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Tuesday, February 28, 2012
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Death will Take All Your Money. You go Empty Hands.
This is a very well known principle that death will remove all things for good. All your money, all your properties, all your belongings will be taken away, and vultures will be waiting to enjoy your things while you're on your deathbed. Its true all that you got will be gone, no more, none is left.
Yet in living this life, protecting one's money and belongings is something we all do, rich and the poor alike. we grab and holding onto all things as if we will carry our belongings to eternity. This existence has been around for a while, and I dont' think anyone carried their personal belongings from birth to birth. Even that thing called soul is no more, its been SOLD out.
Then what is there to carry over? well that's another blog. The point here is, why hold on to belongings and money, why protect them with all cost? What if death knocks the door today? Am I ready to give it up all and go?
In my life, I found, I am very protective when it comes to sharing and supporting my partner with resources and money. I count, like a good capitalist, I see what is the return for my spending, I dont' unconditionally ( with common sense of course) support my partner, you can say I am cheap and stingy when it comes to supporting her. Fear of been used for money, fear that may be all she want is money. May be that is why she is with me, because she just wants my money. Those are the thoughts I entertain whenever the point of spending money comes.
But what if death comes tonight? I have to leave it all. Fuck, knowing all that, I still protect and hold tight to my resources and money.
I need a new script for myself:
When and as I see myself protecting and holding in cheapness when it comes to supporting my partner, I breathe, I take a moment, I realize that death will remove all belongings, death will remove all moneys, so there is no point in giving into fears and not supporting my partner here at this very physical practical moment. In realizing that death removes all, I open up myself, I allow myself to support her unconditionally. This is the new script I write onto myself, I give myself and share myself unconditionally. Really, only in giving one receives; there is no other way, to say I must get before I give, is capitalism, and I do not subscribe to capitalism. So I give first in that I receive.
In death, all is given out anyways until nothing is left, so might as well, give now. So this is my new script, I take a breath, a moment, I breathe, I imagine myself dead and in the box, awaiting burial, I see that all my stuff has been given out, just a hole in the ground is awaiting for me. I am going to go empty hands for sure, so why not, share now here, and give myself to my partner fully here. After all, she is myself in another life, I am only giving to myself, it is utter foolishness to believe that I am sharing with or giving to 'another'.
This is point I have been working on it for a while.
So till here no further, I will no longer accept and allow myself to give into fears and hold anything back.
till here no further, I will no longer accept and allow myself to hold myself back from supporting and sharing.
till here no further, I will no longer accept and allow myself to hoard and hide my belongings in fear of sharing. Realizing all my belongings are not mine at all, they are simply here must be giving up at death. So might as well, share and manifest what is best for all within my agreement.
I breathe.
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Yet in living this life, protecting one's money and belongings is something we all do, rich and the poor alike. we grab and holding onto all things as if we will carry our belongings to eternity. This existence has been around for a while, and I dont' think anyone carried their personal belongings from birth to birth. Even that thing called soul is no more, its been SOLD out.
Then what is there to carry over? well that's another blog. The point here is, why hold on to belongings and money, why protect them with all cost? What if death knocks the door today? Am I ready to give it up all and go?
In my life, I found, I am very protective when it comes to sharing and supporting my partner with resources and money. I count, like a good capitalist, I see what is the return for my spending, I dont' unconditionally ( with common sense of course) support my partner, you can say I am cheap and stingy when it comes to supporting her. Fear of been used for money, fear that may be all she want is money. May be that is why she is with me, because she just wants my money. Those are the thoughts I entertain whenever the point of spending money comes.
But what if death comes tonight? I have to leave it all. Fuck, knowing all that, I still protect and hold tight to my resources and money.
I need a new script for myself:
When and as I see myself protecting and holding in cheapness when it comes to supporting my partner, I breathe, I take a moment, I realize that death will remove all belongings, death will remove all moneys, so there is no point in giving into fears and not supporting my partner here at this very physical practical moment. In realizing that death removes all, I open up myself, I allow myself to support her unconditionally. This is the new script I write onto myself, I give myself and share myself unconditionally. Really, only in giving one receives; there is no other way, to say I must get before I give, is capitalism, and I do not subscribe to capitalism. So I give first in that I receive.
In death, all is given out anyways until nothing is left, so might as well, give now. So this is my new script, I take a breath, a moment, I breathe, I imagine myself dead and in the box, awaiting burial, I see that all my stuff has been given out, just a hole in the ground is awaiting for me. I am going to go empty hands for sure, so why not, share now here, and give myself to my partner fully here. After all, she is myself in another life, I am only giving to myself, it is utter foolishness to believe that I am sharing with or giving to 'another'.
This is point I have been working on it for a while.
So till here no further, I will no longer accept and allow myself to give into fears and hold anything back.
till here no further, I will no longer accept and allow myself to hold myself back from supporting and sharing.
till here no further, I will no longer accept and allow myself to hoard and hide my belongings in fear of sharing. Realizing all my belongings are not mine at all, they are simply here must be giving up at death. So might as well, share and manifest what is best for all within my agreement.
I breathe.
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Monday, February 13, 2012
Thoughts build up fears.
Fear sucks. fear of loss sucks. fear of death sucks. fear of any kind sucks. Yet this is what I have been living, holding onto fears of various types. Fear has become like oxygen without which we cannot live. Some sort of fear is needed apparently for the mind to grab onto. Such a dumb stupid thing this thing called fear. The funny thing about fear is the more you fear the more likely you will draw such eventual reality unto yourself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear of losing things in my life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing all I have got.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to losing my relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear living alone.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear living without any relationship in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the relationship I have.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all fears that I have are only possible if I allow them within me by participating in them. The more I think about fears, the more they compound, really fear is self created.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear b'c I think about fearful shit. As I think, I experience. As I see the moment, I experience the moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself live in fear bc' I think fearful thoughts, I think what-if thoughts, I think what-he--said-she-said thoughts. I mean I think fear therefore I create fear.
By thinking I allow emotion of fears to compound within me, and I allow them to build up more and more, then viola, a big bang must be needed to release them. So that is how I experience by building up shit within me.
So what is corrective statement for this fear based living, is following:
When and as I see myself participating in ANY form of FEAR, I mean ANY form of fear, I tell myself, oh oh, the thoughts of fears are back. meaning, if I chose to follow them, even very slightly, I will end up in fucked up fearland. Once I touch the fucked up fearland, it would a matter of time before some kind of a hell manifest.
So really, to contain fear is that simple, just not participate in thoughts of fear. After all during my deep sleeps at night, I dont' feel any fears, I mean even a cobra could crawl over my body, I wouldnt' know a thing, b'c I will be not thinking about the cobra b'c I am at deep sleep. While day time, I see a rope, and I start to panic, b'c I think it might be a snake, or I will recall a memory of a snake and associate that rope to a snake, all that happens as thoughts so fast. quantum fears.
if I could only just breath and not entertain any ANY ANY form of thoughts about fears, oh well, fear could not grip me. Yes, the accumulated momentum of fear is still there, so that is why breathing is still vital, it anchors you HERE as breath.
Next time, I go into fucked up fearland, I stop it immediately, right here right now, allowing myself only breathing no thinking whatsoever.
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear of losing things in my life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing all I have got.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to losing my relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear living alone.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear living without any relationship in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the relationship I have.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all fears that I have are only possible if I allow them within me by participating in them. The more I think about fears, the more they compound, really fear is self created.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear b'c I think about fearful shit. As I think, I experience. As I see the moment, I experience the moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself live in fear bc' I think fearful thoughts, I think what-if thoughts, I think what-he--said-she-said thoughts. I mean I think fear therefore I create fear.
By thinking I allow emotion of fears to compound within me, and I allow them to build up more and more, then viola, a big bang must be needed to release them. So that is how I experience by building up shit within me.
So what is corrective statement for this fear based living, is following:
When and as I see myself participating in ANY form of FEAR, I mean ANY form of fear, I tell myself, oh oh, the thoughts of fears are back. meaning, if I chose to follow them, even very slightly, I will end up in fucked up fearland. Once I touch the fucked up fearland, it would a matter of time before some kind of a hell manifest.
So really, to contain fear is that simple, just not participate in thoughts of fear. After all during my deep sleeps at night, I dont' feel any fears, I mean even a cobra could crawl over my body, I wouldnt' know a thing, b'c I will be not thinking about the cobra b'c I am at deep sleep. While day time, I see a rope, and I start to panic, b'c I think it might be a snake, or I will recall a memory of a snake and associate that rope to a snake, all that happens as thoughts so fast. quantum fears.
if I could only just breath and not entertain any ANY ANY form of thoughts about fears, oh well, fear could not grip me. Yes, the accumulated momentum of fear is still there, so that is why breathing is still vital, it anchors you HERE as breath.
Next time, I go into fucked up fearland, I stop it immediately, right here right now, allowing myself only breathing no thinking whatsoever.
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Monday, February 6, 2012
Declare War against Emotions and Feelings?
Feelings and Emotions are the Hollywood production house of the MIND to make the illusion exhilarating and intoxicating.
Another great Common Sense quote by Bernard Poolman. Feelings and Emotions are the Hollywood production house of the mind to make the illusion exhilarating and intoxicating. Worth repeating those words until they sink in, how amazingly true.
