shit.
I began to slowly but surely overcome my pre-programmed stuff about religions, gods, gurus, new age movement etc. My first victim was my dear Guru at that time, Mr Eckhart Tolle. Slowly but surely, I dumped Tolle, likewise I began to dump all the gurus of the past. Sad to say, Sai baba, Sri Sri Ravisharnkar, Lord Krishan, Lord Rama, Lord Ghanesh, Lord Buddha, Lord Jesus, St Anthony, St Mary, The Pope, The church, Buddism, Hinduism, Christianity, Vipassana Meditation, Hare Krishna, Art of Living, Deepak Chopra, and you name it, all those gurus and gods vanished from my mind within the first two years with desteni. Yes some took a while, the pre-programming must have been deep.
I learned about me. I can be here without any god or guru, or any holy book. Desteni tools namely Self Forgiveness, self honesty, breathing, self writing and self expression through blogging and vlogging deeply assisted me.
Later participating in the desteni-i-process really assisted me. And visiting the desteni farm to meet Bernard Poolman, Sunette Spies and other figures of amazement in desteni assist me to see me more. I lost the hero worship attitude I had towards Bernard and other farm members. Bernard is cool, but not a hero, or a guru, visiting the farm assisted me in just realizing, that this process is about me. Bernard is at a different point in his process, that's all, not a guru or a god, just another fucking human being like myself, who is walking his own process.
My many layers of pre-programming started to peel of bit by bit. I started to see things that I never noticed. Simple things: Did I know that nearly 1 billion humans starve each day? Did I know how the capitalistic money system is destroying this world? Did I know that Banks and their controlling Gods rule this world in the name of making money at any cost? Did I know that elitists of the world rule this world, while slaves like me are working for them? Did I know since my childhood days, I have been programmed to be a loyal customer? Did I know that money is just a make belief that I was taught as real? Did I know that obeying God is designed so that I will be a good slave to the money making system? Did I know that my slavery to the money system has created a hell on this earth? Why didn't I notice all these common sense points before meeting desteni? Why didn't the gurus and gods before mention such things? Why is that I was only interested in self-bliss while the elitists and the money system is destroying the world? Why didn't I realize that there are real serious precarious problems in this world?
Within first 2 years of desteni process, my pre-programming some what peeled off, allowing me to realize many shitty things about this world. What a shock. What a shocking realization that how much we have been blindly fucked by the media, banks, governments, gods, gurus,religions, etc etc etc. All in the name of making money.
I am realizing how seriously we need an Equal Money System in this world.
Also, all that search for the meaning-of-life, deeper quest for meaning, spiritual seeking, the desire for deep silent meditation, all that energy craving shit vanished. Now I live here and I have all the meaning in the world, that is to re-birthing myself as life through the physical, and bringing about Equal Money System to end all abuses everywhere.
What a message, yes first I learned about them through desteni materials, but later I realized them for myself.
I was able to hear the desteni message because I could see the common sense in it. The desteni message make sense, because it is common sense. Of course there were some things in the desteni materials I didn't get, for example the notes about Anu, or Atlantians, I didn't quite get them, and so I didn't even bother with them. Self forgiveness, self honesty, self expression, self trust, Equal Money System, I realize them well.
This is 2012, it has been four since I met desteni, while I stand with the desteni group, at the same time I stand as me, as a destonian. My self standing matters as much as I stand with the desteni group.
I am desteni. That is the common sense message I have been waiting for, so I was able to hear the desteni message. Now I am sharing this message with rest of humanity to birth a new planet, a practical heaven on earth via Equal Money System.
What a message, What a mission, What a joy, What a journey, join us, if you dare to care and have some fun in the process:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Be a dead man Breathing, never React to the world.
If you're a blind man, you will not see anything, so you will not react to anything visual. If you're a deaf man, you will not react to any sound, nobody can yell 'Fuck You' to you. If you're in total coma, you will not react to any touch, sensation of touch wouldn't be there. If you're a dead man, you will not react to ANYTHING in this world.
Yet that is exactly what living is, just reacting from morning to evening to all kinds of shit. He said that, she said that, he did that, she did that, she looked at me like that, he questioned me, she was frowning at me, she was pouting at me, he looked like he is angry at me, she didn't smile with me, he didn't say hi to me, she didn't politely speak, or they did that, they said this, etc etc etc, a long list of sources to which I accept and allow myself to react all day, and all of my life.
Sometimes we react to the stupidest things in this world. Today I reacted to my wife while we were having dinner, because she showed a bit of pouting face for a comment I made. Just a little pout expression, OMG, I fucking reacted, why why why, what did i do, what did I say, as if I want the world around me to smile and be joyful at me, so my reactions will be joyful too. I reacted because I was looking for something to react too, in that to get an energy feed for my mind conscious system. I as my ego love to react, specially in those moments of physical tiredness.
