Jesus the Abortionist.

Jesus is a funny guy, he healed the sick, resurrected the dead, taught people to love thy neighbour as thyself, indignantly reacted towards tax collectors at religious compounds, turned water into wine, wash the feet of his disciples, then at the end we are told he died and resurrected himself from the dead, etc etc. 

So I deduct easily, Jesus would be one vote for providing abortion rights, proper support systems, required expertise and unconditional financial support for women who seek abortion for whatever reason.  In fact, I wouldn't be surprise if Jesus himself carry out the abortion, if needed to be. Within the principle of what is best for all, I am sure, Jesus will have no hesitation to declare himself as an abortionist, if needed to be. 

Within that, its easy to see, Jesus will stand for Equal money system, Equal health-care system, Equal education system, Equal housing system, Equal labor system, etc, simply because of his own teachings: Love thy neighbour as thyself, which obviously includes unconditionally supporting thy neighbour who needs an abortion. 

However, Jesus will not make the decision to abort or not, its upto the woman to decide within an unconditional support environment. Abortion is a self-responsible, and self-honest decision, not based on any dumb rules of morality. In any case, ample support on all levels must be made available for women who seek abortion, which also means every human being is self-responsible for any abortion that goes on. 

No one can turn a blind eye, as every abortion matters seriously. Of course you can't turn abortion into a trivial matter. Its a self-responsible decision for all those involved. Directly or indirectly, every human is self-responsible for every abortion that goes no, can't wash your hands of so easily. 

Equal Money System and Equal Healthcare system will provide unconditional support for all those involved, it will make things easier for this most difficult of life decisions. I am sure, Jesus the abortionist, will approve Equal money system and Equal health-care system. 

Another vital question to ask is, with all the life support systems been made available under Equal Money System, would women chose abortion? Under the current capitalistic system, personal financial stability is a big part of the decision, to bring a child or not, so it is entirely possible under Equal Money System, no woman will ever make that dreadful decision to end her pregnancy. Even exceptional cases may become rare indeed. Whatever the case may be, there must be unconditional support for any woman who wishes to end her pregnancy. 


At the same time, I can imagine a world without a single abortion, as the birthing of any child is a collective joy and responsibility for whole of humanity. Now that will make Jesus really happy, he can hang up his gloves forevermore. Lets start with putting Equal Money System in place.  

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For the dead man, everyone else is equal. So live like a dead man (breathing).

There is an issue in my process of rebirthing myself as life. The words I write as part of my self-writing to freedom is just that words, there are not lived fully. I catch myself often when i notice that i am not really living or doing what is best for all. Most of the time its all about me, my emotions, thoughts, and feelings. 


For sure, when it comes to personal relationships, doing is what is best for all, is hardly the mode of operation for me. I allow thoughts, feelings and emotions of the past to take over me. So this is a concern I am faced with, a real challenge for me. a point of 'fall'. 


Not only I don't do what is best for all, I also at times can get very nasty and mean. In such moments, I wonder about my self-writing words, I wonder how self-dishonest I am in writing of fancy statements but never living them for real. 


So what am I to do? give up? No I cannot give up, I stand up again and again, realizing this is the way for me, I stand to correct myself, I mean if I stay fallen, that's it all over me. So I have to get up, I have to stand up, I have to correct and make a determined decision to live out the words I write. let my words be living words not just stray noise written to impress self and others and no reality to them. My words are very much like the holy books no practical tangible reality in the physical at all. 


So what shall I do about it? First and foremost, as Benazir Bhutto said though her portal writings, I must entirely give up fear of loss, fear of been alone. I fear absolute alone-ness as a dead person would be, hence I carry an intense fear of loss, along with it I fear standing alone just me, utterly absolutely just me, like I would be when I am dead and buried. 


Because of all my fears, specially fear of loss and fear of been alone, I struggle with the beings in my life, I possess them, I attack them, I become mean to them, I hurt them, all that shit I do, I do so because of fear of losing them. "I hate you because I have given you the power to hurt me, because I allowed myself fear losing you, and for giving that power to you, the power to hurt me, I now am hating you." Wow, what a bullshit. 


For an extreme back-chat/mind-chatter case like myself, there is only one solution, live like a dead man, an absolutely dead man, except that I am breathing, and doing what is best for all. Just a like a tree, or a bird, a cat etc. No story whatsoever,  and then it's rather easy to do what is best for all when you live like a dead man. 


Only the living got problems, you see. The dead doesn't have any such problems. So be a dead man but breathing. That is the new way to happiness, at least for a noisy mind like myself. 


In that, I would actually equalize my written words and lived actions, hence turning my writing words into living words. For now, it is not the case, written words are just that, words, just noise. 


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Be in the world but not of the world - Exactly how please?

I have heard that line before, "be in the world but not of the world" but really never understood exactly how is that possible? I mean how do you be in the world, but not of the world? 


Was God playing a joke when He spoke such ? Or the bible is trying fuck us around with magically hidden codes? Its apparently from the book of John. Well bible is not totally rubbish, it has some cool stuff, like "Love thy neighbor as thyself", it just such things never taken into practical consideration, only the God bullshit is adored, while something actually practical is discarded for another era. How ironic. Anyways, lets return to, "be in it but not of it".


