Thursday, January 12, 2012

Sharing Equal Money System & Self-Forgiveness with proper tags and links.



Equal Money System and Self-Forgiveness are the two major things that will revolutionize this world. Self-Forgiveness will change the human, while Equal Money System will change the planet (by the changed humans of course).


For that, I realize I must properly place tags and links within my all blogs and vlogs so people can find it online. This is cyber world, it is where information get shared and studied. For this, tags and links are crucial. 


I have been avoiding this tags and links business for a while, not giving it proper attention. So today, I took the time to make a text document which has got all my words, links etc. So in one cut and paste I can properly place links in any youtube video I will do. Tags of course subject specific so it will have to wait. 


Sharing is caring. So lets place all the desteni and eqafe links properly in all our videos and blogs. The world is awaiting for us. The time is now. 


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Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Self-forgiveness: Judgments about English Accents.

For the first time in my, I had to deal with discrimination based on foreign  English accents, here I was the discriminator. From the moment I met this person recently, I went into severe judgments and anger, I just couldn't believe how much bullshit I carry within myself. Here I am, an immigrant in Canada, I have a thick accent in English, most people don't understand half things I speak. And yet, I was all ready to trash and ban another just because he/she got an accent very much like mine, perhaps bit more foreign, or thicker accent. I reacted so much that I am avoiding talking to this person now, I keep it to a minimum. Mere listening to this person makes me feel very uncomfortable. It goes to show how much self judgments I am carrying in relation to English accents. Time to release them with self forgiveness. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others when they have thick English accents. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as dumb and stupid because the way he/she pronounce the English words.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another as dumb because he/she got a very thick foreign accent.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid another because he/she got a such a thick foreign accent that I cannot bare to listen to them speak.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another based on his/her accent, assuming that one's accent in English to indicated level of intelligence. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge another's accent so much so, that I avoid facing that person. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from facing other person because he/she got a such a thick accent in English, which I assume as stupidity. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize this person that I am avoiding because of his/her accent, I do so because he/she mirrors me. I am avoiding myself by avoiding others. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear talking to another who has got a very thick accent in English, that I interpret as stupidity. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my own self judgments and beliefs and mirrored through this  person. I am seen myself in this person, therefore I see my own self judgments. After all I too have a very thick accent in English, that is precisely why I judge the other for his/her accent. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that those with 'funny' English accents to be dumb and stupid. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that anyone with a very heavy accent to be dumb and stupid. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to assume that nice accent means good intelligence, and bad accent means stupidity. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define English accents as good or bad, hence associate them to his/her intelligence. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate English accent to intelligence. Now that is a dumb ass thing to do.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize all I need is bit of patience and bit of attentive listening to understand those with heavy accents. Their accents don't make them dumb and stupid as I have concluded within myself. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid those with heavy accents because it makes me feel very uncomfortable. Because I too have an accent, therefore I see my own self judgments via others. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge others, not realizing all those judgments I carry within myself about myself. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that its OK for me to be dumb and stupid but not for others. so when I hear them speak with 'bad' accents I allow myself to punish them. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be avoiding even listening to his/her normal conversations because I assume other's accent is so bad, that's not even worth to hear them. Each is me, in avoiding them, I am avoiding myself.


I breathe, and not let accents to bother me. I breathe, and be very attentive when I hear a foreign accent. People's accents don't make them stupid, unless I have such self-judgments about myself. 


I stop all such bullshit ideas about accents, it just a sound of how one speak, there is no right or wrong way to sound a word. Believing in accents is a goddamn pre-program, its not real. breathing here is real, listening attentively to another is real. Been here as breath while listening another is real. 


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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

The power of self-writing is in the Accumulation, so write daily.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to avoid self-writing.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am OK without self-writing, meaning that I can transcend my ego without writing it out. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that somehow I can 'think' my way out of my ego, so writing to freedom is not that essential. So I beLIEve. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self sabotage my process by allowing thoughts of procrastination to dictate me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not to stick to the commitment of self-writing daily; rather I allow myself to fall into excuses and justifications. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate me into not writing daily. Not realizing I am digging my own hole. Not realizing by avoiding my self-writing, I am putting my process on hold and allowing my ego to run my life. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find ways and reasons to put self-writing on hold, in this not to deal with points that come up in my daily life. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my ego is good enough to find my way to freedom, hence no need for daily self-writing. I mean why the fuck do I allow procrastination of self-writing? why writing daily is a such a difficult thing? I used to look forward to self-writing, and now I fear that moment, so I am avoiding to start even. That is because I have put off so many times now, they have accumulated, so only thing to do is just write again, without falling into the pit of regret or self blame. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame me when I avoid self-writing, meaning, I immediately go into regret, self pity and self torture and self blame. rather than just picking up myself to write again, I go further into the hole of regret, the pit of regret. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not commit to myself, not commit to my process, meaning, I have to do the 'hard work'  in this process, as self freedom wont' come from heavens, I must make the effort to undo my mind and my ego. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret when I don't write, so the best thing to do is, whenever I notice that I am avoiding self-writing, just pick it up, just write something, in that way, everyday self-writing accumulates. Once avoided for few days, even that avoidance accumulates and consequent regret accumulates, making it even harder to return to daily self-writing. 