Feelings and Emotions, how fucked are you with those Feelings and Emotions. They fuck us up every day, every hour, every minute, in fact every breath is consumed by the Feelings and Emotions.
I don't know about you, but I am for sure sick and tired of Feelings and Emotions. As they have pretty much messed up my life for the most part. I have been a total victim of my Feelings and Emotions, always giving into them, always falling victim to my own Feelings and Emotions. This has brought much suffering and calamity to my life in so many occasions. Not mention the physical and financial distress as a consequence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as Feelings and Emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be the Feelings and Emotions that I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my Feelings and Emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to beLIEve in my Feelings and Emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have faith and trust in my Feelings and Emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have confidence in my Feelings and Emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider my Feelings and Emotions to be my God whom I must trust and worship at all cost.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider my Feelings and Emotions to arise from a source of wisdom hence it must be listened to and followed up. Not realizing my Feelings and Emotions are pre-programmed entities whose sole purpose is to fuck up my life and enforce me as a slave.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let Feelings and Emotions control me and direct me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself let Feelings and Emotions guide me and direct me and control me. Which I have accepted and allowed to happen over and over again.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a robot whose system is programmed via Feelings and Emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself let mind-controllers preprogramm myself with Feelings and Emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as Feelings and Emotions. All I am is a bundle of Emotions and Feelings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my behavior based upon how I feel and what emotions are running within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my behavior entirely based on my Feelings and Emotions.
All I am is Emotions and Feelings.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist just to manipulate and control human minds.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist just to fuck up humans.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to control humans as little robots who are under my direct control and influence.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to destroy human life because that is what I enjoy doing. To bring destruction to humans.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make humans kill each other and destroy each other.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as God of humanity, whose fate rest in me. I decide what they do, or how they live, or how they behave.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist just for the sake of destroying humans.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist for the sole purpose of wanting to destroy all things by simply resting within human minds.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to occupy humans 24/7 in fact every breath of their lives. I control them, I occupy them.
As Emotions and Feelings, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to occupy and control humans by resting within their minds. I am the God of humans as I control them, I am their master.
I breathe, I remain here.
When and as I see myself getting consumed by Feelings and Emotions, I know, a systematic possession has taken place, so in realizing that, I stop it by simply breathing here. Breath is only key to overcome the mind control imposed by Emotions and Feelings. I am not at war with my Emotions and Feelings, however, I do realize, its all what I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as. I am not separate from my Emotions and Feelings, its all me. So as my Emotions and Feelings, I stop myself from controlling and directing myself. I am here. Breathing.
I breathe, and I stop myself as Emotions and Feelings. I am not at war with parts of myself, no, I just stop parts of myself that is not supporting the End of My Mind.
So as Emotions and Feelings, I stop myself, I stop the Hollywood production house of the MIND to make illusion exhilarating and intoxicating. I am here breathing.
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Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Attention Seeking Parasites: Stop it with breathing Here.
Yeh this is a point over and over again showing up. In so many subtle ways I seek attention from others. It could be a small thing like giving someone a ride, or chatting with someone, and I notice I do so to get their attention. To have a chit-chat is to have them pay full attention to me. Of course, when offering a ride, I am driving so the passenger will give all the attention to me. So three is crowd, two is a company is so true for energy seeking parasites like myself.
Who or what is that within me seeking so much attention and approval? Is it me or some parasite in me that is seeking endless attention? Of course, its me, me as my mind, me as my ego seeking energy boast via attention to sustain myself as mind, as ego, etc.
So what will happen if I don't get the desired attention? Sad, lonely, isolated, pity, angry, depressed, and bunch of related diseases. Feeling of being left out is a big one for me, I quickly go into that pity feelings of being isolated by others.
I have to really watch out for how I seek attention in small subtle ways. Offering rides, chatting, emailing, all such doing without any practical purpose but only to get an energy boast.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek attention in subtle ways, in small ways, in unnoticeable ways.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek energy and attention from others so I initiate conversations just to have chit chats. Just to get attention from others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize when I start chatting with someone, I do so just to get attention from them. As I have no practical need for a chat. Even when I enjoy chatting with someone, I start the chat just to get noticed by them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to get noticed by people and do subtle things to get their attention.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire and want attention from others, and in that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do things just to get their attention.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need friends to feed my energetic mind/ego.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the core problem is not been here as breath, therefore going into my mind, which directs me to get energy through others. so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be here as breath.
As a self corrective step, I state: when and as I see myself doing or saying things to get attention from a person or group, I realize the old pattern, which demands and plays dramas to get attention, so realizing that I will simply stop it. I will breath it out and not give into the mind's rush to make some drama to get attention specially when I am in a group setting.
So next time I am in a group setting, I will simply focus on here, been here, doing what is needed to be done here and not go in the group mode and start cracking jokes etc. If a conversation is started, and if I have something common sense to share then yes I will speak, but not just imposing my knowledge and information unto others so that they will notice me as a wise guy, or cool guy hence give me attention.
Just be here, either alone, one to one, threesome, or a group, I am here just me, speak when needed. Constantly doing or talking shit to get attention from others sucks, and I realize it makes them run away from me.
Who wants to be with an energy parasite. On the other hand, its cool to be with someone who is HERE totally and who speaks common sense not just cracking jokes and making noise to get attention. It stinks to be with a verbal diarrhea.
So I stop such patterns as I notice them within me by breathing, I know that I can live in a whole new way, just been here as breath. I don't need to be a parasite seeking attention all the time, it is in fact very tiring on me and others, which makes any relationship nearly impossible to grow. No wonder I don't have any real connections with anyone, because I am never Here to connect with anyone, I am too busy seeking attention from others. So I breathe.
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Who or what is that within me seeking so much attention and approval? Is it me or some parasite in me that is seeking endless attention? Of course, its me, me as my mind, me as my ego seeking energy boast via attention to sustain myself as mind, as ego, etc.
So what will happen if I don't get the desired attention? Sad, lonely, isolated, pity, angry, depressed, and bunch of related diseases. Feeling of being left out is a big one for me, I quickly go into that pity feelings of being isolated by others.
I have to really watch out for how I seek attention in small subtle ways. Offering rides, chatting, emailing, all such doing without any practical purpose but only to get an energy boast.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek attention in subtle ways, in small ways, in unnoticeable ways.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek energy and attention from others so I initiate conversations just to have chit chats. Just to get attention from others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize when I start chatting with someone, I do so just to get attention from them. As I have no practical need for a chat. Even when I enjoy chatting with someone, I start the chat just to get noticed by them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to get noticed by people and do subtle things to get their attention.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire and want attention from others, and in that I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do things just to get their attention.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need friends to feed my energetic mind/ego.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the core problem is not been here as breath, therefore going into my mind, which directs me to get energy through others. so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be here as breath.
As a self corrective step, I state: when and as I see myself doing or saying things to get attention from a person or group, I realize the old pattern, which demands and plays dramas to get attention, so realizing that I will simply stop it. I will breath it out and not give into the mind's rush to make some drama to get attention specially when I am in a group setting.
So next time I am in a group setting, I will simply focus on here, been here, doing what is needed to be done here and not go in the group mode and start cracking jokes etc. If a conversation is started, and if I have something common sense to share then yes I will speak, but not just imposing my knowledge and information unto others so that they will notice me as a wise guy, or cool guy hence give me attention.
Just be here, either alone, one to one, threesome, or a group, I am here just me, speak when needed. Constantly doing or talking shit to get attention from others sucks, and I realize it makes them run away from me.
Who wants to be with an energy parasite. On the other hand, its cool to be with someone who is HERE totally and who speaks common sense not just cracking jokes and making noise to get attention. It stinks to be with a verbal diarrhea.
So I stop such patterns as I notice them within me by breathing, I know that I can live in a whole new way, just been here as breath. I don't need to be a parasite seeking attention all the time, it is in fact very tiring on me and others, which makes any relationship nearly impossible to grow. No wonder I don't have any real connections with anyone, because I am never Here to connect with anyone, I am too busy seeking attention from others. So I breathe.
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Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Mitt r(oMney) with mOney wins. Study Equal Money System.
Today January 30th 2012, I just read in the news that Republican Presidential candidate Mitt Romney has won the primaries in Florida. Mitt RoMney sure has the Money just as his name sound to win any election.
Winning an election is about having loads of money, one way or other. Most of it goes for advertisements, to convince the dumb masses via popular media. Of course its harvest time for TV companies too, who are burning midnight oil cashing the election cash cow to make all they can. After all, this big money cow only comes once in 4 years.
If you ponder about the whole thing for a while, you will realize, what an absurd stupid system is this, men with loads of money are able to convince us about their electability? They can win because they have money to spend? This madness is not just in the US, now its a worldwide phenomena, men or women with money get or buy their votes to high offices. Of course in the US, its already over 1 billion $ spend so far in 2012 Presidential campaign. I wonder what will be the final total wasted when US Presidential election is all settled. Easily into few billions.
In the meanwhile, millions if not billions in our world are in very destitute life situations, some even starve for days, while nearly 21,000 humans die a day. But who cares, election drama must continue, the big boys will spend so they can enjoy, do great things, while in office. No wonder no politician ever worry about the average guy while in office, because they have to first take care of their donors, their corporate masters, who helped them get elected in the first place.
