$2 Trillion dollar coin to solve the debt ceiling ? Money is just an idea.

Daily blogging continues.

Today in CNN site, I read an article about $2 Trillion dollar coin as solution to the on going debt ceiling problem. Very fascinating, the author simply suggests that to avoid the ongoing  political/legal battles and hurdles, so that President Obama can raise the debt ceiling simply by making a coin or two, a trillion dollar coin that is.

Wow what a wonderful idea, basically, lets make the $2 Trillion dollar coin and deposit in the Federal Reserve bank and from the reserve accounts simply issue checks to pay the Federal bills. The author suggest it as a technical means to avoid the House/Congress etc.

What fascinating about the suggestion is, we can print/build notes/coins and simply make it available for general use. So in way, the power of money is born as a concept at the moment of printing/making, money in itself has no innate value of its own, money's value is what you assign to it. In words, money is just an idea.

Currently the idea of money, is to serve the rich masters, to fuel and propel the Capitalistic system. This idea is obviously has proven itself to be a very bad idea, nothing wrong with money itself however, it is simply the idea behind current money that is bad, because it is not serving the best interest of all. It only serves the interest of selected few, the elitist few.

A new idea about money is what Equal Money System is all about. Equal Money System is not magic or miracle, it is simply a new idea given to money, so that money will be serving the best interest of ALL humans.

In other words, lets make a 2$ Trillion dollar coin, and divide that into 6-7 billion parts, and give each human a part to live with self-dignity and self respect. That is an example of how simply by changing the idea of money, you serve the best interest of all humans. Changing from Capitalism to Equal Money System is simply a change of ideas about money. That is the magic, we have been conditioned to deny.

Lessons of Debt Ceiling crises has taught me one thing: Money is indeed an idea. We as humanity can redefine it to a new idea. Lets investigate Equal Money System.

Join us: equalmoney.org

Self-Exorcism is about Self-Breathing and Self-Forgiveness. Kill Thy Demons.

Daily blogging, self writing continues, and it should, accepting and allowing anything less than daily writing is form of laziness and self abuse. I am here, in this process to self birth myself as life, so I must commit to it, taking the least resistant path is no self application. Anyways.

Here I am. breathing.  I must remind myself that this is self-writing. I am writing to support myself, this is not a lecture or preach material for the readers. Readers however can assist themselves if they find anything useful in this. Oops, I see a kid throwing angry tantrums at another kid, looks very much like how grown up humans behave. Certainly looking at myself, god, how i lose it all when anger takes on over me.

Today I listened to Bernard Poolman's vid titled "Parasatic Ego" very cool points, I highly recommend you watch it, not once but few times. I need to watch it hear it, a few more times. He explains how an emotional construct gets build up and turn itself into a demon. By giving it energy and repeated thinking about it, an emotional construct can take a life of its own leading oneself into a demon, anything from murder, rape, stealing, killing can happen, just because one accept and allow a singular emotional construct to gain momentum within the mind.

Such a dangerous construction, yet one is not without help. Breathing, self forgiveness are the tools of self exorcism.  These are the days of the demons. I know i have been demonic, thank god, nothing serious happened, which means i still have a chance to rebirth myself and live a pretty decent life that is good for me and for rest of humanity.

I have committed myself for the next 21 days, to discipline myself to breathe often here now. Also to intensify my spoken self forgiveness activities. I have the time, the opportunity, the space, I mean i got all i need, and I am on vacation from this Friday, so why not, give myself totally into walking as breath here and applying self forgiveness. I on vacation, I don't need to think. I need to just breathe.

This is the real vacation I will give to myself, to breathe and self forgive the whole time. And I will myself to do it. I  don't need thinking nor thoughts to entertain me nor give me a sense of self. I am here as breath. God. for once, let me apply myself for real.

Craving for Attention Leads to Isolation.

I am here. After all this is self writing. I have been putting off writing again, it is amazing how quickly the accumulation takes effect. Haven't done the 'daily writing' thing for a while now. Writing here and there makes no  difference to me, I have found. I have to write daily, in that, I accumulate and it shows in my life. I found daily writing assist me even in my speaking. I have done some voice recordings lately, and in that, I have neglected 'daily writing', no good.