Can't live as a reactive machine, that would be pretty hellish life. As the world is people full of emotions, feelings and thoughts, and they will do crazy things to drive you nuts, only of course, if you accept and allowed them to drive you nuts. World can do or say anything, but the reactive power is within you.
Breathing is handy. I realize I have to breathe even when I am with others socializing, or having dinner, or doing anything, I must breathe, I must be here as breath, there is NEVER a moment to let lose on breathing point. Because in one tinny comment or gesture from the other, I may allow myself to react as a mind, as an ego. Then all hell break lose.
Be here, breathe, no matter what, breathe, each breath, breath by breath be here, cut the train of thoughts, emotions and feelings. Then reactions will not happen, yes, then you can direct yourself, and direct any point that is presented in the moment. But that is not an emotional reaction, rather, a self directed action. Giving direction to things in what is best for all.
Nothing must move within you. May be you're having coffee at a cafe, and somebody is yelling at you for no reason, 'fuck you', 'fuck you' etc, what would you do? react and scream back at him? or just breathe, and either simply walk away from the scene or just continue with what you were doing. There is no reaction, nothing moved within you. You were neither hurt, nor embarrassed, nor worried, nor fearful, nor shy, nor angry, nor bothered. You just breathe and move on. May be you moved on to next cafe, because the noise of the yeller was practically too much for you to bear. Its not a reaction, just a practical common sense move.
Living a life as a reactive machine sucks big time. There are tools to assist with these problems: self forgiveness, self honesty, self writing, self correction, and BREATHING. 4 count breathing is even better. Give that break, that gab between breath which cuts the stream of thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Be a dead man walking, never react. I am assisting myself with breathing, in this I am learning to cut down getting sucked into reacting to others. Now not reacting doesn't mean idling, it means breathing here and directing self to act in what is best for all. In that there is honor of life, respect to life, seen all life as self, equal and one.
This is a process, so join us, start your process now with desteni tools:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks
Yet that is exactly what living is, just reacting from morning to evening to all kinds of shit. He said that, she said that, he did that, she did that, she looked at me like that, he questioned me, she was frowning at me, she was pouting at me, he looked like he is angry at me, she didn't smile with me, he didn't say hi to me, she didn't politely speak, or they did that, they said this, etc etc etc, a long list of sources to which I accept and allow myself to react all day, and all of my life.
Sometimes we react to the stupidest things in this world. Today I reacted to my wife while we were having dinner, because she showed a bit of pouting face for a comment I made. Just a little pout expression, OMG, I fucking reacted, why why why, what did i do, what did I say, as if I want the world around me to smile and be joyful at me, so my reactions will be joyful too. I reacted because I was looking for something to react too, in that to get an energy feed for my mind conscious system. I as my ego love to react, specially in those moments of physical tiredness.
Can't live as a reactive machine, that would be pretty hellish life. As the world is people full of emotions, feelings and thoughts, and they will do crazy things to drive you nuts, only of course, if you accept and allowed them to drive you nuts. World can do or say anything, but the reactive power is within you.
Breathing is handy. I realize I have to breathe even when I am with others socializing, or having dinner, or doing anything, I must breathe, I must be here as breath, there is NEVER a moment to let lose on breathing point. Because in one tinny comment or gesture from the other, I may allow myself to react as a mind, as an ego. Then all hell break lose.
Be here, breathe, no matter what, breathe, each breath, breath by breath be here, cut the train of thoughts, emotions and feelings. Then reactions will not happen, yes, then you can direct yourself, and direct any point that is presented in the moment. But that is not an emotional reaction, rather, a self directed action. Giving direction to things in what is best for all.
Nothing must move within you. May be you're having coffee at a cafe, and somebody is yelling at you for no reason, 'fuck you', 'fuck you' etc, what would you do? react and scream back at him? or just breathe, and either simply walk away from the scene or just continue with what you were doing. There is no reaction, nothing moved within you. You were neither hurt, nor embarrassed, nor worried, nor fearful, nor shy, nor angry, nor bothered. You just breathe and move on. May be you moved on to next cafe, because the noise of the yeller was practically too much for you to bear. Its not a reaction, just a practical common sense move.
Living a life as a reactive machine sucks big time. There are tools to assist with these problems: self forgiveness, self honesty, self writing, self correction, and BREATHING. 4 count breathing is even better. Give that break, that gab between breath which cuts the stream of thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Be a dead man walking, never react. I am assisting myself with breathing, in this I am learning to cut down getting sucked into reacting to others. Now not reacting doesn't mean idling, it means breathing here and directing self to act in what is best for all. In that there is honor of life, respect to life, seen all life as self, equal and one.
This is a process, so join us, start your process now with desteni tools:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Physical pain in my bum hole is unbearable.