Just curious, ever wonder what is the total money spend annually by all politicians in the world just to get elected to their respective offices? For every democratic country in the world, add up every candidate seeking any public office, now if you lucky, add up every dollar spend by each such candidate. Will that be billions of dollars or trillions?
The world as a whole is spending so much just for Elections while millions starve to death? Instead why can't this world spend that money for public education, public healthcare, public transportation, public housing etc etc? Can't we make election a no-cost operation? Candidates should not be allowed spend a dollar for TV campaigning, just let them do all their convincing through some 'dedicated government TV channel' or youtube, or blogging. Because big part of the campaign money is going for paid advertisements and its a gigantic business, its an entire economy all by itself.
This election money madness is getting worse, now its billions spend, in 10-15 years, I wonder how much election spending will be. But sooner or later, its the average Joe who will have to somehow pay the bill for all that. Average citizen is the real payer for all vanity spending. It looks like Mitt R(omney) did it with his own big (Money), well where did he get his money from?
Citizens are the slaves for the capitalistic masters of this world. Citizens are caught in their big fights, masters appear to bleed, but in reality, its the average citizen that bleeds on behalf of the elite. This madness must stop just like all other mad crazy shit that is going on in our world now. All in the name of making profits and grabbing power.
Equal Money System will end the cancer of Capitalism forevermore. It will be a whole new world. And if you're like myself, sick and tired of this world system and how it works, join us, join desteni, learn first how to change yourself, and change this world.
With Equal Money, no more sweet victory for R(omney) with (Money) as all will win equally, life will be dignified for all. For sure, there won't be election spending, all elections will be free of cost, simply utilizing the power of technology.
See:
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Winning an election is about having loads of money, one way or other. Most of it goes for advertisements, to convince the dumb masses via popular media. Of course its harvest time for TV companies too, who are burning midnight oil cashing the election cash cow to make all they can. After all, this big money cow only comes once in 4 years.
If you ponder about the whole thing for a while, you will realize, what an absurd stupid system is this, men with loads of money are able to convince us about their electability? They can win because they have money to spend? This madness is not just in the US, now its a worldwide phenomena, men or women with money get or buy their votes to high offices. Of course in the US, its already over 1 billion $ spend so far in 2012 Presidential campaign. I wonder what will be the final total wasted when US Presidential election is all settled. Easily into few billions.
In the meanwhile, millions if not billions in our world are in very destitute life situations, some even starve for days, while nearly 21,000 humans die a day. But who cares, election drama must continue, the big boys will spend so they can enjoy, do great things, while in office. No wonder no politician ever worry about the average guy while in office, because they have to first take care of their donors, their corporate masters, who helped them get elected in the first place.
Just curious, ever wonder what is the total money spend annually by all politicians in the world just to get elected to their respective offices? For every democratic country in the world, add up every candidate seeking any public office, now if you lucky, add up every dollar spend by each such candidate. Will that be billions of dollars or trillions?
The world as a whole is spending so much just for Elections while millions starve to death? Instead why can't this world spend that money for public education, public healthcare, public transportation, public housing etc etc? Can't we make election a no-cost operation? Candidates should not be allowed spend a dollar for TV campaigning, just let them do all their convincing through some 'dedicated government TV channel' or youtube, or blogging. Because big part of the campaign money is going for paid advertisements and its a gigantic business, its an entire economy all by itself.
This election money madness is getting worse, now its billions spend, in 10-15 years, I wonder how much election spending will be. But sooner or later, its the average Joe who will have to somehow pay the bill for all that. Average citizen is the real payer for all vanity spending. It looks like Mitt R(omney) did it with his own big (Money), well where did he get his money from?
Citizens are the slaves for the capitalistic masters of this world. Citizens are caught in their big fights, masters appear to bleed, but in reality, its the average citizen that bleeds on behalf of the elite. This madness must stop just like all other mad crazy shit that is going on in our world now. All in the name of making profits and grabbing power.
Equal Money System will end the cancer of Capitalism forevermore. It will be a whole new world. And if you're like myself, sick and tired of this world system and how it works, join us, join desteni, learn first how to change yourself, and change this world.
With Equal Money, no more sweet victory for R(omney) with (Money) as all will win equally, life will be dignified for all. For sure, there won't be election spending, all elections will be free of cost, simply utilizing the power of technology.
See:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Monday, January 30, 2012
Exposing abuses is cool, but don't get killed in doing so.
Exposing abuses in our world is cool, but don't be foolish and get killed in doing so. Recently I am chatting with a FB friend who is exposing abuses in his native country, but in doing so he has placed himself in a very precarious situation. The man is now hunted and haunted. Under severe stress he is experiencing depression, anxiety and related problems in addition to homeless and uncertainty.
So breathe, calm down, relax, be smart and don't fucking get killed. Don't seek to be a hero, once you're dead, man, you're gone. The change you wish to bring will never come to your country if you're dead.
At the moment, the best advice to my FB friend is, get on with your self-forgiveness process. Get established in self-honesty, and self-trust. This is not a pill to overcome your mental problems overnight, but an opportunity to rebirth self as life through the physical. And you can't do that if you're constantly on the run and been hunted by those who are in power. So best is to immediately seek self-protection, meaning hide away into physical safety. Then, slowly get yourself establish in the system, i.e. job, home, etc. There is no need to 'fight' the bullies in our world. Specially there is no need for 'personal fights' against those who are corrupt and powerful.
I mean even if you take down the most corrupt man in your country, what will you achieve? Simply nothing. See Egypt, Mubarak disappeared, now another set of bullies running the show. My point is, its cool to expose via blogs and vlogs about world abuses, but please don't get fucking killed in doing so.
Live to change this world. That means, walk this desteni process, self-forgive yourself, change yourself, get established in self-honesty, self-trust, self-breathing, and birth yourself as life. And realize changing this world, you cannot do as a one man show, it can only be done as a group. Desteni is a group that is growing and expanding worldwide which stands as a voice to birth a new world. So join us, by starting your self-forgiveness process, then start walking this process with us as a group. Both self-change and world-change happens side by side.
Then in time, desteni message, namely the implementation of Equal Money System will enter the political arena leading to actual practical changes in our world. You can read tons of stuff about Equal Money System in our sites, or just google it.
The point here is, first stop getting killed, start your self change process, then walk the world change process. In time, as a group, we will do the required through democratic one-man one-vote principle. You can already see how as a group desteni is expanding and voicing every day about the world situation. Our noise is getting louder and stronger. We do so with care, certainly don't want to get killed in doing so, Common Sense.
There is another subtle point here. All those so-called evils in this world, who is responsible for them? You and Me, and Us. Each of us equally responsible for the madness that is here today. Even the evil of men like Hitler manifested because what humanity accepted and allowed. What each human accepted and allowed created this hell on earth. Therefore there is no point in starting personal wars against bullies and getting killed. Of course blog and vlog, but fuck, not at the cost of getting killed.
Keep in mind, this is not a personal war between good and evil. You realize that "I am responsible for all that is here". Within that realization, personal battles stop, and you will work for real change.
Lastly, I am sure you will agree with me, change doesn't mean just getting rid of one singular problem from our world, we need to change the entire world system, in fact, we need heaven on earth, where every living being can have a dignified life here on earth.
So get yourself to safety, get established with a job, home, etc, and begin your self-forgiveness process, lets bring real change to this world to end all abuses forevermore. As you might know already, today nearly 21,000 humans will die out of hunger or related diseases, nearly 1 billion will starve and untold other sufferings going on. We can't fight or punish anyone for this, its humanity's problem, its our problem. Hence lets take practical steps first so you can actually participate to bring real changes to this world.
Start by visiting the desteni.org forums.
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
So breathe, calm down, relax, be smart and don't fucking get killed. Don't seek to be a hero, once you're dead, man, you're gone. The change you wish to bring will never come to your country if you're dead.
At the moment, the best advice to my FB friend is, get on with your self-forgiveness process. Get established in self-honesty, and self-trust. This is not a pill to overcome your mental problems overnight, but an opportunity to rebirth self as life through the physical. And you can't do that if you're constantly on the run and been hunted by those who are in power. So best is to immediately seek self-protection, meaning hide away into physical safety. Then, slowly get yourself establish in the system, i.e. job, home, etc. There is no need to 'fight' the bullies in our world. Specially there is no need for 'personal fights' against those who are corrupt and powerful.
I mean even if you take down the most corrupt man in your country, what will you achieve? Simply nothing. See Egypt, Mubarak disappeared, now another set of bullies running the show. My point is, its cool to expose via blogs and vlogs about world abuses, but please don't get fucking killed in doing so.
Live to change this world. That means, walk this desteni process, self-forgive yourself, change yourself, get established in self-honesty, self-trust, self-breathing, and birth yourself as life. And realize changing this world, you cannot do as a one man show, it can only be done as a group. Desteni is a group that is growing and expanding worldwide which stands as a voice to birth a new world. So join us, by starting your self-forgiveness process, then start walking this process with us as a group. Both self-change and world-change happens side by side.
Then in time, desteni message, namely the implementation of Equal Money System will enter the political arena leading to actual practical changes in our world. You can read tons of stuff about Equal Money System in our sites, or just google it.
The point here is, first stop getting killed, start your self change process, then walk the world change process. In time, as a group, we will do the required through democratic one-man one-vote principle. You can already see how as a group desteni is expanding and voicing every day about the world situation. Our noise is getting louder and stronger. We do so with care, certainly don't want to get killed in doing so, Common Sense.
