Write something, write anything, write to self-freedom. write to expose the cruelties of this world, write to self expose the madness of self-ego and its undoing. write something, write anything, in not writing you isolate yourself to just the mind. write your understandings about the current economic system, write about the corporate greed, write how profit seeking is fucking everything in this world. write about the madness of capitalism, take it into pieces. write about the proposed new economic model, equal money system. write your understanding about Equality for all. write about heaven on earth, your understanding about it.
write something, write anything, join the revolution of writing to self freedom.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Saturday, September 3, 2011
'Blame' will destroy your relationships.
So-called emotional love is not real. In my life I find this love is a very challenging thing. It is because love is defined as an emotion, as a feeling, hence with the energetic rise and fall of emotions, love goes up and down. Along with it, happiness and suffering, joy and sorrow becomes the living reality. This why many couples fight, argue and get separated who once claimed to love each other but soon their love turned bitter and nasty. Emotions will rise and fall along with goes the ride of life never stable or steady.
Blame is a great love destroyer. Constant fault finding, blaming can destroy things. I mean WTF is Blame? Blame is a discussion where the sole purpose is to find faults than to find agreements. Its often mixed with anger, hate, past memories, and not related to the present situation at hand, rather one is stuck in the mind pattern just to knock another down. Obviously, there are often real issues between any two people when they start living together. So how does one overcome blame? First make decision not to blame, second make decision to discuss matters respectfully, and listen to each other for the sole purpose of finding an agreement so that co-existence is possible and happy. What often happens is just one is blamed with utter nastiness and spite until the one simply cracks or becomes totally withdrawn.
I am more of a blamer, I find it within me that i will fault find for the sake of just knocking my wife off. I copied this pattern of blaming from my bad, the great master blamer. its fascinating how an exact copy of him, that i have become. I used to despise him for his blaming quality, now i do the exact same thing. This is called the sins of the fathers.
I am realizing that blame of any sort must stop. Instead find respectful means to discuss and reach agreements that are livable and practical. Beings i live with are myself, i am them, they are me, it just i cannot experience it as such. I have read in desteni materials that "what would do yo do, if you were the only BEING in existence, whom would do u blame". Very good question, the point is, everyone is LIFE, equal and one as life as me. I am everyone, realizing that come to support and assist each other, stop blame because blame destroys.
I am in the process of giving myself to me, I find the going is tough, I find i am often falling into old mind patterns, I continue to blame, fault find, and destroy things. Yet there is no other way, simply re-continue, re-start this process with self-forgiveness and self-honesty. There is no other way.
The fall is also a point of rise.
Join us, www.desteni.co.za to learn all about self change.
Blame is a great love destroyer. Constant fault finding, blaming can destroy things. I mean WTF is Blame? Blame is a discussion where the sole purpose is to find faults than to find agreements. Its often mixed with anger, hate, past memories, and not related to the present situation at hand, rather one is stuck in the mind pattern just to knock another down. Obviously, there are often real issues between any two people when they start living together. So how does one overcome blame? First make decision not to blame, second make decision to discuss matters respectfully, and listen to each other for the sole purpose of finding an agreement so that co-existence is possible and happy. What often happens is just one is blamed with utter nastiness and spite until the one simply cracks or becomes totally withdrawn.
I am more of a blamer, I find it within me that i will fault find for the sake of just knocking my wife off. I copied this pattern of blaming from my bad, the great master blamer. its fascinating how an exact copy of him, that i have become. I used to despise him for his blaming quality, now i do the exact same thing. This is called the sins of the fathers.
I am realizing that blame of any sort must stop. Instead find respectful means to discuss and reach agreements that are livable and practical. Beings i live with are myself, i am them, they are me, it just i cannot experience it as such. I have read in desteni materials that "what would do yo do, if you were the only BEING in existence, whom would do u blame". Very good question, the point is, everyone is LIFE, equal and one as life as me. I am everyone, realizing that come to support and assist each other, stop blame because blame destroys.
I am in the process of giving myself to me, I find the going is tough, I find i am often falling into old mind patterns, I continue to blame, fault find, and destroy things. Yet there is no other way, simply re-continue, re-start this process with self-forgiveness and self-honesty. There is no other way.
The fall is also a point of rise.
Join us, www.desteni.co.za to learn all about self change.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
RIP - Rot in Peace.