Daily writing doesnt' mean writing a book every day, Nope, just write something, even just 200-300 words is ample because point is not about writing or how much is written, it is all about committed, disciplined self expressions via writing. As daily writing happens, self expression takes form and beauty. On my previous 'daily writing' era, I have felt the beauty of daily writing and joy of it too. Whereas nowadays, its rarely a daily thing, rather infrequently occasional.

Well there is no mourning, simply start writing on a daily basis. Write something, write anything,. Its like say, eat something, eat anything if you're hungry. Likewise, to open the self up, write anything, allow self to express.

Ok that is my write up about writing, so now let me actually do the writing, a point, any point to write about.

I have been possessed by energy lately, well, i have always been an energy sucker, but lately it has compounded. In the mornings when I wake up, or at late night when I about to retire for the day, a strong urge of neediness comes. I feel so needy, gosh, I need some kind of energetic approval, an acknowledgement , a word of comfort, a call, an email, something, anything, to validate that my existence.

So what seems to happens is, as I go into that needy state, my ego must be shrinking, hence an energetic boost is sought after at any cost. PAY ATTENTION TO ME, or else. That is how I scream when I become energetically needy. Now, if it is so happened, my wife becomes attentive to me or acknowledges me in anyways, I am all ok, within moments I calm down, as if no Tsunami had taken place. However, if she decided to avoid me or not acknowledge me, behold a war will break out. And sure enough, after the war, I will feel all normal, as if nothing had happened. Which proves beyond any doubt, that all I am seeking is an energetic boost while I am in that needy state.

This is a pattern I have lived for 20+ years, since my teen years. I recall whey mother didn't ack, I would burst out in extreme anger, and at various stages, there were different people who took the brunt of my anger for not acknowledging me.

What I have accumulated in that is to actually make people hate me, I have actually manifested the opposite. By craving for their attention, I got the opposite, they ended up avoiding me at all cost. I have lost many relationships to this one single mind-pattern.

I am looking at this very seriously, this a make or break pattern. If i accept and allow it, further ruin will follow. There is no choice, but to stop it for once and for all. 'till here no further, i stop the energetic neediness within me, till here no further, I will not look to boost my ego's energetic feeding needs. Realizing very well that my ego is craving for energetic boost, and it is only a momentary madness, all I have do is just hang onto the breath and never give into the rush madness of the ego. That is my only option.  so till here no further, I will not allow myself to seek energetic boosts from others. I breathe.

In life and death, we alone actually, so why bother to demand people to pay attention to me and in that actually lose them, what madness is this ?

Till here no further. I stop giving into this energy madness. I dont' need to feed my ego, it is a parasite that has no end. Hence, I simply breathe and remain here. This moment will pass, this desperate urge and pain of the mind will pass, I just have to breathe here.

I am here.

Join the desteni-i-process, learn the tools to undo the madness of our individual and collective egos.

Pre-programmed Life. Astrological predictions, will They Become True?

Here I am email responding to a question asked about astrology, astrological predictions, and pre-programmed life etc.


Hi,


Yes things are pre-programmed for the most part. But is it every breath you take pre-programmed? This very breath you take right here now, is it preprogrammed to such an extent, how you will breathe and how you will inhale/exhale etc? There are millions and billions of cells in your body, isn't it, can astrology predict the movement of each cell because your life is pre-programmed ? 


I understand many things/events were pre-programmed in our lives, but that doesn't imply a complete robotic way of existence. Generally speaking things are going to be worse much worse in coming years isn't it, at least that is what we hear from desteni portal interveiws. And it makes sense, the abuse must end, so as part of the ending of the current system, much suffering is on the way. listen to those early portal interviews. 


Now astrology as such is a whole different matter. I dont' subscribe to astrology, not anymore anyways. Just as how i got rid of my religious and cultural BS, i totally got rid of astrology. Once i was an astrology addict, recall going to see astrologers in Toronto with such excitement and joy to hear my fate; very similar to anticipating a sexual excitement, a thrill to visit the astrologer, to hear him speak about my wonderful future. 


Amazing how trapped i was into it, now, astrology is nothing, it has completely lost its charm. So what about all those astrological predictions apparently pre-programmed, will they come true? I don't know, for sure, time will tell. Again, you cannot convince yourself of anything; do your self forgiveness, become self honest, then all such BS predictions vanishes. You will laugh at your astrologer's predictions for its utter childlike nonsense, for him its real stuff. 