There is another subtle point here. All those so-called evils in this world, who is responsible for them? You and Me, and Us. Each of us equally responsible for the madness that is here today. Even the evil of men like Hitler manifested because what humanity accepted and allowed. What each human accepted and allowed created this hell on earth. Therefore there is no point in starting personal wars against bullies and getting killed. Of course blog and vlog, but fuck, not at the cost of getting killed.
Keep in mind, this is not a personal war between good and evil. You realize that "I am responsible for all that is here". Within that realization, personal battles stop, and you will work for real change.
Lastly, I am sure you will agree with me, change doesn't mean just getting rid of one singular problem from our world, we need to change the entire world system, in fact, we need heaven on earth, where every living being can have a dignified life here on earth.
So get yourself to safety, get established with a job, home, etc, and begin your self-forgiveness process, lets bring real change to this world to end all abuses forevermore. As you might know already, today nearly 21,000 humans will die out of hunger or related diseases, nearly 1 billion will starve and untold other sufferings going on. We can't fight or punish anyone for this, its humanity's problem, its our problem. Hence lets take practical steps first so you can actually participate to bring real changes to this world.
Start by visiting the desteni.org forums.
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
10-day Vipassana Meditation Retreat, as taught by Mr. S. N. Goenka - A Review.
Before I met desteni, during my days with the newage movement, I was into a type of meditation called Vipassana Meditaton. Of course within Buddhism there are many types of meditations, some are regional specific while others are specific to different doctrine of Buddhism. Perhaps they all have similar roots but certainly the practice appear vastly different, sometimes even to a point of conflict. Anyways, the subject here is the 10 day retreat provided by the Vipassana Meditation group headed by Mr. S. N. Goenka. I have attended few such retreats, so here I am sharing my perspective.
The retreat is basically 10 days of Silence, room and board provided and Vipassana Meditation is taught. You are confined to a meditation camp like area, and for 10 days you will be cut off from the world, while you engage in this journey of studying the Vipassana Meditation.
While I was a newage junkie, I must say, I really loved this retreat. Very peaceful, 10 days of isolation, all my meals are taken care of, it is like an all paid vacation for you. You just have to meditate as taught by Mr S. N. Goenka. Been cut off from the world of gadgets, phones, computers, papers, reading, writing, talking, socializing etc is a welcome break for most humans. None really hated the experience, its all good and well at the end. Its free too, of course you can donate if you wish on the last day before you go home.
If only things were that easy about meditation, now that I am walking the desteni process I am able to realize and see things about meditation. Having walked the process of self-forgiveness and self-honesty now I realize how fucked up is this meditation retreat really is.
Walking the desteni process is all about self-honesty. So from that perspective Vipassana Meditation is a big no-no, because there is nothing self-honest about 10 days of meditating. Its all done for self-bliss, to be a great enlightened personality. People go there to become better or great or to be enlightened, or blissful.
During the first 4 days, Breathing Mediation is taught (known as anna panna). This is pretty cool, you are learning to observe your breathing for 4 long days. This is a great assistance if such awareness of breath can be maintained all through life. As awareness of each breath cuts down the thinking machine, the pre programmed Mind Conscious System. Within desteni, 4 count breathing is suggested to assist with been Here as breath.
At the retreat, the breath awareness meditation remains just that, a meditation, a tool, an exercise, never a living reality. Are you one and equal to the breath ? NO. Breath is used as a tool to assist you to become self-blissful. In other words there is separation and breath is used like using anything in a materialistic sense.
For the next 6 days, you will practice Vipassana Meditation which is the awareness of body sensations from subtle to gross. Meaning, you are feeling your body. This is also pretty cool, to stay within the body, within the Physical. But the problem again is, it is done as an exercise, as a meditation, as a means to achieve a higher self-bliss, as means to become enlightenment, so the whole starting point is fucked up. In desteni we are suggested to be aware of the breath and body to be Here, so to be Here is the objective. Not some grand egoistic goal to be enlightened or blissful.
Breath and body awareness is really cool to be Here. In that you can see yourself or other things in all self-honesty. So at the retreat, feeling the breath or body appears cool, but it is done out of selfish motives and capitalistic objectives. I want to get something, I want to become something, or I want to be a great buddhist meditator, I want to be the next great Buddha. Such spiritual and/or religious vanities fucks up the whole retreat. Well the good old promise of religion, its capitalism isn't it.
On the last day, a feel good meditation is taught. Metta Bhavana, or Meditation of loving-kindness. This is where you will really fuck yourself, it is like smoothing feel-good balm of wishful thinking and fantasy. "Oh May all beings be happy, Or May all animals be happy. Oh may all sentient beings be happy". Such words are chanted now for nearly 2500 years without a bit of change in our lives or in our world. See the world condition for yourself, you will realize the reality of loving-kindness meditation.
I recall the teacher did mention something about forgiveness, but no word about Self-Forgiveness. So by the end of 10 days, you go home feeling all happy, cool, good and relaxed, but no real self-change whatsoever. You never learn to take self-responsibility, You never learn to self-forgive yourself. You never learn to be self-trustworthy. You never learn about the horrors of this world. You just lived in your happy feel good little bubble for 10 days and gave yourself a mini vacation and got fucked with endless buddhist chants and lectures.
The worse case scenario is you return from the retreat as a born again Buddhist. Now you're really fucked, you will have a religion to follow for the rest of your life. On theory, the retreat may be Godless, and Guruless, but the folks at the Vipassana Meditation camp are no doubt into Buddha worship and Mr Goenka the guru worship. In very subtle forms you will notice such things. Its only a matter of time before you too become Buddha worshiping, Mr Goenka adoring devotee of Vipassana Meditation. You might even defend this form of buddhism against other branches of buddhism, you're entering the ground of subtle holy sect wars. So be careful.
Anyways, if you can train to be fully breath and body aware without ever getting into the religious part of the retreat then you can actually assist yourself from the retreat to some degree. Been breath aware helps you to identify the mind patterns that you have accepted and allowed within yourself and so you can stop them and correct them. Such correction and observation tools are not discussed at the retreat, for that, you need desteni tools.
The vow, 10 days of silence vow is hardly silence, basically all noise is suppressed into the mind, where you will experience amplified mind inner noise. Outer silence yes, but no inner silence. Mind goes on top gear.
At desteni, inner silence is mentioned too, but only as a result of slowing down the mind not as a consequence of suppression. Along with self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-writing, self-breathing, self can be Here, experiencing an inner silence and doing what is best for all. In that, self can take self-responsibility for self and for the world as self.
At the retreat however, you will never hear about child labor, or prostitution, or homelessness, or abuses of capitalism, or about how fucked up our world is etc. You will never learn to take self-responsibility after the retreat. Basically, its a nice long 10 days of mental masturbation all done in search of selfish self-bliss.
When will you learn to take self-responsibility for yourself or for the world as yourself? At desteni, the process is about taking self responsibility for self and others. Hence, we mention all kinds of shit that is going on in this world, its not a pretty picture. We do so, not to be negative but to end the every negativity we seek to hide from or avoid. Equal Money System is a solution to end all abuses everywhere.
At the retreat, you will never learn any solutions for the world problems other than just listening to hours of buddhists chants and lectures. And hoping the second coming Buddha or the next great Buddha will fix all world problems, bit like waiting for the second coming of Jesus to fix our world. How fucked up is that?
So, if you have 10 consecutive days to spare, try this for a change: Speak out self-forgiveness for hours and hours each day. See how that will change you. See how you will come to realizations about yourself. And during that period also listen to desteni process support videos. After 10 days of speaking out aloud self-forgiveness may be you will learn to take responsibility for at least 1 point which you have accepted and allowed within yourself.
In essence, the 10 days of Vipassana Meditation is like masturbating, nothing left after the show, you return to your old self on your drive back home from the retreat.
So next time you consider going to meditate, give yourself the chance to speak self-forgiveness, see how that will change your life. Many destonians are standing up now, listen to them, hear what they have to say, don't let 10 days of so called bliss and nirvana fuck you for eternity. Take self-responsibility instead.
Note: This is not a personal attack on Mr. S. N. Goenka or his students or on his Vipassna Mediation group; this is simply what I have come to realize since walking my desteni process. In fact, every spiritual or mediation or religious group I was with before desteni really was a mental fuck up, nothing real never came out of it.
Desteni process is the real deal for self-change and world change.
Visit us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
(I am a former Vipassana Meditation Student in Canada.)
The retreat is basically 10 days of Silence, room and board provided and Vipassana Meditation is taught. You are confined to a meditation camp like area, and for 10 days you will be cut off from the world, while you engage in this journey of studying the Vipassana Meditation.
While I was a newage junkie, I must say, I really loved this retreat. Very peaceful, 10 days of isolation, all my meals are taken care of, it is like an all paid vacation for you. You just have to meditate as taught by Mr S. N. Goenka. Been cut off from the world of gadgets, phones, computers, papers, reading, writing, talking, socializing etc is a welcome break for most humans. None really hated the experience, its all good and well at the end. Its free too, of course you can donate if you wish on the last day before you go home.
If only things were that easy about meditation, now that I am walking the desteni process I am able to realize and see things about meditation. Having walked the process of self-forgiveness and self-honesty now I realize how fucked up is this meditation retreat really is.