Soon I will be RIP, rot in peace, and that is the reality for everyone. It's only a matter of very short time. Knowing that death is an utter certainty, why the fuck do I still live in the bullshit of my selfishness ? Ignoring the entire 6-7 billion humans and their plights, i merrily go living happily ever after, as if death will never touch me. that is the fucking illusion.
Since I am going to die anyways, why not leave a world so that all can live in dignity? My death is assured, my departure is assured, so why not make a real contribution to this earth before I rot in peace? Alternatively I could waste my remaining days in utter selfishness just live to survive day by day till the last day, and then, disappear one fine day. Totally gone, vanished.
I dont' want to just die, I want to bring about Equal Money System before I go. At least I will know, for all millions of future generations to come, this earth will be a welcoming home, a place where all life is unconditionally supported and honored.
Investigate Equal Money System, see www.desteni.co.za
Who knows, I might even reincarnate back into this earth to find a practical heaven on earth, thanks Equal Money System. However to return to the current Capitalistic system would be a suicidal reincarnation.
Since I am going to die anyways, why not leave a world so that all can live in dignity? My death is assured, my departure is assured, so why not make a real contribution to this earth before I rot in peace? Alternatively I could waste my remaining days in utter selfishness just live to survive day by day till the last day, and then, disappear one fine day. Totally gone, vanished.
I dont' want to just die, I want to bring about Equal Money System before I go. At least I will know, for all millions of future generations to come, this earth will be a welcoming home, a place where all life is unconditionally supported and honored.
Investigate Equal Money System, see www.desteni.co.za
Who knows, I might even reincarnate back into this earth to find a practical heaven on earth, thanks Equal Money System. However to return to the current Capitalistic system would be a suicidal reincarnation.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
The Power of Accepting and Allowing.
What I accept will indicate what I will allow within myself and the world.
If I accept porn, then I am allowing the consequences of porn to occur within myself and the world.
If I accept prostitution, then I am allowing the abuse of women.
If I accept child-labor, then I am allowing the abuse of children.
If I accept labor abuses by corporations, then I am allowing human slavery and justifying it as supply and demand of the market conditions.
If I accept War, then I am allowing the consequences of war like rape, murder, homelessness etc.
If I accept racial superiority or inferiority, then I am allowing racial violence.
If I accept wife-beating, then I am allowing violence against women.
If I accept beating up children as normal discipline acts, then I am allowing violence against children.
If I accept sexual fantasy involving children, then I am allowing child-sex.
If I accept dishonesty within me, then I am allowing dishonesty at large.
If I accept nationalism, then I am allowing war against nations.
If I accept military build-ups, then I am allowing future wars.
If I accept hoarding of wealth and food, then I am allowing the current starvation here now.
If I accept profit making, then I am allowing poverty and its consequences.
If I accept the poverty of this world as 'the way things are ', then I am allowing it to continue.
If I accept competition as normal, then I am allowing the pain of loss and poverty, hence a life of suffering.
If I accept 'survival of the fittest' as normal, then I am allowing the starvation and suffering as normal.
If I accept Capitalism as normal, then I am allowing the starvation of 1 billion humans.
What I accept determine what I allow in my world.
So clearly only accept that which is good for life, for all life. By applying self-forgiveness one can forgive self and undo what one accept and allow. Eventually self will only accept that which is good for all life. For example state:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with life.
Within that self-forgiveness statement, self is able to see and take self-responsibility for self-correction. Hence a new world is reborn through self forgiveness.
Join us at www.desteni.co.za
Learn what you have accepted and allowed within yourself. End your suffering today. Join us.
If I accept porn, then I am allowing the consequences of porn to occur within myself and the world.
If I accept prostitution, then I am allowing the abuse of women.
If I accept child-labor, then I am allowing the abuse of children.
If I accept labor abuses by corporations, then I am allowing human slavery and justifying it as supply and demand of the market conditions.
If I accept War, then I am allowing the consequences of war like rape, murder, homelessness etc.
If I accept racial superiority or inferiority, then I am allowing racial violence.
If I accept wife-beating, then I am allowing violence against women.
If I accept beating up children as normal discipline acts, then I am allowing violence against children.
If I accept sexual fantasy involving children, then I am allowing child-sex.
If I accept dishonesty within me, then I am allowing dishonesty at large.
If I accept nationalism, then I am allowing war against nations.
If I accept military build-ups, then I am allowing future wars.
If I accept hoarding of wealth and food, then I am allowing the current starvation here now.