I am familiar with a physical pain that comes occasionally in my bum area after doing my business. The pain is unbearable which lasts for about 3-5 minutes, and then it goes away. During that time my mind shuts down totally, I forget about all problems, pain just takes over completely, so much so, I feel like dying in that very moments to avoid feeling the pain. Physical pain is real, the real shit, its not emotional. When the physical gives pain, there is no escape, it hurts bad.
Then I wonder all those who suffer physically, in brutal physical pain we inflict upon each other through war and other nasty means. If taking a shit with bit too much pressure gives me so much physical pain, imagine those who suffer losing their arms and legs. OMG.
A wishful thought arise in me, that is, all suffering in this world must stop, oh please stop all physical suffering. Yeh I know, its only a wishful thinking, nothing in this world will ever stop the man-made suffering, in fact, it is compounding as profit making is getting demonic. Make money at any cost.
As I cannot take physical pain, clearly, it must be so, other humans too, cannot take physical pain, (lets not talk about animals please). So we as humans come to a solution where physical pain will cease. Lets not inflict pain upon each other.
Only Equal Money System will bring physical pain to an end, both for humans and animals. The pain in my asshole has taught me never to accept physical pain as normal, I must do all I can to stop this pain.
Physical has been put to suffering for too long now. Even since man walked on earth, physical has been suffering. Either we must stop it, or the physical will stop it.
So I am one vote for Equal Money System, to end all physical suffering in this world. As it is unbearable. Oh God, that 5 minutes of pain, sometimes feels like an eternity, so much power physical pain has over me. I really would like all physical pain to end, so I am standing for and with Equal Money System. Lets end causing harm to each other and to other beings on earth.
Ask a chicken or a cow, it will know the pain of its head been chopped off. I wonder how that would feel? Equal Money System will end the beheading of animals, and the suffering that animals are experience. Imagine your head been chopped off. It is very cruel of us humans to accept and allow animal brutality, so we must do all we can to stop that shit. Equal Money System will gradually stop the animal slaughter and bring restful and peaceful living to all living beings on earth.
Tonight, the physical pain in my bum has assist me to realize that much.
Join us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Then I wonder all those who suffer physically, in brutal physical pain we inflict upon each other through war and other nasty means. If taking a shit with bit too much pressure gives me so much physical pain, imagine those who suffer losing their arms and legs. OMG.
A wishful thought arise in me, that is, all suffering in this world must stop, oh please stop all physical suffering. Yeh I know, its only a wishful thinking, nothing in this world will ever stop the man-made suffering, in fact, it is compounding as profit making is getting demonic. Make money at any cost.
As I cannot take physical pain, clearly, it must be so, other humans too, cannot take physical pain, (lets not talk about animals please). So we as humans come to a solution where physical pain will cease. Lets not inflict pain upon each other.
Only Equal Money System will bring physical pain to an end, both for humans and animals. The pain in my asshole has taught me never to accept physical pain as normal, I must do all I can to stop this pain.
Physical has been put to suffering for too long now. Even since man walked on earth, physical has been suffering. Either we must stop it, or the physical will stop it.
So I am one vote for Equal Money System, to end all physical suffering in this world. As it is unbearable. Oh God, that 5 minutes of pain, sometimes feels like an eternity, so much power physical pain has over me. I really would like all physical pain to end, so I am standing for and with Equal Money System. Lets end causing harm to each other and to other beings on earth.
Ask a chicken or a cow, it will know the pain of its head been chopped off. I wonder how that would feel? Equal Money System will end the beheading of animals, and the suffering that animals are experience. Imagine your head been chopped off. It is very cruel of us humans to accept and allow animal brutality, so we must do all we can to stop that shit. Equal Money System will gradually stop the animal slaughter and bring restful and peaceful living to all living beings on earth.
Tonight, the physical pain in my bum has assist me to realize that much.
Join us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Death will be Here even before you know it.
So many people are dying every day due to all kinds of stupid reasons, and eventually my death and your death too will arrive. There is no doubt about death, is there?
You will die. Yet when death comes to a friend or family member, we mourn in such anguish as if it was not suppose to be. Death will end all things, death will end all families, death will end all relationships, death will end all happiness, death will end all achievements, death will end all vanities, death will end ALL pride and glories. Death will end all powers.
Nothing defeats death. No matter how powerful or mighty you're, it matters not, death will devour you, its only a matter of time. Mine too, it is anytime, death will be here, then, I will have to go.
So the question is not death or dying. The real question is Life and Living. How the fuck are we going to live this fucking life within the allocated time? In answering that question, I come to Equal Money System, because EMS provides all that I need to live my LIFE here. Equal Money System cannot prevent death, but sure it can enhance life and living.