Walking the desteni process is all about self-honesty. So from that perspective Vipassana Meditation is a big no-no, because there is nothing self-honest about 10 days of meditating. Its all done for self-bliss, to be a great enlightened personality. People go there to become better or great or to be enlightened, or blissful.
During the first 4 days, Breathing Mediation is taught (known as anna panna). This is pretty cool, you are learning to observe your breathing for 4 long days. This is a great assistance if such awareness of breath can be maintained all through life. As awareness of each breath cuts down the thinking machine, the pre programmed Mind Conscious System. Within desteni, 4 count breathing is suggested to assist with been Here as breath.
At the retreat, the breath awareness meditation remains just that, a meditation, a tool, an exercise, never a living reality. Are you one and equal to the breath ? NO. Breath is used as a tool to assist you to become self-blissful. In other words there is separation and breath is used like using anything in a materialistic sense.
For the next 6 days, you will practice Vipassana Meditation which is the awareness of body sensations from subtle to gross. Meaning, you are feeling your body. This is also pretty cool, to stay within the body, within the Physical. But the problem again is, it is done as an exercise, as a meditation, as a means to achieve a higher self-bliss, as means to become enlightenment, so the whole starting point is fucked up. In desteni we are suggested to be aware of the breath and body to be Here, so to be Here is the objective. Not some grand egoistic goal to be enlightened or blissful.
Breath and body awareness is really cool to be Here. In that you can see yourself or other things in all self-honesty. So at the retreat, feeling the breath or body appears cool, but it is done out of selfish motives and capitalistic objectives. I want to get something, I want to become something, or I want to be a great buddhist meditator, I want to be the next great Buddha. Such spiritual and/or religious vanities fucks up the whole retreat. Well the good old promise of religion, its capitalism isn't it.
On the last day, a feel good meditation is taught. Metta Bhavana, or Meditation of loving-kindness. This is where you will really fuck yourself, it is like smoothing feel-good balm of wishful thinking and fantasy. "Oh May all beings be happy, Or May all animals be happy. Oh may all sentient beings be happy". Such words are chanted now for nearly 2500 years without a bit of change in our lives or in our world. See the world condition for yourself, you will realize the reality of loving-kindness meditation.
I recall the teacher did mention something about forgiveness, but no word about Self-Forgiveness. So by the end of 10 days, you go home feeling all happy, cool, good and relaxed, but no real self-change whatsoever. You never learn to take self-responsibility, You never learn to self-forgive yourself. You never learn to be self-trustworthy. You never learn about the horrors of this world. You just lived in your happy feel good little bubble for 10 days and gave yourself a mini vacation and got fucked with endless buddhist chants and lectures.
The worse case scenario is you return from the retreat as a born again Buddhist. Now you're really fucked, you will have a religion to follow for the rest of your life. On theory, the retreat may be Godless, and Guruless, but the folks at the Vipassana Meditation camp are no doubt into Buddha worship and Mr Goenka the guru worship. In very subtle forms you will notice such things. Its only a matter of time before you too become Buddha worshiping, Mr Goenka adoring devotee of Vipassana Meditation. You might even defend this form of buddhism against other branches of buddhism, you're entering the ground of subtle holy sect wars. So be careful.
Anyways, if you can train to be fully breath and body aware without ever getting into the religious part of the retreat then you can actually assist yourself from the retreat to some degree. Been breath aware helps you to identify the mind patterns that you have accepted and allowed within yourself and so you can stop them and correct them. Such correction and observation tools are not discussed at the retreat, for that, you need desteni tools.
The vow, 10 days of silence vow is hardly silence, basically all noise is suppressed into the mind, where you will experience amplified mind inner noise. Outer silence yes, but no inner silence. Mind goes on top gear.
At desteni, inner silence is mentioned too, but only as a result of slowing down the mind not as a consequence of suppression. Along with self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-writing, self-breathing, self can be Here, experiencing an inner silence and doing what is best for all. In that, self can take self-responsibility for self and for the world as self.
At the retreat however, you will never hear about child labor, or prostitution, or homelessness, or abuses of capitalism, or about how fucked up our world is etc. You will never learn to take self-responsibility after the retreat. Basically, its a nice long 10 days of mental masturbation all done in search of selfish self-bliss.
When will you learn to take self-responsibility for yourself or for the world as yourself? At desteni, the process is about taking self responsibility for self and others. Hence, we mention all kinds of shit that is going on in this world, its not a pretty picture. We do so, not to be negative but to end the every negativity we seek to hide from or avoid. Equal Money System is a solution to end all abuses everywhere.
At the retreat, you will never learn any solutions for the world problems other than just listening to hours of buddhists chants and lectures. And hoping the second coming Buddha or the next great Buddha will fix all world problems, bit like waiting for the second coming of Jesus to fix our world. How fucked up is that?
So, if you have 10 consecutive days to spare, try this for a change: Speak out self-forgiveness for hours and hours each day. See how that will change you. See how you will come to realizations about yourself. And during that period also listen to desteni process support videos. After 10 days of speaking out aloud self-forgiveness may be you will learn to take responsibility for at least 1 point which you have accepted and allowed within yourself.
In essence, the 10 days of Vipassana Meditation is like masturbating, nothing left after the show, you return to your old self on your drive back home from the retreat.
So next time you consider going to meditate, give yourself the chance to speak self-forgiveness, see how that will change your life. Many destonians are standing up now, listen to them, hear what they have to say, don't let 10 days of so called bliss and nirvana fuck you for eternity. Take self-responsibility instead.
Note: This is not a personal attack on Mr. S. N. Goenka or his students or on his Vipassna Mediation group; this is simply what I have come to realize since walking my desteni process. In fact, every spiritual or mediation or religious group I was with before desteni really was a mental fuck up, nothing real never came out of it.
Desteni process is the real deal for self-change and world change.
Visit us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
(I am a former Vipassana Meditation Student in Canada.)
Thursday, January 26, 2012
2012 How NOT to be a Destonian.
At a recent Ottawa Desteni meeting this statement came up, "How not to be a Destonian". Interesting question indeed, but the good news is I don't have to investigate too much in answering that question. So here we go, How Not to Be a Destonian.
Believe in GOD: Yes numero uno, you must believe in God, the almighty Father, Mother, in heaven. You must have very strong faith and believe not just ordinary faith and believe, but real hardcore faith and believe. Fanatics are highly recommended and will quality with flying colors on How NOT to be a destonian.
God has a Plan: You must believe that God has a plan for us all, and He shall take care of us. No need to worry or hurry about anything in this physical reality, for God's plan works mysteriously and it shall take care of it all. So you must believe in a divine plan.
God has Blessed You: Yes, you must believe that God has blessed you while millions are not apparently blessed by God. You are the blessed child of god. You must count your blessing everyday and thank Him for giving all that he has given to you and your family. I mean after all, your family has food to eat, a house to live. You must believe and accept that God has blessed you while God has fucked million others into destitution.
You must believe in the Principle of Survival of the Fittest: Yes winner takes it all, You must believe very strongly that those who win deserve it, and we must fully be armed and prepared to win at all cost. The losers can go to hell, they are unworthy of victory anyways.
Capitalism is the Best: You must worship, pray, adore, protect and promote Capitalism at all cost. For it is the greatest invention since fire, so amazing so great is this economic model we have. It has created amazing toys and gadgets, and advanced science and medicine. Without the propelling power of Capitalism, we would still be in stone age. Rewards of Capitalism has brought civilization to our world. You must pray to the God of money, Goddess Lakshimi, that's her full-time job dedicated to matters of money. Any notion or principle that questions Capitalism, you must ban it at once. Never allow questioning Capitalism, never allow doubts about it. Crush it at all cost. You must love Capitalism as much as you love your God. They are equal and one.
Profit as motive: You must believe in the motivation power of profit. The angel of profit who many prophets spoke about, you must protect and promote the principle of profit at all cost. Nothing gets done without a profit. That's so simple to see.
Justify Suffering: You must at all cost justify suffering of this world, after all, this is a temporary home, just for a short time, eternal life is not here, so why bother with the suffering here. Must justify suffering. At least silently you must give your consent for suffering to continue, it is their bad karma anyways, God is teaching them a divine lesson. So do not question suffering. Unless it is your own child of course, by all means, get quick help.
Never Assist and Support Lazy bums: You must believe those who are poor and suffering are fucking lazy bums, they got what they deserve. So any attempt to assist and support them, you must crush at all cost. That is called communism, and we all know how bad that red shit is. Of course never accept equality, or Equal Money System, never. Equality means Communism, so you must believe it at all cost.
Look for anything CULT: You must quickly spot cults, whoever that doesn't promote the popular media culture or the current money system, you must identify and target them. You must label them as cult. Praise be the Lord. He will reward you in heaven for your hard work in identifying the demonic cults.
Must Love the New Age movement: As an extra bonus, you must adore the new-age movement, their gurus, mantras, books, swamis, chakkras, 5th dimension, 2012 Golden era, or 2012 World endings etc. You must have a dedicated guru (an optional feature). You must believe in the bliss and enlightenment of the new-age movement. You must believe in the Power of Now, Power of mantra, Power of Chant, etc etc.