Nothing can predict you once you're walking a self honest life. Life cannot be predicted, only a mind-controlled system of things can be predicted. Based on the power of astrology, can your astrologer predict the dawn of Equal Money System on this earth? I bet he can't, for it is not part of the pre-programmed things. 


I know i didn't answer your questions here, but the simplest advice is, walk your life, breathe, self forgive, become self honest, engage yourself fully within the desteni process, then, you will direct you as the directive principle. You're life, you're your own directive principle, certainly not your astrologer nor his predictions going to direct you. 


You becoming you is the greatest gift you can Give for you, hence you for(G)vie you. 


ok cool, next time

Apple Inc profits doubled. Poverty is a downward spiral.

Came to the car dealer shop to get an oil change for my car, while waiting, looking around for their new arrivals, I realize WTF, all this is for the rich and elite of the world. Poor people cannot afford these cars, so what they do, buy used old cars, for which maintenance cost is much higher. so when you're poor you get fucked so bad in all directions, you become even more poorer. Poverty is a nasty cycle, it not only keeps you stuck in poverty, it will bury you even deeper in poverty. Poverty is a downward spiral from which no blood of Jesus can pull you out, no law of attraction can pull you out of poverty.

It is sickening to see the viciousness of poverty all around the world, with no way out of it, while the rich get richer. Apple Inc yesterday announced that their profits have doubled in this quarter, some 7-8 billion dollars. yes, very big money indeed, while millions starve with no hope in sight, they just have to wait, no apple will fall from the sky for them. Mr. Steve jobs can company can enjoy the billions which has no betterment to humanity as a whole, only for the stockholders.

Even the so-called good news from Capitalism is not really good news, its music for selected few yes, while the rest have to wait hoping for a better day. This nasty beast called capitalism is sucking the world and humanity dry to death, humans are stressed out, planet is stressed out, all for one singular motive of making a profit.

I wonder out of those billions, how much will go to the families of those Apple Inc factory workers who committed suicide in China due to excessively overworked conditions? Probably nothing, Mr. Steve Jobs and his rich friends can enjoy the billions. Hahahaha, what a fucked up world, rather a what a fucked money system. It is a casino nothing else.

Thank God there is democracy, at least one door is left for change. So, poor people of the world, join us, join the Equal Life Foundation, lets change this world so that it is best for all. This world is our home, the water belongs to all humans, the food belongs to all humans, lets design and implement systems that are life supporting. It is only matter of design and implementation.

We don't need this beast called capitalism. what we need is systems that care and support humanity, like Equal Money System, Equal Housing System, Equal Labor System, Equal Healthcare System etc. Investigate these.

Join us, visit us at www.desteni.co.za and www.equalmoney.org

Lets stop the downward spiral of poverty, turn it around, make life an upward spiral of joy and happiness by including every human being. Investigate Equality for All.
 

What is Equal Money.

Hi Rajni Kant Chaturvedi,

Thanks for your message asking about Equal Money. For complete details please visit www.desteni.co.za and www.equalmoney.org websites.

Here I will give you a summary.

Rajni, you see, money defines everything in this reality of ours. Money decides who lives and who dies, who eats and who starves, who gets educated and who remains dumb and illiterate. Every aspect of life is determined by money, for example, been in India I am sure you will know how the medical system works over there, money determines every aspect of the medical system. And you know they will bill you an arm and leg in those big name hospitals; all for what? just to make a profit, whereas the original purpose of healing the sick nowhere to be found.

Like the medical industry, money is ruling everything else, in that destroying our lives and this planet. Very stressful situation indeed.

Equal Money System is a solution to give every human a dignified life. In that, the fear survival, fear of loss, fear of homelessness, fear of starvation, is removed, all by giving money to all.

Now the details. first and foremost, you have engage in the process of self-forgiveness, that will enable you to see the common sense of equal money. there is a natural tendency in humans to reject equal money system. everyone loves the capitalistic system we have, even though it is causing everyone to suffer so much. isn't that funny, we love something which is causing us to suffer and die working for it.

Ever wonder why the whole human existence is about the job? The job we do defines our purpose and of course gives money to live; so basically, we live to earn.