Desteni.co.za has a great method or a self-help way how one can "be in it but not of it". That is achieved via breath. By simply breathing here, and not allowing my thoughts, emotions and feelings to run amok, i am able to be here, be in the world and not of it. In breathing, been here as breath, i am able to cut down the river of emotions that runs within me more than the blood that flows within my body. Mind is racing with thoughts, emotions, and feelings, there is apparently no way out of it, humanity get caught in this violent storm within the mind. 


Yet the simplest of solutions is here, the breath, the eye of the needle. Breathe, be here, dont' allow even a slightest voice in the head to take over, in doing so one gets lost. In breathing, i am able to cut the story out from myself. I mean really the world exist within my mind as a story. when i close my eyes, where is the world? oh yes, it can exist as memories. even memories need thoughts to replay itself. so no thought, no world. yet be here entirely and totally. 


Then what will motivate any action you may ask? Only the principle of what is best for all, not love, not affection, not attraction, not care, not promise, not bloodline, nothing only the principle of what is best for all, must move one into action. In that way i am able to be in the world Fully, and not be Of it. 


Breathing, no thoughts, no stories, ample self-forgiveness, are the keys to "Be in the world but not of the world". 


I am in process of birthing myself as life, so continue to face many difficulties in been here, i often get lost in the head, its voices, emotions and feelings. 


When and as I see myself getting lost in the story of my head, i know, i am gone, realizing that, i stop the story right away, i become here again, i breathe, knowing i am the breath of life. i give myself the tool of breath. i assist myself with the breath. i become the in-breath and out-breath i mean no stories. how hard can it be? no story in the head is ever important. it appears to be very scary and fearful, that is precisely when self-forgiveness is used. to assist myself to overcome my mental stories and fears. Giving me to me. 


This is a process, i am walking with desteni.co.za please join us, its fun, its serious, its best for all.  So be in the world fully, but not of the  world. Lets put the bible into practices for a change, shall we? 

Reacting to another's anger in anger is Anger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to another's anger in anger and seek to justify it by saying "well you started it".


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to another's anger in anger and believe that to be ok. because apparently i didnt' start the anger exchange game. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize once i allow anger within me for any reason, i have become it, i have become the anger that i am. no excuses will justify me becoming angry. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to secretly believe that reacting to another's anger as justifiable. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i should be able to react to another anger in anger.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i should not be the one to express anger in the first place, but its perfectly fine to respond to another's anger. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to another's anger.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience pain and anger within me when another shows their anger to me. but why? because i allow their anger to get inside of me. i mean, they didn't put some poison inside me, i allowed it within me. i allowed their anger to take root within me. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that in this world many will throw their anger towards me. and i cannot ask them to stop it or else, its simply not possible, so the best solution is totally ignore their words and anger which are directed towards me. i do so, as breath here. i breathe here. in that i totally avoid responding to another's anger. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to active feelings of bliss and happiness within me. and when they dont' i allow myself to feel upset and angry towards them for apparently not making me happy.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to demand others to make happy. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to demand others to not show their anger towards me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never ask the question, why is it others showing their anger to me? is it possible that they are mirroring me? is it possible they are showing me what i am carrying with me? i mean there is such theory, the world show you who you are. so when people show their anger towards me, it means, i am carrying anger within me. i mean the same very people when they see a new born baby, their anger disappears, the baby doesn't active their anger, but i do. hence, i must be a cause, a trigger for their anger, me carrying anger within me activates their anger. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize i am the cause of anger in my world. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize when i am totally free of anger here, my world settles down, it slows down its anger towards me too. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the root of anger of another towards me is the very anger i carry within me for anyone or anything. it doesnt' matter whom i am angry with, as long as i carry the seed of anger within me, somebody else in my world will reflect that anger back to me. the world shows me what i allowed and accepted within me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to another's anger believing that i must stop others from been angry with me. not realizing that is an impossible job to stop others from been angry with me. there are 7 billion humans, am i going to stop each been angry with me? or am i going to the stop the anger within me for anyone? i am the point of change. i stop the anger within me for anyone or anything, then the world will show that back to me. just like how an infant experiences, because nobody shows anger to an infant, in return the infant never feels any anger towards them and vis-a-visa, rather the infant lives in self peace. no anger towards self or anyone else as self. i mean i cannot be angry with person_A and expect another unrelated person_B to be nice to me. simple math, the anger i carry for person_A will activate anger in person_B towards me. so clearly, the world is showing me that i am the root of anger in my world. this got to stop within me. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with myself. yeah that is the root cause, the self anger. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like been in the constant state of anger all the time.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry within me towards myself.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the whole thing can be stopped in one breath, just been here as the living breath. in that anger cannot be activated towards self or others, and no more reactions towards another's anger. 


