Halloween is everyday, as I am an attention seeking energy sucking vampire.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into self pity. I do so because I want attention from others, which I believe as care from others, its not care I want but attention.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into self pity because then I will allow and accept myself to blame others. Self pity is a perfect ground to start blaming others.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that blaming will set myself free from pain. After all its the others who has give me pain. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to crave for attention not realizing it is the pain within me wants feeding. I like to feed the pain in me via seeking attention.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never ask the questions why is it that I am seeking attention? what is that I am trying fill up? what is the need for attention? what satisfaction its going to bring? physical care is one thing but mental emotional feeding is another which is what I really crave for. 


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to diminish myself by seeking attention from others.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not even consider that my own self-presence as more than enough, there is no need to validation or approval from others. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself seek others and their approvals and validations so that I can feel alive. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself want others to make me feel alive, as if without another's approval and validation i have no self worth. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize it is energy feeding from another that I crave. It is a form of mind energy from others that I crave. Be it in the form of approval or validation, or looks or even conversations, or discussion are all forms of seeking energy.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to argue with others just for the sake of keeping the conversation going so that the argument will serve as an energy feed. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ask people questions just for the sake of keeping a conversation going, so that the energy feed towards me is there.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire phone calls or chats or letters or replies or meetings because all such is mere energy feeds for my mind, in that I am really not participating with the being as equal and one, but rather getting a much needed energy feed for my mind in the form of attention disguised as emails, letters, phone calls or meetings. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire attention from children, therefore I have allowed myself to joke around to make myself a clown for children so that i can get their smiles and attention.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a joker, to crack jokes, to make outrageous comments, just to invoke a response from others so that I can get their attention to me. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek attention from others in so many ways, in that i realize i have never been with others as equal and one in presence, but always as a energy seeking mind demon demanding energy from others in the form of attention. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself crack jokes believing myself to be a funny guy, its not that I am a funny guy rather energy seeking guy, constantly on the look to feed my mind.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get caught in the feelings and emotions of the mind, not realizing those are the mind generators, I do no need thoughts emotions and feelings to be aLIVE here as breath. All I need is breathe. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that seeking attention from others as normal thing to do, i have allowed myself to believe that cracking jokes as normal and its normal people like me for my jokes. Not realizing it is the joke people are interested in, not having a real conversation with me, which means i will have to keep on joking so that they will be here with me, give me their attention and presence. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate others so that they will keep on giving me their attention to me. I have allowed myself to do little tricks so that they will keep on liking me. Never realizing why can`t I just be here as the breath of life, and letting others be here too, if they need a chat they will talk, and let it be a real chat. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself believe that I must do little tricks like cracking a joke, or asking an out of the blue question just to keep them entertain and focused, so that I will get their attention to me


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself desire to be a demon, an energy sucking demon, always looking for attention and energy feeds from others. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself see myself as a clown so children can find me to be entertaining, never been the real me, always trying to win the smiles and attentions of kids. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everyone should give me attention when I am sick or not feeling well, they must all call me, email me, fax me, chat with me, poke me, write on my wall, do something to show me that they care about me, not realizing in all that i am craving energy from others like vampire i am craving screaming and shouting for their energy attention. And believe their energy attention to be caring. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define care as energy from others. not realizing there is no need for energy as thoughts emotions and feelings to show care. care is physical, doing any physical activity to support is caring. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that listening to my sad self-pity stories is a form of care. and if they dont`listen to my sad stories then they neither love me nor care about. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when i am in a bad mood i must be able to dump that shit onto others, and allowing such is caring. I have allowed me to believe dumping shit onto others as caring from their part. not realizing dumping my emotional shit onto others is abuse of life.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the entire problem of attention seeking has to do with my mind wanting energy, because i refused to be here as breath of life, i must  therefore feed my mind, and that feeding is what seeking attention is all about. had I remained as breath here, been breathing equal and one to my physical, then there is no need to feed the mind in any form of energy. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that bickering is a form of energy seeking for the mind. its attention seeking via a grand battle. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize all forms of conflicts, fights, debates, are ego or mind looking for energy and attention.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize that attraction is a form of attention, coupled with sexual feelings. its feeding the mind on a double doze. yet having sex without any sexual attraction is equally satisfying, its the mind that believe that I need smoking hot fire attraction to have sex. 


So when and as I go into that craving, needing, give me attention type situation, i stop myself from compounding, I realize it is the mind wanting energy feed, to make itself feel alive. because i am alive here already, my breath here is a confirmation that i am alive here, i don`t need mind to confirm my aliveness, now that is needing attention. So i remain here as breath of life, i breathe, i support me with breathing. i realize that mind is a master vampire in seeking energy, its very nature is demonic, so i stay here within and as breath of life. i breathe.


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Should I think or breathe while I drive ?