Its a pretty messed up situation, but we are not calling for any revolution or wars. Rather simple common sense political democratic approach to change the system. we want a new earth which will support all humans.

So that is what equal money in summary, for this, we need you, as you are the agent of change, we need everyone. Please study, investigate equal money, and apply the tool of self-forgiveness to get on board.

Thank you.  

How I got to Desteni

My spiritual journey began long before desteni.co.za , sometime around 1987-88; all within a single desire to obtain my visa to enter US or Canada. I want to get the hell out of Sri Lanka, a war ravage country with no hope in sight. As a born catholic I resorted to St. Anthony of Padua, so-called miracle worker, to assist me in getting my visa, and simultaneously I would try other Saints from Hindu religion as well, who cares about crossing the religious lines as long as I get my visa I will suck up to any God.

That took me on a long road, from one Hindu god to another, from one guru to another, I was on a circus. Not sure which god eventually granted me the visa, but I am pretty sure it was a normal human immigration officer who approved my visa without any divine connections.

Upon arriving here in the West, I continued my fascination with Hinduism and other Eastern thoughts but this time it was for something of a higher goal, for personal happiness and spiritual enlightenment. And enlightenment of course is something we all have fallen into, I fell big time. It cost me a lot of money and years in search of enlightenment.   Number of gurus including Sai baba, Sri Sri Ravishankar and lastly Eckhart Tolle all collectively took many years of my life. I was really into those gurus looking for salvation. Now looking back, it just mind boggling how fucked up and mislead their devotees and gurus are. I know I was fucked up.

In terms of cultish like groups, I can safely say, I was into the cult of the Hare Krishna Movement. It is a cult from the perspective, it had controlled structures with senior gurus and junior gurus etc.  Looking back, every group I was with was a cult, as in, each only serving its only little purpose and nothing else.

At the end phase of my spiritual circus, I thought I had found the one, it was Eckhart Tolle, there is no way on earth, I am going to convince myself that even Eckhart Tolle is limited, and he hasn’t got the real deal. From 2005 to 2007 period, I was completely into the Power of Now bullshit. He was it, the real deal. I had nearly 40 DVDs and CDs of Eckhart, listening to them while driving, at home, or work etc, to create a blissful calm peaceful be-in-the-now environment, just for me.

Like all other seekers of wisdom, bliss, glory, joy, salvation, enlightenment, smile, nirvana, I tried everything mystical to bring happiness to myself, to sort out my inner issues, nothing worked, yet I continue to invest time, money, and hope in them. I wasted nearly 20 years of my life going from spiritual group to another.

Fascinatingly enough, the world nor its precarious state of affairs never came to my mind, of course I am a seeker of higher wisdom, and who got the time for world problems, let the masters sort them out, after all, the sufferings of this world is the result of individual karmas, and that is why humans are suffering in various forms, it is their payback time, and certainly it is none of my business. So my indifferent life went on looking for bliss and joy which obviously never came.

During Christmas week of 2007, I was home alone, I surfed the web for hours endlessly desperately looking for Eckhart Tolle’s spiritual videos, as if I wanted enlightenment that very week. God I was so messed up or what, all that goes to show the state of inner chaos I had been living as.

I surfed into a desteniproducion video by the portal.

Instantly, my 20 years of bullshit spiritual search ended, I was stuck by the inter-dimensional portal message, I knew this was the real deal. As they say, the rest is history.

I am still here. I am not interested in any Visas or favors anymore, I want something real, absolute and eternal, which is good for me, and good for the rest of humanity.

No previous guru, god or group had any substance, they were all about self-interest based enlightenment.   Desteni message is a world apart from the rest, yet the message is everything about this world right here, right now.

Meeting desteni has given me peace, and applying its tool has taken me to a new me, I am changing for the first time.    

What I understand to be heaven on earth is

Growing up in Sri Lanka during war times, I have seen suffering all around: From war, to hunger, starvation, poverty, homelessness, loneliness, sickness, alcoholism, drug abuse, family violence, child abuse, labor abuse, old age abuse, rape, prostitution, death, abuse of power, abuse of money, religious abuse, sex abuse, race and ethnic abuse, gender abuse, and you name it, I have ‘seen it all’ in this world to my own eyes.