How Not to be a Destonian, as a minimum, you must have one or more of above qualities. That will just do it. And one more thing, you must not give a fuck about self-forgiveness, self-honesty, self-trust, self-expression, self-writing, self-breathing, or self-here. You must promote and protect your self-interests and your Ego at all cost.
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Tuesday, January 24, 2012
2012 How was I Able to Hear the Desteni Message.
I have been a "seeker" for a long long time. I suppose real happiness never came to me, so I had a natural interest in spiritual matters. Born and raised a Catholic, even within the church, I would be drawn to Christian meditation or retreats in search of the soul, the depth of me. I have been always looking for something deeper, profound, magical, that source within, sort to speak.
That journey took me on a long road. Start by going to Hindu temples in Sri Lanka, which was a big No-No for a catholic boy like myself. I got really fascinated with Hindu God figures. I fell in love with the mystics of Hinduism. First Lord Ganesh, then Godess Kali, later God Krishna, just to name a few. Likewise, a bus load of Gurus also became my objects of worship. Namely, Sri Sri Ravishankar of Art of Living movement, Mr. Eckhart Tolle of The Power of Now, Swami A.C. Bhaktivadanta of ISKCON, and of course the all too famous Sai Baba of Putapathi India.
Later part, I was into Buddism, namely the 10-day retreat provided by the dhamma vipassana group headed Mr S N Goenka. I spent some time doing the 10-day retreats in silence. In terms of spiritual voyages, I went to the ancient city of Maya Pur in Culcutta to visit the Hare Krishna International Headquarters to be with the real devotees of Krishna.
Been there and Done that is the best way to describe my spiritual circus. Not to forget the numerous spiritual books I was crazy about all along. Deepak Choppra was a God of wisdom, loved his 'Ageless body Timeless Mind' book a long time ago. Recently, The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle took 3-4 years of my life.
Yet, something was still missing, is it me? Am I not meditating enough? Am I not chanting enough? Am I not doing Sudharsan Kriya as taught by Sri Sri Ravi shankar enough? Am I not chanting the holy names of Lord Krishna enough? Am I not listening to Eckhart Tolle's audio tapes enough? Am I not reading Deepak Choppra enough? Am I not doing 10-day Vipassana retreats enough? What I am doing wrong, that feeling of empty hole is within me, raising its head once in a while. My curiosity about the world and afterlife still remains very high, as if I haven't learned anything over the years. Something is missing, even hugging the world famous Guru Sri Sri Ravi shankar has not removed that feeling of emptiness. That lost wondering feeling within me has not gone.
Unplanned, I met desteni through their youtube videos while searching for Eckhart Tolle videos. I must have been lucky, I ran into one of desteni's inter-dimensional videos, I don't recall the details about the first video I watched, but I remember been stuck by it. I just couldn't believe to my eyes, what was I hearing or seen. It was something about Jesus, I mean Jesus himself was speaking.
The desteni video was so real. Everything about it was so real. Following my first encounter with desteni inter-dimensional video, I spent hours looking at other videos as well. Later got into desteni forums and start participating. I began speaking self-forgiveness, and writing self forgiveness. As I read stuff written by Bernard Poolman and Sunette Spies, my fascination with desteni increased beyond I could ever ask for. Desteni is the real shit.
I began to slowly but surely overcome my pre-programmed stuff about religions, gods, gurus, new age movement etc. My first victim was my dear Guru at that time, Mr Eckhart Tolle. Slowly but surely, I dumped Tolle, likewise I began to dump all the gurus of the past. Sad to say, Sai baba, Sri Sri Ravisharnkar, Lord Krishan, Lord Rama, Lord Ghanesh, Lord Buddha, Lord Jesus, St Anthony, St Mary, The Pope, The church, Buddism, Hinduism, Christianity, Vipassana Meditation, Hare Krishna, Art of Living, Deepak Chopra, and you name it, all those gurus and gods vanished from my mind within the first two years with desteni. Yes some took a while, the pre-programming must have been deep.
I learned about me. I can be here without any god or guru, or any holy book. Desteni tools namely Self Forgiveness, self honesty, breathing, self writing and self expression through blogging and vlogging deeply assisted me.
Later participating in the desteni-i-process really assisted me. And visiting the desteni farm to meet Bernard Poolman, Sunette Spies and other figures of amazement in desteni assist me to see me more. I lost the hero worship attitude I had towards Bernard and other farm members. Bernard is cool, but not a hero, or a guru, visiting the farm assisted me in just realizing, that this process is about me. Bernard is at a different point in his process, that's all, not a guru or a god, just another fucking human being like myself, who is walking his own process.
My many layers of pre-programming started to peel of bit by bit. I started to see things that I never noticed. Simple things: Did I know that nearly 1 billion humans starve each day? Did I know how the capitalistic money system is destroying this world? Did I know that Banks and their controlling Gods rule this world in the name of making money at any cost? Did I know that elitists of the world rule this world, while slaves like me are working for them? Did I know since my childhood days, I have been programmed to be a loyal customer? Did I know that money is just a make belief that I was taught as real? Did I know that obeying God is designed so that I will be a good slave to the money making system? Did I know that my slavery to the money system has created a hell on this earth? Why didn't I notice all these common sense points before meeting desteni? Why didn't the gurus and gods before mention such things? Why is that I was only interested in self-bliss while the elitists and the money system is destroying the world? Why didn't I realize that there are real serious precarious problems in this world?
Within first 2 years of desteni process, my pre-programming some what peeled off, allowing me to realize many shitty things about this world. What a shock. What a shocking realization that how much we have been blindly fucked by the media, banks, governments, gods, gurus,religions, etc etc etc. All in the name of making money.
I am realizing how seriously we need an Equal Money System in this world.
Also, all that search for the meaning-of-life, deeper quest for meaning, spiritual seeking, the desire for deep silent meditation, all that energy craving shit vanished. Now I live here and I have all the meaning in the world, that is to re-birthing myself as life through the physical, and bringing about Equal Money System to end all abuses everywhere.
What a message, yes first I learned about them through desteni materials, but later I realized them for myself.
I was able to hear the desteni message because I could see the common sense in it. The desteni message make sense, because it is common sense. Of course there were some things in the desteni materials I didn't get, for example the notes about Anu, or Atlantians, I didn't quite get them, and so I didn't even bother with them. Self forgiveness, self honesty, self expression, self trust, Equal Money System, I realize them well.
This is 2012, it has been four since I met desteni, while I stand with the desteni group, at the same time I stand as me, as a destonian. My self standing matters as much as I stand with the desteni group.
I am desteni. That is the common sense message I have been waiting for, so I was able to hear the desteni message. Now I am sharing this message with rest of humanity to birth a new planet, a practical heaven on earth via Equal Money System.
What a message, What a mission, What a joy, What a journey, join us, if you dare to care and have some fun in the process:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
That journey took me on a long road. Start by going to Hindu temples in Sri Lanka, which was a big No-No for a catholic boy like myself. I got really fascinated with Hindu God figures. I fell in love with the mystics of Hinduism. First Lord Ganesh, then Godess Kali, later God Krishna, just to name a few. Likewise, a bus load of Gurus also became my objects of worship. Namely, Sri Sri Ravishankar of Art of Living movement, Mr. Eckhart Tolle of The Power of Now, Swami A.C. Bhaktivadanta of ISKCON, and of course the all too famous Sai Baba of Putapathi India.
Later part, I was into Buddism, namely the 10-day retreat provided by the dhamma vipassana group headed Mr S N Goenka. I spent some time doing the 10-day retreats in silence. In terms of spiritual voyages, I went to the ancient city of Maya Pur in Culcutta to visit the Hare Krishna International Headquarters to be with the real devotees of Krishna.
Been there and Done that is the best way to describe my spiritual circus. Not to forget the numerous spiritual books I was crazy about all along. Deepak Choppra was a God of wisdom, loved his 'Ageless body Timeless Mind' book a long time ago. Recently, The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle took 3-4 years of my life.
Yet, something was still missing, is it me? Am I not meditating enough? Am I not chanting enough? Am I not doing Sudharsan Kriya as taught by Sri Sri Ravi shankar enough? Am I not chanting the holy names of Lord Krishna enough? Am I not listening to Eckhart Tolle's audio tapes enough? Am I not reading Deepak Choppra enough? Am I not doing 10-day Vipassana retreats enough? What I am doing wrong, that feeling of empty hole is within me, raising its head once in a while. My curiosity about the world and afterlife still remains very high, as if I haven't learned anything over the years. Something is missing, even hugging the world famous Guru Sri Sri Ravi shankar has not removed that feeling of emptiness. That lost wondering feeling within me has not gone.
Unplanned, I met desteni through their youtube videos while searching for Eckhart Tolle videos. I must have been lucky, I ran into one of desteni's inter-dimensional videos, I don't recall the details about the first video I watched, but I remember been stuck by it. I just couldn't believe to my eyes, what was I hearing or seen. It was something about Jesus, I mean Jesus himself was speaking.
The desteni video was so real. Everything about it was so real. Following my first encounter with desteni inter-dimensional video, I spent hours looking at other videos as well. Later got into desteni forums and start participating. I began speaking self-forgiveness, and writing self forgiveness. As I read stuff written by Bernard Poolman and Sunette Spies, my fascination with desteni increased beyond I could ever ask for. Desteni is the real shit.