If I accept profit making, then I am allowing poverty and its consequences.
If I accept the poverty of this world as 'the way things are ', then I am allowing it to continue.
If I accept competition as normal, then I am allowing the pain of loss and poverty, hence a life of suffering.
If I accept 'survival of the fittest' as normal, then I am allowing the starvation and suffering as normal.
If I accept Capitalism as normal, then I am allowing the starvation of 1 billion humans.
What I accept determine what I allow in my world.
So clearly only accept that which is good for life, for all life. By applying self-forgiveness one can forgive self and undo what one accept and allow. Eventually self will only accept that which is good for all life. For example state:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry with life.
Within that self-forgiveness statement, self is able to see and take self-responsibility for self-correction. Hence a new world is reborn through self forgiveness.
Join us at www.desteni.co.za
Learn what you have accepted and allowed within yourself. End your suffering today. Join us.
Friday, August 26, 2011
I am the most powerful being in the Universe.
One life to live, just this one. Its not worth it to lose myself in the madness of thoughts, emotions and feelings. I mean, WTF, at times I allow myself to get lost in my mind for hours if not days. As if, I am possessed by something, a thought pattern or an emotional construct like anger/jealousy will completely takeover me, and I become a total zombie in those hours/days.
Why am I doing this to myself? Why am I allowing such things to takeover me ? Bit of selfinvestigation tells me, that i am addicted to be 'emotional', or 'angry', those are states i am addicted to. I love to be angry. I love to be worrisome etc etc. When I am in one of those brutal self-torturing states, even the fucking God cannot rescue me, but there is one power who can stop it: that is ME.
Yes I am the most powerful being in this universe as far as I am concerned, because only I have the POWER to stop myself from my madness of thoughts, emotions, and feelings. I am my sanity maker, I am own self-healer, I am my own life-giver, because only I can stop my mind from its madness.
Till here no further:
When and as I see myself going into accusations, I realize it is a pattern, hence, I stop it then and there. I realize if I allow myself to participate in such thoughts, soon I will fuck myself so bad, only God knows what disaster will happen.
When and as I see myself going into thoughts of blaming another, I see it as mind pattern for which i am addicted to, then i stop it right there. I breathe, I become physical, I stay here.
In that way, i support myself to remain here, not allow myself to fuck myself with my mind.
God, this one last life to live, just one life, soon it will be all over, so why the fuck do i allow myself to run with my mind? My thoughts, emotions and feelings will only bring disaster.
So till here no further, i stop myself from creating the drama of mental, emotional story making.
I am here, I breathe.
I am the only power in this universe, who can stop the madness of my mind, there is no other.
Joins u: www.desteni.co.za
Why am I doing this to myself? Why am I allowing such things to takeover me ? Bit of selfinvestigation tells me, that i am addicted to be 'emotional', or 'angry', those are states i am addicted to. I love to be angry. I love to be worrisome etc etc. When I am in one of those brutal self-torturing states, even the fucking God cannot rescue me, but there is one power who can stop it: that is ME.
Yes I am the most powerful being in this universe as far as I am concerned, because only I have the POWER to stop myself from my madness of thoughts, emotions, and feelings. I am my sanity maker, I am own self-healer, I am my own life-giver, because only I can stop my mind from its madness.
Till here no further:
When and as I see myself going into accusations, I realize it is a pattern, hence, I stop it then and there. I realize if I allow myself to participate in such thoughts, soon I will fuck myself so bad, only God knows what disaster will happen.
When and as I see myself going into thoughts of blaming another, I see it as mind pattern for which i am addicted to, then i stop it right there. I breathe, I become physical, I stay here.
In that way, i support myself to remain here, not allow myself to fuck myself with my mind.
God, this one last life to live, just one life, soon it will be all over, so why the fuck do i allow myself to run with my mind? My thoughts, emotions and feelings will only bring disaster.
So till here no further, i stop myself from creating the drama of mental, emotional story making.
I am here, I breathe.
I am the only power in this universe, who can stop the madness of my mind, there is no other.
Joins u: www.desteni.co.za
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Fault finding is a doorway to Self-hell.
Fault finding is a such favorite pastime of the human mind, at least for my mind. I love to dwell on it, looking for something to blame somebody. Often those who are in close relationship with me get the raw deal. Its like a pyramid structure of blame, start with the nearest to next level and then eventually to the world at large, everyone gets blamed. But what I am missing is the 'eye of the pyramid' which is root cause of blaming others, meaning self-blame is the point to consider.