To me, heaven on earth would mean an end to all forms of abuse, where every human can live safely, healthy, secure, educated, supported, in clean environments with assured dignity.   No more competition no more fear of survival. Naturally care for animals and nature is equally important.

Why I stand with and for Equal-Money and World-Equality ?

In my 20 years of search, I have never seen or heard of any solution to world problems. Never. Not a single guru or God had any solution to world problems. They had hopes and dreams, but no actual solution.

Equal Money System is THE solution. Having seen all the bullshit in this world, I can say with utter certainty, Equal Money System and World Equality will birth a new earth for all inhabitants to live in dignity sharing this beautiful planet.
But we must create this new earth, it will not be done for us.

Hence I am one vote for world equality.

Thank you.

July 17, 2011
Canada.

To Remain 'Fallen' is worse than death. So I stand up here.

Its been two weeks now since I last wrote a blog entry, I can feel it i am rusty. Things can easily hit the ground and make it very hard to stand up again. Since June 30th i could say i have been on a gradual Fall, or have been falling. We moved into a new house on that day, and I have allowed one thing or another to become a conflict following the move. I can easily say, i have allowed my ego and mind possessions to take over, hence for  solid 2 weeks, I have been on a fall sort to speak, meaning, got stuck in the mind and emotions, got into debates and arguments, went on looking for conflicts, looking for points to fight about, blame about it.

It has been a mind mess for last 2 weeks. I can see how I allowed myself to give into the mind and egoic positions just for the heck of making a conflict. its almost like a fight has to take place, its like i am hell bend on starting a conflict. Some days, you can just tell that i am looking for a conflict, you can tell that i have decided to be a devil. You can tell, that i have given up self responsibility entirely and got into the mind's drama.

Once the mind is in control and emotions are feeding it, days and weeks can be easily lost, giving it the name, "Falling".

Is it really a Fall?  well yeh, it was, because i knew all along my words and actions would have nasty outputs yet I allowed myself to go into them. so i allowed the Fall to happen. I allowed it. I allowed myself to ride the wave of emotions to the fuck-town where I can experience the Fall.

Hence there has been no writing, no vlogging, no videos.

Its time to breathe and restart, whatelse i am going to do? stay fallen? no. not at all.

Time to breathe and do some writing, so here it is,  I am back to self writing and soon will be doing self support videos.

desteni process is a self process, I am the only one I cannot hide from. so I can write any bullshit for others, but I know my own pit, the hell I created for myself and others. Therefore I know, it is time to self writing to freedom, its time to breathe and stand up, again, yes again.

I am here. let me restart my desteni process again. Otherwise the price to self pity, self judgment, self blame, regret or remorse is very severe, so it is better I buckle up and stand as life again.

After all, just this one life to live, might as well stand up each time I fall and get up for LIFE.

To remain fallen is worse than death.

So here I am.

Capitalism is awesome for winners like Robert Mugabe. In Equal Money System, everyone is a winner.

Robert Mugabe and his opulent lifestyle while millions starve in his country, is a shame for all of us. We as humanity have allowed and accepted a system of Inequality where the rich get richer and the poor get poorer. So in this Robert Mugabe is simply a winner who got everything, can’t really blame him as an isolated case. I am sure many of us would love such opulence and power, only luck didn’t’ favor us as it favored him. Is Robert’s opulence any more outrageous than how the Royals live, just take a look at all things Royal and Royal-wannabes. The principle of inequality operates even in smallest towns, no need for Royals to show that to us.

It is the current system as we have accepted and allowed which permits and permeates such outrageous vanity while nearly 1 billion struggle without proper food or fresh water. The system favors ‘winner gets all’ principle; competition at any cost is the underlying subtle tactic we all subscribe to. In every country, in every village, humans are trained to compete against each other, survive at any cost. It’s a dog eat dog system we have created for ourselves. Look at how kids are trained for exams.

So to end all abuse, you have to end this abusive system of capitalism where the ‘winner gets it all’. Instead, bring a system where every human being is given a living allowance unconditionally and supported from birth to death. The principle of profit and competition will end with it.

Indeed the new world will look like a heaven on earth, practically. Investigate Equal Life Foundation, and Equal Life Party, we are busy preparing for a heaven on earth, that is our political and economic mandate.

Join us at: www.desteni.co.za and www.equalmoney.org

Thanks
Anton.