I began to slowly but surely overcome my pre-programmed stuff about religions, gods, gurus, new age movement etc. My first victim was my dear Guru at that time, Mr Eckhart Tolle. Slowly but surely, I dumped Tolle, likewise I began to dump all the gurus of the past. Sad to say, Sai baba, Sri Sri Ravisharnkar, Lord Krishan, Lord Rama, Lord Ghanesh, Lord Buddha, Lord Jesus, St Anthony, St Mary, The Pope, The church, Buddism, Hinduism, Christianity, Vipassana Meditation, Hare Krishna, Art of Living, Deepak Chopra, and you name it, all those gurus and gods vanished from my mind within the first two years with desteni. Yes some took a while, the pre-programming must have been deep.
I learned about me. I can be here without any god or guru, or any holy book. Desteni tools namely Self Forgiveness, self honesty, breathing, self writing and self expression through blogging and vlogging deeply assisted me.
Later participating in the desteni-i-process really assisted me. And visiting the desteni farm to meet Bernard Poolman, Sunette Spies and other figures of amazement in desteni assist me to see me more. I lost the hero worship attitude I had towards Bernard and other farm members. Bernard is cool, but not a hero, or a guru, visiting the farm assisted me in just realizing, that this process is about me. Bernard is at a different point in his process, that's all, not a guru or a god, just another fucking human being like myself, who is walking his own process.
My many layers of pre-programming started to peel of bit by bit. I started to see things that I never noticed. Simple things: Did I know that nearly 1 billion humans starve each day? Did I know how the capitalistic money system is destroying this world? Did I know that Banks and their controlling Gods rule this world in the name of making money at any cost? Did I know that elitists of the world rule this world, while slaves like me are working for them? Did I know since my childhood days, I have been programmed to be a loyal customer? Did I know that money is just a make belief that I was taught as real? Did I know that obeying God is designed so that I will be a good slave to the money making system? Did I know that my slavery to the money system has created a hell on this earth? Why didn't I notice all these common sense points before meeting desteni? Why didn't the gurus and gods before mention such things? Why is that I was only interested in self-bliss while the elitists and the money system is destroying the world? Why didn't I realize that there are real serious precarious problems in this world?
Within first 2 years of desteni process, my pre-programming some what peeled off, allowing me to realize many shitty things about this world. What a shock. What a shocking realization that how much we have been blindly fucked by the media, banks, governments, gods, gurus,religions, etc etc etc. All in the name of making money.
I am realizing how seriously we need an Equal Money System in this world.
Also, all that search for the meaning-of-life, deeper quest for meaning, spiritual seeking, the desire for deep silent meditation, all that energy craving shit vanished. Now I live here and I have all the meaning in the world, that is to re-birthing myself as life through the physical, and bringing about Equal Money System to end all abuses everywhere.
What a message, yes first I learned about them through desteni materials, but later I realized them for myself.
I was able to hear the desteni message because I could see the common sense in it. The desteni message make sense, because it is common sense. Of course there were some things in the desteni materials I didn't get, for example the notes about Anu, or Atlantians, I didn't quite get them, and so I didn't even bother with them. Self forgiveness, self honesty, self expression, self trust, Equal Money System, I realize them well.
This is 2012, it has been four since I met desteni, while I stand with the desteni group, at the same time I stand as me, as a destonian. My self standing matters as much as I stand with the desteni group.
I am desteni. That is the common sense message I have been waiting for, so I was able to hear the desteni message. Now I am sharing this message with rest of humanity to birth a new planet, a practical heaven on earth via Equal Money System.
What a message, What a mission, What a joy, What a journey, join us, if you dare to care and have some fun in the process:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Be a dead man Breathing, never React to the world.
If you're a blind man, you will not see anything, so you will not react to anything visual. If you're a deaf man, you will not react to any sound, nobody can yell 'Fuck You' to you. If you're in total coma, you will not react to any touch, sensation of touch wouldn't be there. If you're a dead man, you will not react to ANYTHING in this world.
Yet that is exactly what living is, just reacting from morning to evening to all kinds of shit. He said that, she said that, he did that, she did that, she looked at me like that, he questioned me, she was frowning at me, she was pouting at me, he looked like he is angry at me, she didn't smile with me, he didn't say hi to me, she didn't politely speak, or they did that, they said this, etc etc etc, a long list of sources to which I accept and allow myself to react all day, and all of my life.
Sometimes we react to the stupidest things in this world. Today I reacted to my wife while we were having dinner, because she showed a bit of pouting face for a comment I made. Just a little pout expression, OMG, I fucking reacted, why why why, what did i do, what did I say, as if I want the world around me to smile and be joyful at me, so my reactions will be joyful too. I reacted because I was looking for something to react too, in that to get an energy feed for my mind conscious system. I as my ego love to react, specially in those moments of physical tiredness.
Can't live as a reactive machine, that would be pretty hellish life. As the world is people full of emotions, feelings and thoughts, and they will do crazy things to drive you nuts, only of course, if you accept and allowed them to drive you nuts. World can do or say anything, but the reactive power is within you.
Breathing is handy. I realize I have to breathe even when I am with others socializing, or having dinner, or doing anything, I must breathe, I must be here as breath, there is NEVER a moment to let lose on breathing point. Because in one tinny comment or gesture from the other, I may allow myself to react as a mind, as an ego. Then all hell break lose.
Be here, breathe, no matter what, breathe, each breath, breath by breath be here, cut the train of thoughts, emotions and feelings. Then reactions will not happen, yes, then you can direct yourself, and direct any point that is presented in the moment. But that is not an emotional reaction, rather, a self directed action. Giving direction to things in what is best for all.
Nothing must move within you. May be you're having coffee at a cafe, and somebody is yelling at you for no reason, 'fuck you', 'fuck you' etc, what would you do? react and scream back at him? or just breathe, and either simply walk away from the scene or just continue with what you were doing. There is no reaction, nothing moved within you. You were neither hurt, nor embarrassed, nor worried, nor fearful, nor shy, nor angry, nor bothered. You just breathe and move on. May be you moved on to next cafe, because the noise of the yeller was practically too much for you to bear. Its not a reaction, just a practical common sense move.
Living a life as a reactive machine sucks big time. There are tools to assist with these problems: self forgiveness, self honesty, self writing, self correction, and BREATHING. 4 count breathing is even better. Give that break, that gab between breath which cuts the stream of thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Be a dead man walking, never react. I am assisting myself with breathing, in this I am learning to cut down getting sucked into reacting to others. Now not reacting doesn't mean idling, it means breathing here and directing self to act in what is best for all. In that there is honor of life, respect to life, seen all life as self, equal and one.
This is a process, so join us, start your process now with desteni tools:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks
Yet that is exactly what living is, just reacting from morning to evening to all kinds of shit. He said that, she said that, he did that, she did that, she looked at me like that, he questioned me, she was frowning at me, she was pouting at me, he looked like he is angry at me, she didn't smile with me, he didn't say hi to me, she didn't politely speak, or they did that, they said this, etc etc etc, a long list of sources to which I accept and allow myself to react all day, and all of my life.
Sometimes we react to the stupidest things in this world. Today I reacted to my wife while we were having dinner, because she showed a bit of pouting face for a comment I made. Just a little pout expression, OMG, I fucking reacted, why why why, what did i do, what did I say, as if I want the world around me to smile and be joyful at me, so my reactions will be joyful too. I reacted because I was looking for something to react too, in that to get an energy feed for my mind conscious system. I as my ego love to react, specially in those moments of physical tiredness.
Can't live as a reactive machine, that would be pretty hellish life. As the world is people full of emotions, feelings and thoughts, and they will do crazy things to drive you nuts, only of course, if you accept and allowed them to drive you nuts. World can do or say anything, but the reactive power is within you.
Breathing is handy. I realize I have to breathe even when I am with others socializing, or having dinner, or doing anything, I must breathe, I must be here as breath, there is NEVER a moment to let lose on breathing point. Because in one tinny comment or gesture from the other, I may allow myself to react as a mind, as an ego. Then all hell break lose.
Be here, breathe, no matter what, breathe, each breath, breath by breath be here, cut the train of thoughts, emotions and feelings. Then reactions will not happen, yes, then you can direct yourself, and direct any point that is presented in the moment. But that is not an emotional reaction, rather, a self directed action. Giving direction to things in what is best for all.
Nothing must move within you. May be you're having coffee at a cafe, and somebody is yelling at you for no reason, 'fuck you', 'fuck you' etc, what would you do? react and scream back at him? or just breathe, and either simply walk away from the scene or just continue with what you were doing. There is no reaction, nothing moved within you. You were neither hurt, nor embarrassed, nor worried, nor fearful, nor shy, nor angry, nor bothered. You just breathe and move on. May be you moved on to next cafe, because the noise of the yeller was practically too much for you to bear. Its not a reaction, just a practical common sense move.
Living a life as a reactive machine sucks big time. There are tools to assist with these problems: self forgiveness, self honesty, self writing, self correction, and BREATHING. 4 count breathing is even better. Give that break, that gab between breath which cuts the stream of thoughts, emotions and feelings.
Be a dead man walking, never react. I am assisting myself with breathing, in this I am learning to cut down getting sucked into reacting to others. Now not reacting doesn't mean idling, it means breathing here and directing self to act in what is best for all. In that there is honor of life, respect to life, seen all life as self, equal and one.
This is a process, so join us, start your process now with desteni tools:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Physical pain in my bum hole is unbearable.