So when the news of death arrives to your family, don't just cry and be sad, also ask the question: what I can do to make LIFE and Living more great for myself and rest of humanity. Yes it must matter to all, not just for your own selfish good. EMS is good for everyone.
Since I am going to die anyways, I want to do all I can to bring about a system that is best for all, an Equal Money System. My death is inevitable, I cannot do anything about it, but in living here I can do something. To end this hell on earth so that future generations can live happily here. This fucking hell must be cleaned up, and that is a good reason to live.
Ask yourself, why do you live? Is it just for your own happiness you live? Or will you join us to bring about a world that is best for all and best for you? Before its too late, you better ask that question, time is indeed running out. Death will soon be here, even before you know it.
see us at:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
You will die. Yet when death comes to a friend or family member, we mourn in such anguish as if it was not suppose to be. Death will end all things, death will end all families, death will end all relationships, death will end all happiness, death will end all achievements, death will end all vanities, death will end ALL pride and glories. Death will end all powers.
Nothing defeats death. No matter how powerful or mighty you're, it matters not, death will devour you, its only a matter of time. Mine too, it is anytime, death will be here, then, I will have to go.
So the question is not death or dying. The real question is Life and Living. How the fuck are we going to live this fucking life within the allocated time? In answering that question, I come to Equal Money System, because EMS provides all that I need to live my LIFE here. Equal Money System cannot prevent death, but sure it can enhance life and living.
So when the news of death arrives to your family, don't just cry and be sad, also ask the question: what I can do to make LIFE and Living more great for myself and rest of humanity. Yes it must matter to all, not just for your own selfish good. EMS is good for everyone.
Since I am going to die anyways, I want to do all I can to bring about a system that is best for all, an Equal Money System. My death is inevitable, I cannot do anything about it, but in living here I can do something. To end this hell on earth so that future generations can live happily here. This fucking hell must be cleaned up, and that is a good reason to live.
Ask yourself, why do you live? Is it just for your own happiness you live? Or will you join us to bring about a world that is best for all and best for you? Before its too late, you better ask that question, time is indeed running out. Death will soon be here, even before you know it.
see us at:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Friday, January 20, 2012
2012 Why not go to Heaven Now to your God by killing yourself Now?
I always wondered about this question, I mean if you so much love your God, why not join Him now? Why not kill yourself for the sake of eternal love to be on the right hand of Jesus, or on the left hand of Allah.
After all, God will understand your sincere motive, He will know that you killed yourself out of pure and amazing love you have for Him. Even if committing suicide is apparently a wrong doing, I am sure all-loving God will reconsider your honorable case. After all, you died or rather killed yourself for HIM, to be with HIM in eternal life in heaven in the eternal bliss and joy of heaven.
Heaven sounds like a fantastic place, I mean given all the wonderful descriptions about it, in some cases seven virgins for personal happiness (yes 7 virgins for 7 days) how cleaver and wonderful is this God. He has considered all your personal needs, even your ultra lustful sexual needs in heaven. Allah is a real deal maker, He knows exactly how penis work, promising seven virgins, oh yeh man, what an irresistible offer. I am sure even Jesus must have promised something similar to that.
They all have promised wonderful things in Heaven, so my religious friends, please help yourself, let your Father in heaven fulfill all your dreams and desires. Why waste time on this hellish temporary earth, please go to heaven, why delay the eternal joy of heavenly happiness: Kill Yourself and fly away to heavenly heaven.
What a fucked up bunch of foolish idiots. Get real. Join desteni, learn what is Real. Shock yourself to reality.
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
After all, God will understand your sincere motive, He will know that you killed yourself out of pure and amazing love you have for Him. Even if committing suicide is apparently a wrong doing, I am sure all-loving God will reconsider your honorable case. After all, you died or rather killed yourself for HIM, to be with HIM in eternal life in heaven in the eternal bliss and joy of heaven.
Heaven sounds like a fantastic place, I mean given all the wonderful descriptions about it, in some cases seven virgins for personal happiness (yes 7 virgins for 7 days) how cleaver and wonderful is this God. He has considered all your personal needs, even your ultra lustful sexual needs in heaven. Allah is a real deal maker, He knows exactly how penis work, promising seven virgins, oh yeh man, what an irresistible offer. I am sure even Jesus must have promised something similar to that.
They all have promised wonderful things in Heaven, so my religious friends, please help yourself, let your Father in heaven fulfill all your dreams and desires. Why waste time on this hellish temporary earth, please go to heaven, why delay the eternal joy of heavenly happiness: Kill Yourself and fly away to heavenly heaven.
What a fucked up bunch of foolish idiots. Get real. Join desteni, learn what is Real. Shock yourself to reality.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2012
All it takes is one Breath.