So the coolest and easiest thing is: when I see that I am avoiding self-writing, JUST WRITE SOMETHING. 


I breathe, I stop the regret, I stop the self blame, I stop the shame of avoiding self-writing, I put that all to a stop, and I JUST WRITE SOMETHING.  I realize I can always write lines of self-forgiveness when I don't have a blog topic, I mean it is insane to believe that I have nothing to write about, which is pure bullshit excuse. I know there are million points I can self-forgive myself for, so there is never an excuse for not writing myself to freedom, daily. 


The key point is daily self-writing: So here I am re-committing myself to write daily, write something daily, at least few lines, the point is 'daily' because it Accumulates. The power of self-writing is in the accumulation, that much I have realized today. 


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Saturday, January 7, 2012

2012 Golden Era starts with Basic Income Grant.

Basic Income Grant as the name implies is a proposal to provide all humans with some sort of an unconditional assured income. The details are yet to be worked out. But I welcome this principle of unconditional support wholeheartedly. The beautiful thing about BIG is, it has been tested and tried in Namibia with astonishing success (see http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXXrZB-AbAc ).


For Basic Income Grant to happen, we don't need political overhaul or financial overhaul of the current system. As is, within the current monetary and political system, a workable Basic Income Grant scheme can be produced. Think of it as a human bailout package. It didn't take too long for the politicians to provide a massive bailout package for Banking and Auto industries. A bailout scheme for humans on a monthly assured basis would be bring about goodness to all involved. 


Obviously with increased purchasing power lot more will buy and sell propelling the wheels of capitalism. As the current economy is sluggish, a much needed boast will be generated by BIG. At the moment, governments are too busy with providing economic stimulus packages hoping to build bridges, roads, buildings, airports, schools, etc with the sole aim of pumping money into the money system, which in turns creates jobs hence increase consumer confidence and purchase power. End of the day, the governments want people to have money to buy things. 


Instead of economic stimulus package for big industries, the proposal to provide a Basic Income Grant for all humans, is far more sound in principle. I mean, end of the day both schemes aim to increase the buying power of the consumer. With BIG all humans will be empowered consumers. When consumers are empowered with a BIG, capitalism and its wheels will start moving better (meaning it will be better than the sluggish case now).


Just how the bank bailout packages are funded, BIG will have to be funded likewise. Those who argue that BIG is communism, must also accept that providing bailout to banks as communism as well. We have never heard any politician in the US suggesting bank bailouts as communism. 


BIG will bailout the humans, if it can be done globally, it would bring about a much needed relief from the current suffering that is going on thanks to capitalism. 


BIG is a solution for current human crises within capitalism, therefore eventually BIG will hit its limits, as funding may dry out. The politicians and corporate giants will alone determine the details of BIG, bit like charity, therefore the failure of BIG is as big as its success. I mean, BIG could crumble anytime when the funding runs out, yet I support it because it is much needed and it can be done within the current system as is without structural changes to the system. 


All those who preach Golden Era for 2012 must taken on the Basic Income Grant proposal and study it seriously, and demand local politicians to take a stand on BIG as we see it in Namibia. BIG in Namibia is truly a success to a point where now their politicians making BIG an election issue, meaning BIG may become a regular government service, not just a pilot project. 


After all, the so-called golden era will not be here without active proposals and participation. So I support Basic Income Grant unconditionally. When BIG reaches its limits, we as humanity will realize the need for a real solution, the ultimate solution, which is an Equal Money System. 


For once and for all, all of our planet's sufferings will end with Equal Money System for which substantial political and financial overhaul will be required. Therefore as an immediate solution to alleviate human suffering, I welcome the Basic Income Grant. Let 2012 be the year of Basic Income Grant. 


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Friday, January 6, 2012

2012 Year of Love and Light? Exactly How?

Many new-agers have been saying now for a while that year 2012 will be a year of light and love. They believe it as a transformation of the planet to a golden age. While claiming such many have made millions too. Love and light is a good seller, everyone loves love and light. 


At desteni, we totally debunk love and light nonsense, but why?


Just take a look at this world, 1 billion starving each day, 21,000 dying each day out of hunger or related diseases. Millions homeless, millions living deplorable life conditions etc etc etc. So we see no golden era around 2012 or any other year for that matter. What we really see is scams going around 2012 making few gurus super rich while the dumb ass devotees get sucked into the bullshit around 2012 predictions and calendars etc. 


Listen: 2012 is like another year in capitalism, its going to be same shit all over again. Perhaps  bit more shit this year, nothing golden about the shit you will see this year. Stop the fucking new-age nonsense about 2012 and seek something real for a change. 


If you really dare to care, if you really want to practically bring about an era of happiness, do investigate Equal Money System. Join desteni.org learn the tools of self-forgiveness and self honesty. Learn how to debunk believe systems, and ideologies. Learn how to see what is real here. I mean, you can believe all you want in golden eras, mayan calendars etc, but have you ever wander how on earth such golden era will be practically implemented? 