I am familiar with a physical pain that comes occasionally in my bum area after doing my business. The pain is unbearable which lasts for about 3-5 minutes, and then it goes away. During that time my mind shuts down totally, I forget about all problems, pain just takes over completely, so much so, I feel like dying in that very moments to avoid feeling the pain. Physical pain is real, the real shit, its not emotional. When the physical gives pain, there is no escape, it hurts bad.
Then I wonder all those who suffer physically, in brutal physical pain we inflict upon each other through war and other nasty means. If taking a shit with bit too much pressure gives me so much physical pain, imagine those who suffer losing their arms and legs. OMG.
A wishful thought arise in me, that is, all suffering in this world must stop, oh please stop all physical suffering. Yeh I know, its only a wishful thinking, nothing in this world will ever stop the man-made suffering, in fact, it is compounding as profit making is getting demonic. Make money at any cost.
As I cannot take physical pain, clearly, it must be so, other humans too, cannot take physical pain, (lets not talk about animals please). So we as humans come to a solution where physical pain will cease. Lets not inflict pain upon each other.
Only Equal Money System will bring physical pain to an end, both for humans and animals. The pain in my asshole has taught me never to accept physical pain as normal, I must do all I can to stop this pain.
Physical has been put to suffering for too long now. Even since man walked on earth, physical has been suffering. Either we must stop it, or the physical will stop it.
So I am one vote for Equal Money System, to end all physical suffering in this world. As it is unbearable. Oh God, that 5 minutes of pain, sometimes feels like an eternity, so much power physical pain has over me. I really would like all physical pain to end, so I am standing for and with Equal Money System. Lets end causing harm to each other and to other beings on earth.
Ask a chicken or a cow, it will know the pain of its head been chopped off. I wonder how that would feel? Equal Money System will end the beheading of animals, and the suffering that animals are experience. Imagine your head been chopped off. It is very cruel of us humans to accept and allow animal brutality, so we must do all we can to stop that shit. Equal Money System will gradually stop the animal slaughter and bring restful and peaceful living to all living beings on earth.
Tonight, the physical pain in my bum has assist me to realize that much.
Join us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Then I wonder all those who suffer physically, in brutal physical pain we inflict upon each other through war and other nasty means. If taking a shit with bit too much pressure gives me so much physical pain, imagine those who suffer losing their arms and legs. OMG.
A wishful thought arise in me, that is, all suffering in this world must stop, oh please stop all physical suffering. Yeh I know, its only a wishful thinking, nothing in this world will ever stop the man-made suffering, in fact, it is compounding as profit making is getting demonic. Make money at any cost.
As I cannot take physical pain, clearly, it must be so, other humans too, cannot take physical pain, (lets not talk about animals please). So we as humans come to a solution where physical pain will cease. Lets not inflict pain upon each other.
Only Equal Money System will bring physical pain to an end, both for humans and animals. The pain in my asshole has taught me never to accept physical pain as normal, I must do all I can to stop this pain.
Physical has been put to suffering for too long now. Even since man walked on earth, physical has been suffering. Either we must stop it, or the physical will stop it.
So I am one vote for Equal Money System, to end all physical suffering in this world. As it is unbearable. Oh God, that 5 minutes of pain, sometimes feels like an eternity, so much power physical pain has over me. I really would like all physical pain to end, so I am standing for and with Equal Money System. Lets end causing harm to each other and to other beings on earth.
Ask a chicken or a cow, it will know the pain of its head been chopped off. I wonder how that would feel? Equal Money System will end the beheading of animals, and the suffering that animals are experience. Imagine your head been chopped off. It is very cruel of us humans to accept and allow animal brutality, so we must do all we can to stop that shit. Equal Money System will gradually stop the animal slaughter and bring restful and peaceful living to all living beings on earth.
Tonight, the physical pain in my bum has assist me to realize that much.
Join us:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Death will be Here even before you know it.
So many people are dying every day due to all kinds of stupid reasons, and eventually my death and your death too will arrive. There is no doubt about death, is there?
You will die. Yet when death comes to a friend or family member, we mourn in such anguish as if it was not suppose to be. Death will end all things, death will end all families, death will end all relationships, death will end all happiness, death will end all achievements, death will end all vanities, death will end ALL pride and glories. Death will end all powers.
Nothing defeats death. No matter how powerful or mighty you're, it matters not, death will devour you, its only a matter of time. Mine too, it is anytime, death will be here, then, I will have to go.
So the question is not death or dying. The real question is Life and Living. How the fuck are we going to live this fucking life within the allocated time? In answering that question, I come to Equal Money System, because EMS provides all that I need to live my LIFE here. Equal Money System cannot prevent death, but sure it can enhance life and living.
So when the news of death arrives to your family, don't just cry and be sad, also ask the question: what I can do to make LIFE and Living more great for myself and rest of humanity. Yes it must matter to all, not just for your own selfish good. EMS is good for everyone.
Since I am going to die anyways, I want to do all I can to bring about a system that is best for all, an Equal Money System. My death is inevitable, I cannot do anything about it, but in living here I can do something. To end this hell on earth so that future generations can live happily here. This fucking hell must be cleaned up, and that is a good reason to live.
Ask yourself, why do you live? Is it just for your own happiness you live? Or will you join us to bring about a world that is best for all and best for you? Before its too late, you better ask that question, time is indeed running out. Death will soon be here, even before you know it.
see us at:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
You will die. Yet when death comes to a friend or family member, we mourn in such anguish as if it was not suppose to be. Death will end all things, death will end all families, death will end all relationships, death will end all happiness, death will end all achievements, death will end all vanities, death will end ALL pride and glories. Death will end all powers.
Nothing defeats death. No matter how powerful or mighty you're, it matters not, death will devour you, its only a matter of time. Mine too, it is anytime, death will be here, then, I will have to go.
So the question is not death or dying. The real question is Life and Living. How the fuck are we going to live this fucking life within the allocated time? In answering that question, I come to Equal Money System, because EMS provides all that I need to live my LIFE here. Equal Money System cannot prevent death, but sure it can enhance life and living.
So when the news of death arrives to your family, don't just cry and be sad, also ask the question: what I can do to make LIFE and Living more great for myself and rest of humanity. Yes it must matter to all, not just for your own selfish good. EMS is good for everyone.
Since I am going to die anyways, I want to do all I can to bring about a system that is best for all, an Equal Money System. My death is inevitable, I cannot do anything about it, but in living here I can do something. To end this hell on earth so that future generations can live happily here. This fucking hell must be cleaned up, and that is a good reason to live.
Ask yourself, why do you live? Is it just for your own happiness you live? Or will you join us to bring about a world that is best for all and best for you? Before its too late, you better ask that question, time is indeed running out. Death will soon be here, even before you know it.
see us at:
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
Friday, January 20, 2012
2012 Why not go to Heaven Now to your God by killing yourself Now?
I always wondered about this question, I mean if you so much love your God, why not join Him now? Why not kill yourself for the sake of eternal love to be on the right hand of Jesus, or on the left hand of Allah.
After all, God will understand your sincere motive, He will know that you killed yourself out of pure and amazing love you have for Him. Even if committing suicide is apparently a wrong doing, I am sure all-loving God will reconsider your honorable case. After all, you died or rather killed yourself for HIM, to be with HIM in eternal life in heaven in the eternal bliss and joy of heaven.
Heaven sounds like a fantastic place, I mean given all the wonderful descriptions about it, in some cases seven virgins for personal happiness (yes 7 virgins for 7 days) how cleaver and wonderful is this God. He has considered all your personal needs, even your ultra lustful sexual needs in heaven. Allah is a real deal maker, He knows exactly how penis work, promising seven virgins, oh yeh man, what an irresistible offer. I am sure even Jesus must have promised something similar to that.
They all have promised wonderful things in Heaven, so my religious friends, please help yourself, let your Father in heaven fulfill all your dreams and desires. Why waste time on this hellish temporary earth, please go to heaven, why delay the eternal joy of heavenly happiness: Kill Yourself and fly away to heavenly heaven.
What a fucked up bunch of foolish idiots. Get real. Join desteni, learn what is Real. Shock yourself to reality.
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
After all, God will understand your sincere motive, He will know that you killed yourself out of pure and amazing love you have for Him. Even if committing suicide is apparently a wrong doing, I am sure all-loving God will reconsider your honorable case. After all, you died or rather killed yourself for HIM, to be with HIM in eternal life in heaven in the eternal bliss and joy of heaven.
Heaven sounds like a fantastic place, I mean given all the wonderful descriptions about it, in some cases seven virgins for personal happiness (yes 7 virgins for 7 days) how cleaver and wonderful is this God. He has considered all your personal needs, even your ultra lustful sexual needs in heaven. Allah is a real deal maker, He knows exactly how penis work, promising seven virgins, oh yeh man, what an irresistible offer. I am sure even Jesus must have promised something similar to that.
They all have promised wonderful things in Heaven, so my religious friends, please help yourself, let your Father in heaven fulfill all your dreams and desires. Why waste time on this hellish temporary earth, please go to heaven, why delay the eternal joy of heavenly happiness: Kill Yourself and fly away to heavenly heaven.
What a fucked up bunch of foolish idiots. Get real. Join desteni, learn what is Real. Shock yourself to reality.
http://www.desteni.org
Thanks.
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