A moment of pressure point got to me today, meaning, I wasn't breathing or return to breath with awareness. Instead I got caught in the drama and allowed and accepted myself to get sucked into the drama, and reacted sharply. All it takes is one breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in a moment of madness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in one moment of mind and in that I have allowed and accepted myself to react sharply towards another being.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself believe that I was embarrassed by another when he started to blame me for things.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I was embarrassed and therefore I believed that I have the right to knock down another by been mean and nasty in my reactions. a breath would have safe the day.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I was accumulating thoughts about this person, and as I was accumulating judgments and thoughts about this person, I had compounded enough mind-energy towards this being, and all I needed was a moment of drama from his side for me to react sharply. Basically, I have been waiting for the moment to 'hit back'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I must 'speak out' with the being, or discuss the matters as they arise and not let them accumulate within me as thoughts and judgments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide judgments about this person within me as thoughts and backchat.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak and gossip about this being placing him as a bad guy. I have constructed an image about him as this or that. which are judgments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to others and to their emotional patterns. I mean, I was only reacting to an emotional behavior of another being.
Bring it all back to myself:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I do the exact same thing as this being. I bully, I judge, I blame, and I scold.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I was reacting to the pattern of blame in that being, because that very pattern exists within me. So instead of just breathing and been Here, I went into blaming him within my mind as judgments, and in this, I created the drama for the sake of having a drama. An emotional blame drama. all of it could have been avoided just by breathing here, just been Here, just breathing and dealing with the actual physical facts here, not going into my mind stories.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize what happened today, I created it, though it looks conveniently easy to blame the other being for starting the drama. I created it because I started making mind stories about him already, so all I needed was one moment, one excuse to pounded back in spite.
In breathing Here, I don't accumulate thoughts, and judgments, ideas and opinions about other beings, I am simply Here, dealing directly with physical matters or practical things are they arise. No emotions whatsoever. No mind projections whatsoever. No mind games whatsoever.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to carry stories about other beings within my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak gossip about others within my mind. because I have nothing interesting to speak, so I gossip which is fun and exciting to my mind.
I stop gossip, I stop building stories within me about others, as and when I see myself building a story about another, I put a full stop immediately, because I realize otherwise things will compound, and it will only be matter of time before a drama manifest.
Things are compounding for sure, one must face oneself, so it is better to face them here as breath, because it is in one breath madness can be prevented or compounded.
I am breathing here, breath by breath. I breathe before I speak. I breathe before I ask or tell anything to anyone. I breathe here and not allow thoughts and feelings to accumulate. I know, they will accumulate if I don't stop at the very first drop. I breathe here.
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in a moment of madness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself in one moment of mind and in that I have allowed and accepted myself to react sharply towards another being.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself believe that I was embarrassed by another when he started to blame me for things.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I was embarrassed and therefore I believed that I have the right to knock down another by been mean and nasty in my reactions. a breath would have safe the day.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I was accumulating thoughts about this person, and as I was accumulating judgments and thoughts about this person, I had compounded enough mind-energy towards this being, and all I needed was a moment of drama from his side for me to react sharply. Basically, I have been waiting for the moment to 'hit back'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I must 'speak out' with the being, or discuss the matters as they arise and not let them accumulate within me as thoughts and judgments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide judgments about this person within me as thoughts and backchat.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak and gossip about this being placing him as a bad guy. I have constructed an image about him as this or that. which are judgments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to others and to their emotional patterns. I mean, I was only reacting to an emotional behavior of another being.
Bring it all back to myself:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I do the exact same thing as this being. I bully, I judge, I blame, and I scold.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I was reacting to the pattern of blame in that being, because that very pattern exists within me. So instead of just breathing and been Here, I went into blaming him within my mind as judgments, and in this, I created the drama for the sake of having a drama. An emotional blame drama. all of it could have been avoided just by breathing here, just been Here, just breathing and dealing with the actual physical facts here, not going into my mind stories.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize what happened today, I created it, though it looks conveniently easy to blame the other being for starting the drama. I created it because I started making mind stories about him already, so all I needed was one moment, one excuse to pounded back in spite.
In breathing Here, I don't accumulate thoughts, and judgments, ideas and opinions about other beings, I am simply Here, dealing directly with physical matters or practical things are they arise. No emotions whatsoever. No mind projections whatsoever. No mind games whatsoever.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to carry stories about other beings within my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak gossip about others within my mind. because I have nothing interesting to speak, so I gossip which is fun and exciting to my mind.
I stop gossip, I stop building stories within me about others, as and when I see myself building a story about another, I put a full stop immediately, because I realize otherwise things will compound, and it will only be matter of time before a drama manifest.
Things are compounding for sure, one must face oneself, so it is better to face them here as breath, because it is in one breath madness can be prevented or compounded.