When and as i notice that another is throwing anger at me, or yelling or screaming at me, i simply breathe, i stably remain here as breath, not allowing a single reactive thought to respond to his/her anger, because i realize if i allow such a response, then, i will get caught in their anger towards me and equally i will be angry to. so the best way just breathe be here breathing. because breath is the only safe spot during storms. no matter, i can always seek refuge in been here as the breath of life. just breathing. 


"be in the world not of the world", means simply breathing and been here as breathe of life. no story of in the head is ever allowed. no story angry stories in the head ever allowed. when and as i see such, i simply stop it, i breathe, realizing there is no end to reactive anger, there is only one way when reacting, that is hell which i clearly don't want to be in. so i stop the anger within me, i stop reacting to another's anger within me. at all times, i just breathe. here i am as the breath of life. 


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What if God has a Penis?

Economy is fucked, environment is fucked, job market is fucked, job security is pretty much fucked, pension funds are fucked, stock market is fucked, nature is fucked, rivers and seas are fucked, education system is fucked, capitalistic money system is fucked, legal system is fucked, medical industry is fucked, health-care providers and their system of support for the sick is fucked, air pollution is fucked, green forest situation is beyond fucked, marriage and family systems are fucked, international relations are fucked, the UN is fucked, the WHO is fucked, the church is fucked, the christian fanatics are fucked, the Islamic fanatics are fucked, the security situation is fucked, the market forces are above and beyond fucked, gas prices are getting fucked by the minute, corporate greed is fucked beyond measure, sweatshops are damn fucked, prostitution is pretty fucked up from day one of Adam and Eve, Love is fucked, trust is fucked into mistrust, religious wars are fucked, the holy books are fucked, the new age gurus are fucked up, the new age cults are pretty fucked up, daily evening breaking news are nothing but fucked up bullshit, traffic jams are pretty fucked up, US-Iran tension is boiling to a fucked up point, unemployment rate is fucked up, Republican GOP debates looking fucked up by the day, occupation of wall street is insanely fucked up, Arab spring is fucked up, India Pakistan situation is pretty fucked up, democracy world over is looking pretty fucked up, politicians are damned fucked beyond imagination, scientific research sponsored by corporate funding is rather fucked up, human condition is fucked up, earth is fucked up, animals are fucked up by man, human nature is fucked up, pretty much the whole human race is FUCKED up.


So I beg the question: What would God do if God has a penis? (here I am assuming God to be a non-male entity, excuse me if that offends any male readers) ,  I mean everything on earth is pretty much fucked so bad, if God had penis, its of no use, there is nothing left to be fucked anymore, as everything else is so fucked up already. All He can do is possibly help himself in his private quarters. That's about it. 


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Lets bring an end to this fucked-up-ness we have created. At least God can happily play with his toy by himself seen that all of his children are cared for by Equal Money System.

Mr. Anonymous Thanks for your Comments of Hate

Recently I have been receiving some hateful comments in my blog entries, and most of them are written by so called Mr./Mrs. Anonymous, which means someone who is hiding while making their profound comments, which invalidates their comments. 

So Mr./Mrs. Anonymous, uncover your secrecy, come out of your closet, nothing to fear buddy, I was where you are at, meaning I was a secret writer of hate comments too, once a upon a time that is, not anymore. Thanks the tool of self forgiveness i have learned to uncover my secret face and able to stand up as myself as Anton Fernando and write anything I want, of course, I don't wish to write total bullshit just for the sake of hurting, no not at all. I write as part of my process of standing up as LIFE. It may hurt some, but that is not my goal, and moreover if something said or written is hurting you, those words shows something about you Mr./Mrs. Anonymous, so do investigate yourself first, always, self first.  

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Occupying Wall Street is masturbation. Equal Money System is the real answer.

Protesting is a form of release for both parties. 


In olden days, the rural farmers will gather to protest against the outrageous conditions imposed by the almighty land owners. Clearly the land owners have all the mighty powers to crush any such demonstrations or protests, instead they allow it. 


Its a weird psychology, you allow those screamers to scream at you. There must be something in it, there must be some kind of a win-win situation therefore the all powerful land owners pretend to 'listen' or pretend to care, all the while they very cleverly know such protests only strengthen their iron hands even further. Plus, they know, those screaming shouting releases their build up frustrations, so allowing it is a good thing, afterwards the farmers must return back to work. Its like letting the steams off a bit. Nothing ever really changes, it just some steam got released, and the land owners also get a release from their own accumulated guilt of abusing the destitute farmers for years and years. Viola, protests and demonstrations are a win-win situations, and nothing ever get changed. 


Lets face it, the occupiers in Wall street have to return to their jobs soon, they have to pay the bills, remember those bills won't stop coming because you're protesting the devils at wall streets. you still got to pay your rent, hydro, food, gas, etc. The protesters must go home, go to their jobs sooner or later. 


Soon all will be back to normal. And the establishment might tighten the screws a little bit, not too much, so nothing will get out to hand during the next round of protest down the road. 


The key point is such demonstrations can never continue for ever and ever, it must come to an end, that is the catch. Life for wall street will continue after this irritant occupation. Don't mistake masturbation for the real sex. Likewise dont' mistake wall street occupation to be the real deal force of change, never. 


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