The banking system, the money system, the employment system, the healthcare system, the water system, the agriculture system, the housing system, all that required for living on this earth, have you considered all those variables? Just believing in golden era is pure bullshit, its like masturbation. So get real, investigate Equal Money System. Give it a fair chance, at least learn about it. Otherwise you're just a fucking liar, believing in golden era without actually looking into the practical details of it. 


Here is the secret: self-forgiveness, self-honesty, and equal money system will bring about a practical golden era for humanity and for all other living beings on earth. 


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Thursday, January 5, 2012

2012 Secret is in the Breathing, not in any predictions or calendars.

I was listening to Gaddafi speaking through the interdimensional portal ( see http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSJOkR0YMCE  ) sharing his realization since death. He was speaking not as the known dictator Gaddafi, but as what is left of him, just as Presence. 


What is left of him is just that a presence which was always there but he never paid any attention to it. Gaddafi says that he knew there was always another way to do things before he was about to do something. Meaning, that Presence gave a momentary 'voice' if you will, suggesting a better way, to do things etc. But driven by desire, Gaddafi rarely listened to that Presence within him. 


The fastness of the mind, the mind consciousness system is so fast that we never slow down to hear anything that goes within us. There is a Presence within us all, that voice of Self-honesty suggests the correct course of action in our lives, but we never listen to it. Because we are too fast within our minds. 


I don't want paraphrase Gaddafi's portal interview words and misdirect you, as I need to re-listen to him again and again as well. But I would suggest for sure to  listen to his portal interview uploaded on Jan 02 2012 which has got gems of common sense. 


Listening to him, I realize the secret, the power is in the breath, in slowing down to this very breath. So all those who preach doom bullshit or golden age bullshit for 2012, take a note, as long as your mind is fast only hell will manifest on earth, not a golden age. 


There will never be a golden age manifested on earth created by some heavenly beings, if at all, it must be created by humans, who have slow down their minds to one breath at a time. See equal money system.


So here is a secret tool to assist you with the chaos of 2012: Slow down, breathe, be here in each breath. I am busy with this slowing down process, slowing down to one breath at a time, along with self forgiveness and self honesty, I am committing myself to breathe here, one breath at a time. I realize the power is in me as breath of life here, not in any bullshit ancient prediction or in any bullshit magical Mayan calendars. How could it be, when I am here as Life? I am the force and the power of change, as breath of life. 


Investigate the 4 count breathing mentioned at http://www.desteni.org


I would like to thank Gaddafi for sharing his views via the interdimensional portal. Here is the video link again: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSJOkR0YMCE

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Monday, January 2, 2012

2012 Year of Suicide as World Ends?



Much has been said about the prophecies of 2012, apparently the world will end according many new-age gurus who made millions while making their predictions. So I am very much looking forward to this year as the world ends. Let's see if the words of the new-age Gurus can be trusted. 


One thing for sure, the abuses that we have accepted and allowed within ourselves and our world must come to end. Abuses are ever increasing, as if nothing can stop the powerful and the mighty, within that context a world-end is a delightful thought. I mean, all suffering will end with world-end. But unfortunately that is just wishful thinking, because world-end would imply suicide not taking responsibility to bring about real changes to end the abuse. 


As I will not accept and allow suicide as a remedy for my troubles, I will not accept and allow the so-called 2012 world-end predictions of doom. 


I recall as a kid wishing for suicide when troubles hit me, it was a way to escape and not to take self responsibility to change myself. Same principle is used when predicting or desiring a world-end, its an escape. It is believed that suicide is easier than actual self change and living as a self responsible human being. 


Anger is easy, hate is easy, cheating is easy, stealing is easy, participating in the back chat of the mind is easy, blaming is easy, i mean all that shit we do is really easy stuff, but living as breath here within the physical is 'hard work'. The labor of life is to just be here as breath, not going into the mind. 


So if you're one of those who accept and allow 2012 world-end theories, know that you are accepting and allowing suicide as a remedy for troubles. Yes world is totally fucked up, I mean in every arena of human life, ego has fucked us up. But world-end is not a solution, desiring for world-end is no solution, instead stand up, be here as breath of life, breathe, self-forgive, join the equal life foundation, join the equal money system global movement. Change yourself and change this world. 


I will not accept and allow suicide for me or for anyone, likewise, I will not accept and allow 2012 world-end predictions ever. Obviously many gurus made millions out of this bullshit predictions. Here is the real prediction: hell will manifest within each human mind, as within as without, so stop the hell within, to stop the hell without. 


Join us: we are already on course to save this world, its time you take the responsibility to change yourself and change this world. investigate self-forgiveness and equal money system. And for sure, debunk those new-age millionaire gurus who fucked us up without ever proposing a solution, they only predicted the end, but never gave a solution. Why not end the guru business and new-age bullshit forevermore? 


Realizing suicide is not the solution, world-end is not the solution, lets take real self-responsibility for all. Fuck the Mayan calendar and  fuck the gurus of doom. Instead take self responsibility, investigate desteni, self-forgiveness and equal money system.


In fact, our focus is heaven on earth where equality of all life is practically established. That is not a prediction but a well researched plan, so study us, investigate us. 


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