I am breathing here, breath by breath. I breathe before I speak. I breathe before I ask or tell anything to anyone. I breathe here and not allow thoughts and feelings to accumulate. I know, they will accumulate if I don't stop at the very first drop. I breathe here.
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Monday, January 16, 2012
2012 Religions will unite, Allah and Jesus will have Sex in Heaven.
Other day I was at a restaurant and overhead this comment, "2012 is the year, God is going to do miracles in 2012", something to that effect. The bottom line is this person is sucked in hope for a magic miracle from God. How sad is that, waiting for God to take actions on this year, as if God has a very specific objective on his/her mind to act during 2012. I wonder what God was thinking in 2011?
Can't we question God's agenda, it seems he/she acts on year to year agenda. And this is the year for miracles. It is called belief, which is a very powerful thing, read that word again, beLIEf, note the LIE of the beLIEf.
Sad but true, you can believe in anything you want, God will do miracles in 2012, or God will help me win a lotto in 2012, or God will find me an awesome sex partner in 2012, or God will arrange a great job me in 2012, or God will help me make great business deals in 2012, or God will bring legal cases to victory in 2012, or God will destroy the bad guys in 2012, I mean you name it, you can believe in anything to be so in 2012.
My pick is: I believe Allah and Jesus will have sex in 2012 in heaven, and its going to be a dogie position, one will fuck the other in turns. And why not, it will at least unite great religions to end the bullshit Christian-Islamic conflicts forevermore in 2012, a magic miracle indeed.
The magic of 2012, you see its all bullshit prophecies and predictions, nothing is ever going happen, only man-mad destruction and more of it. So end the hoping and waiting around 2012, and do something really practical instead.
If you dare to care, dare to be fucking bold: Join desteni, study what Equal Money System is all about. Make your own fucking life useful for yourself and others, may be that is the miracle you are waiting for: Yourself.
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Can't we question God's agenda, it seems he/she acts on year to year agenda. And this is the year for miracles. It is called belief, which is a very powerful thing, read that word again, beLIEf, note the LIE of the beLIEf.
Sad but true, you can believe in anything you want, God will do miracles in 2012, or God will help me win a lotto in 2012, or God will find me an awesome sex partner in 2012, or God will arrange a great job me in 2012, or God will help me make great business deals in 2012, or God will bring legal cases to victory in 2012, or God will destroy the bad guys in 2012, I mean you name it, you can believe in anything to be so in 2012.
My pick is: I believe Allah and Jesus will have sex in 2012 in heaven, and its going to be a dogie position, one will fuck the other in turns. And why not, it will at least unite great religions to end the bullshit Christian-Islamic conflicts forevermore in 2012, a magic miracle indeed.
The magic of 2012, you see its all bullshit prophecies and predictions, nothing is ever going happen, only man-mad destruction and more of it. So end the hoping and waiting around 2012, and do something really practical instead.
If you dare to care, dare to be fucking bold: Join desteni, study what Equal Money System is all about. Make your own fucking life useful for yourself and others, may be that is the miracle you are waiting for: Yourself.
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Sunday, January 15, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Hope is dope. Wait is weight. Breathing is key to 2012.
Many have said many things about 2012, one thing is common to all of them is, "hoping and waiting". They all wait in hope for a better future or era starting 2012. Without ever taking self-responsibility for yourself here, no hope will ever become a practical reality. Hope is dope; wait is weight. Do you wait in hope for the next breath?
Now how on earth will you take responsibility for yourself? Breathe, be here, breathe each breath with awareness. Take responsibility for breathing, in that stop the mind. Of course, its a process, but you must start now here. In addition to breathing, learn other tools like self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self writing. Care to bring a new era starting from 2012: learn all about it at:
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Now how on earth will you take responsibility for yourself? Breathe, be here, breathe each breath with awareness. Take responsibility for breathing, in that stop the mind. Of course, its a process, but you must start now here. In addition to breathing, learn other tools like self-forgiveness, self-honesty and self writing. Care to bring a new era starting from 2012: learn all about it at:
http://www.desteni.org
Thank you.
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Sharing Equal Money System & Self-Forgiveness with proper tags and links.
Equal Money System and Self-Forgiveness are the two major things that will revolutionize this world. Self-Forgiveness will change the human, while Equal Money System will change the planet (by the changed humans of course).
For that, I realize I must properly place tags and links within my all blogs and vlogs so people can find it online. This is cyber world, it is where information get shared and studied. For this, tags and links are crucial.
I have been avoiding this tags and links business for a while, not giving it proper attention. So today, I took the time to make a text document which has got all my words, links etc. So in one cut and paste I can properly place links in any youtube video I will do. Tags of course subject specific so it will have to wait.
Sharing is caring. So lets place all the desteni and eqafe links properly in all our videos and blogs. The world is awaiting for us. The time is now.