In blaming self, there is a whole lot of other shit is going on. At least self blame gives a chance to self-correction and take responsibility, whereas blaming others is just avoidance. Certainly self blame is not suggested, the point is simply to look-within, i mean self is the creator of all the bullshit. In terms of emotional and mental pain one experiences, self is the cause and self is the creator, hence self is the possible healer.
Self-healing is about taking self-responsibility to stop the thoughts, emotions, backchat and feelings that runs like a mill within the mind incessantly; then self-responsibility is to declare, 'till here no further, i stop participating in my mind's story.'
Loneliness, jealousy, depresssion, sadness, anger, rage, feeling of left out, self-pity, self-hate, laziness, lethargy, and many more self-made emotions and feeling can be self-healed simply by taking the self-responsibility to stop them, to stop participating in them.
Self must stand up, in all and every situation. After all, "in life and death, you're alone". In not taking self-responsibility, the story of the mind is allowed to run its course leading to demon possessions. Be careful these are demon days nasty shit will happen.
Fault finding is a doorway to hell and demon possessions, it shows total lack of self-responsibility.
In blaming self, there is a whole lot of other shit is going on. At least self blame gives a chance to self-correction and take responsibility, whereas blaming others is just avoidance. Certainly self blame is not suggested, the point is simply to look-within, i mean self is the creator of all the bullshit. In terms of emotional and mental pain one experiences, self is the cause and self is the creator, hence self is the possible healer.
Self-healing is about taking self-responsibility to stop the thoughts, emotions, backchat and feelings that runs like a mill within the mind incessantly; then self-responsibility is to declare, 'till here no further, i stop participating in my mind's story.'
Loneliness, jealousy, depresssion, sadness, anger, rage, feeling of left out, self-pity, self-hate, laziness, lethargy, and many more self-made emotions and feeling can be self-healed simply by taking the self-responsibility to stop them, to stop participating in them.
Self must stand up, in all and every situation. After all, "in life and death, you're alone". In not taking self-responsibility, the story of the mind is allowed to run its course leading to demon possessions. Be careful these are demon days nasty shit will happen.
Fault finding is a doorway to hell and demon possessions, it shows total lack of self-responsibility.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
May God bless your uneducated poor ass. Welcome to Capitalism.
I was talking to an Indian engineer who graduated from the prestigious Indian Institute of Technology (IIT), we were speaking about Equality of Life. And here is what he implied, "If I have a better brain, if I am smart, educated, then i should make more money than the normal folks".
That is the disease of competition and capitalism, the strong, the smart, the bright, the winner, gets it all, and goes even to justify his superior position. And that is what we have been taught from day one, to become better smarter stronger so can defeat others and survive in this brutal system.
WTF.
Real evil snake mentality to believe that "I am smart" so I deserve more than others. But fear not, it is just what everyone is preprogrammed to believe. "I am special than you" so I should have a home, a car, healthcare, food, water, education and everything more than you; and if you're stupid and uneducated and weak, too bad, you suck, and deserve a life on the streets like a homeless bum. Too bad for you, May God Bless your stupid ass. Welcome to Capitalism, this is the hell we have created for ourselves.
Self-forgiveness is the way to end preprogrammed mind-bullshit. Equal Money System is the way to build a practical heaven for all of humanity. If you have a drop of caring left in you, investigate us at :
www.equalmoney.org
Thanks.
That is the disease of competition and capitalism, the strong, the smart, the bright, the winner, gets it all, and goes even to justify his superior position. And that is what we have been taught from day one, to become better smarter stronger so can defeat others and survive in this brutal system.
WTF.
Real evil snake mentality to believe that "I am smart" so I deserve more than others. But fear not, it is just what everyone is preprogrammed to believe. "I am special than you" so I should have a home, a car, healthcare, food, water, education and everything more than you; and if you're stupid and uneducated and weak, too bad, you suck, and deserve a life on the streets like a homeless bum. Too bad for you, May God Bless your stupid ass. Welcome to Capitalism, this is the hell we have created for ourselves.
Self-forgiveness is the way to end preprogrammed mind-bullshit. Equal Money System is the way to build a practical heaven for all of humanity. If you have a drop of caring left in you, investigate us at :
www.equalmoney.org
Thanks.
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