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Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Self-forgiveness: Judgments about English Accents.
For the first time in my, I had to deal with discrimination based on foreign English accents, here I was the discriminator. From the moment I met this person recently, I went into severe judgments and anger, I just couldn't believe how much bullshit I carry within myself. Here I am, an immigrant in Canada, I have a thick accent in English, most people don't understand half things I speak. And yet, I was all ready to trash and ban another just because he/she got an accent very much like mine, perhaps bit more foreign, or thicker accent. I reacted so much that I am avoiding talking to this person now, I keep it to a minimum. Mere listening to this person makes me feel very uncomfortable. It goes to show how much self judgments I am carrying in relation to English accents. Time to release them with self forgiveness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others when they have thick English accents.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as dumb and stupid because the way he/she pronounce the English words.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as dumb because he/she got a very thick foreign accent.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid another because he/she got a such a thick foreign accent that I cannot bare to listen to them speak.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another based on his/her accent, assuming that one's accent in English to indicated level of intelligence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another's accent so much so, that I avoid facing that person.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from facing other person because he/she got a such a thick accent in English, which I assume as stupidity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize this person that I am avoiding because of his/her accent, I do so because he/she mirrors me. I am avoiding myself by avoiding others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talking to another who has got a very thick accent in English, that I interpret as stupidity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my own self judgments and beliefs and mirrored through this person. I am seen myself in this person, therefore I see my own self judgments. After all I too have a very thick accent in English, that is precisely why I judge the other for his/her accent.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that those with 'funny' English accents to be dumb and stupid.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that anyone with a very heavy accent to be dumb and stupid.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume that nice accent means good intelligence, and bad accent means stupidity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define English accents as good or bad, hence associate them to his/her intelligence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate English accent to intelligence. Now that is a dumb ass thing to do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize all I need is bit of patience and bit of attentive listening to understand those with heavy accents. Their accents don't make them dumb and stupid as I have concluded within myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid those with heavy accents because it makes me feel very uncomfortable. Because I too have an accent, therefore I see my own self judgments via others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others, not realizing all those judgments I carry within myself about myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its OK for me to be dumb and stupid but not for others. so when I hear them speak with 'bad' accents I allow myself to punish them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be avoiding even listening to his/her normal conversations because I assume other's accent is so bad, that's not even worth to hear them. Each is me, in avoiding them, I am avoiding myself.
I breathe, and not let accents to bother me. I breathe, and be very attentive when I hear a foreign accent. People's accents don't make them stupid, unless I have such self-judgments about myself.
I stop all such bullshit ideas about accents, it just a sound of how one speak, there is no right or wrong way to sound a word. Believing in accents is a goddamn pre-program, its not real. breathing here is real, listening attentively to another is real. Been here as breath while listening another is real.
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others when they have thick English accents.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as dumb and stupid because the way he/she pronounce the English words.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as dumb because he/she got a very thick foreign accent.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid another because he/she got a such a thick foreign accent that I cannot bare to listen to them speak.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another based on his/her accent, assuming that one's accent in English to indicated level of intelligence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another's accent so much so, that I avoid facing that person.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from facing other person because he/she got a such a thick accent in English, which I assume as stupidity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize this person that I am avoiding because of his/her accent, I do so because he/she mirrors me. I am avoiding myself by avoiding others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talking to another who has got a very thick accent in English, that I interpret as stupidity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my own self judgments and beliefs and mirrored through this person. I am seen myself in this person, therefore I see my own self judgments. After all I too have a very thick accent in English, that is precisely why I judge the other for his/her accent.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that those with 'funny' English accents to be dumb and stupid.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that anyone with a very heavy accent to be dumb and stupid.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume that nice accent means good intelligence, and bad accent means stupidity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define English accents as good or bad, hence associate them to his/her intelligence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate English accent to intelligence. Now that is a dumb ass thing to do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize all I need is bit of patience and bit of attentive listening to understand those with heavy accents. Their accents don't make them dumb and stupid as I have concluded within myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid those with heavy accents because it makes me feel very uncomfortable. Because I too have an accent, therefore I see my own self judgments via others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others, not realizing all those judgments I carry within myself about myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its OK for me to be dumb and stupid but not for others. so when I hear them speak with 'bad' accents I allow myself to punish them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be avoiding even listening to his/her normal conversations because I assume other's accent is so bad, that's not even worth to hear them. Each is me, in avoiding them, I am avoiding myself.
I breathe, and not let accents to bother me. I breathe, and be very attentive when I hear a foreign accent. People's accents don't make them stupid, unless I have such self-judgments about myself.
I stop all such bullshit ideas about accents, it just a sound of how one speak, there is no right or wrong way to sound a word. Believing in accents is a goddamn pre-program, its not real. breathing here is real, listening attentively to another is real. Been here as breath while listening another is real.
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Tuesday, January 10, 2012
The power of self-writing is in the Accumulation, so write daily.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid self-writing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am OK without self-writing, meaning that I can transcend my ego without writing it out.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that somehow I can 'think' my way out of my ego, so writing to freedom is not that essential. So I beLIEve.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self sabotage my process by allowing thoughts of procrastination to dictate me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not to stick to the commitment of self-writing daily; rather I allow myself to fall into excuses and justifications.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate me into not writing daily. Not realizing I am digging my own hole. Not realizing by avoiding my self-writing, I am putting my process on hold and allowing my ego to run my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find ways and reasons to put self-writing on hold, in this not to deal with points that come up in my daily life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my ego is good enough to find my way to freedom, hence no need for daily self-writing. I mean why the fuck do I allow procrastination of self-writing? why writing daily is a such a difficult thing? I used to look forward to self-writing, and now I fear that moment, so I am avoiding to start even. That is because I have put off so many times now, they have accumulated, so only thing to do is just write again, without falling into the pit of regret or self blame.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame me when I avoid self-writing, meaning, I immediately go into regret, self pity and self torture and self blame. rather than just picking up myself to write again, I go further into the hole of regret, the pit of regret.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not commit to myself, not commit to my process, meaning, I have to do the 'hard work' in this process, as self freedom wont' come from heavens, I must make the effort to undo my mind and my ego.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret when I don't write, so the best thing to do is, whenever I notice that I am avoiding self-writing, just pick it up, just write something, in that way, everyday self-writing accumulates. Once avoided for few days, even that avoidance accumulates and consequent regret accumulates, making it even harder to return to daily self-writing.
So the coolest and easiest thing is: when I see that I am avoiding self-writing, JUST WRITE SOMETHING.
I breathe, I stop the regret, I stop the self blame, I stop the shame of avoiding self-writing, I put that all to a stop, and I JUST WRITE SOMETHING. I realize I can always write lines of self-forgiveness when I don't have a blog topic, I mean it is insane to believe that I have nothing to write about, which is pure bullshit excuse. I know there are million points I can self-forgive myself for, so there is never an excuse for not writing myself to freedom, daily.
The key point is daily self-writing: So here I am re-committing myself to write daily, write something daily, at least few lines, the point is 'daily' because it Accumulates. The power of self-writing is in the accumulation, that much I have realized today.
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am OK without self-writing, meaning that I can transcend my ego without writing it out.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that somehow I can 'think' my way out of my ego, so writing to freedom is not that essential. So I beLIEve.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self sabotage my process by allowing thoughts of procrastination to dictate me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not to stick to the commitment of self-writing daily; rather I allow myself to fall into excuses and justifications.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate me into not writing daily. Not realizing I am digging my own hole. Not realizing by avoiding my self-writing, I am putting my process on hold and allowing my ego to run my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find ways and reasons to put self-writing on hold, in this not to deal with points that come up in my daily life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my ego is good enough to find my way to freedom, hence no need for daily self-writing. I mean why the fuck do I allow procrastination of self-writing? why writing daily is a such a difficult thing? I used to look forward to self-writing, and now I fear that moment, so I am avoiding to start even. That is because I have put off so many times now, they have accumulated, so only thing to do is just write again, without falling into the pit of regret or self blame.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame me when I avoid self-writing, meaning, I immediately go into regret, self pity and self torture and self blame. rather than just picking up myself to write again, I go further into the hole of regret, the pit of regret.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not commit to myself, not commit to my process, meaning, I have to do the 'hard work' in this process, as self freedom wont' come from heavens, I must make the effort to undo my mind and my ego.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret when I don't write, so the best thing to do is, whenever I notice that I am avoiding self-writing, just pick it up, just write something, in that way, everyday self-writing accumulates. Once avoided for few days, even that avoidance accumulates and consequent regret accumulates, making it even harder to return to daily self-writing.
So the coolest and easiest thing is: when I see that I am avoiding self-writing, JUST WRITE SOMETHING.
I breathe, I stop the regret, I stop the self blame, I stop the shame of avoiding self-writing, I put that all to a stop, and I JUST WRITE SOMETHING. I realize I can always write lines of self-forgiveness when I don't have a blog topic, I mean it is insane to believe that I have nothing to write about, which is pure bullshit excuse. I know there are million points I can self-forgive myself for, so there is never an excuse for not writing myself to freedom, daily.
The key point is daily self-writing: So here I am re-committing myself to write daily, write something daily, at least few lines, the point is 'daily' because it Accumulates. The power of self-writing is in the accumulation, that much I have realized today.
Thanks.
Join us, lets write daily to freedom; lets write a new world where humanity living as Equals, study Equal Money System.
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