Breathing to be with the physical. I found while driving long distance trips, I etheir get lost in my thouhgts, or listen to some music to entertain myself. So I realize it is better to breathe and be here as physical, its a better a way to enjoy driving long trips. I mean what I am getting out of non stop thinking or listening to endless musci for 4-5 hours. After all I will have to breathe anyways while I drive, so might as be fully here be present and be the breathe of life.

Breathe, breathe breathe.

Power of Here. Power of Life.

I have noticed that I consider some moments to be more special than others. In that I have allowed myself to perceive those that are present in some moments to be more special than others who will appear in another moment. For example, when I share a moment with my parents specially with my dad, I will allow myself to see that moment as a lesser moment, which is what I have done for years, and in that allowances, I will perceive my dad as a lesser being whose presence can be ignored. Same at work or at shopping mall, or in the bus, anywhere you name it, I have allowed myself to believe that some moments are special than others. That is abuse of life.


It all goes back to breath, this breath here, I breathe. In this breath lies the eternal hereness, the hereness of me, my physical reality. The hereafter is not here. The hereafter is anything that is not here, anything that is yet to be here, it could the road trip tomorrow, anything that is not here is the hereafter. Not been within this breathe here I miss the Hereness and wanders into the hereafter (or the herebefore) and totally miss this moment here. If I am totally Here, then, I will allow myself to be here with anyone or anything that is Here. If I am here totally, then, I am here totally with another who is present here. I will not go into the hereafterness of my mind and ignore or neglect this being here, or goto the herebeforeness and recall nasty shit about this being and start abusing and neglecting them. 


This moment here is the most important moment or point in existence, yes, it is. Because, I can only be Here in this moment, anything outside of here is, either the Hereafter or the Herebefore. My tendency to value some moments as more significant than others, therefore to perceive some beings as more important than others is due to me not been here totally. 


In me been here totally, I am able value and participate equally in every moment. Never will I say, or this moment is a joke, I can say any bullshit I want because this moment apparently is a joke, not so important hence it is justifiable to tease around or joke around, and in that, neglect or ignore or abuse others. 


Abuse of life is only possible when I am not here totally. Not considering this moment as the moment of life, the hereness of life, I allow myself to abuse others either mentally or physically. 


And we all know, things are compounding, so more moments gone wasted, it will have a compounding effect, each moment will show to me on the face sooner or later, that I missed or devalued that moment. No moment is any lesser. Every moment matters equally. Will I ever say, oh 9am is more important than 9pm? Why so? There are just 2 moments in the timeline, why one matters more than another? In seen each equally as moments to be here, then I am present to both moments equally. I am here at 9am and 9pm equally fully physically here. 


I have learned, it takes one moment to create hell. It takes one moment to speak a word that will destroy a relationship. It takes one moment to give into an old energy and act insanely. It takes one moment to give into lust and hence to rape. It takes one moment of desire to slide into adultery. It takes one moment to murder another. It takes one moment to destroy a planet.


Likewise, it takes just one moment, to tame the storm, to hold back the anger, to release the desire, to let go the rage, to let go the urge to commit most atrocious crimes, all it takes is one moment to save yourself. And you may ask, where is this one moment, when will I see or meet this moment? The answer is surprisingly easy, it is this moment here as you breathe. Only in this moment of hereness, that I can save my back. 


The point I am trying to make is, every moment here matters equally. Therefore, every word spoken, every gesture, every action, every comment, every look, ever conversation, every projection, every charge, every blame, every nag, Matters Equally. 


Everything matters. Some say, "yes ultimately that is true", those things matter "ultimately", but we can ignore them for now here. NO NO. I have learned, everything here what matters the most, therefore this moments matters, next moment matters, the one after matters. All matters equally. The ultimate is here.


Be here in the moment totally entirely physically, it is the only moment matters in existence. The next moment is the hereafter, it is as good as talking about the dead, what matters is this moment here. 


At times I let myself jokingly abuse another in this moment here believing that I can make it up later on, I can patch it up later on, come on, I have ample time to patch things up. Therefore I have allowed myself to believe that I can 'take it easy' this moment and let myself lose off a bit, abuse a bit, hurt a bit, tease a bit, neglect a bit, you know what I am saying, just do little jabs here and there, after all I will make it up for it later on, another time. Not realizing, what matters is only this moment. What I say or do here matters the most, it has momentum to the next to the next etc. 


You can create hell only in this moment here, in your words, actions or thoughts. At times, I allowed myself to believe that this moment is some kind of a secret, meaning, nobody will ever witness what I am saying or doing in this moment, hence, I permitted myself to abuse a bit, let it lose a bit, only for this moment. Never realizing, the entire existence is a witness to this moment, I cannot hide nor run, what I allow within me this moment has consequences. There are no secrets.  


And for the record, the simplest definition of this moment is this breath here. To make my life a success in any sense of the word, I must live in this breath here, not in the hereafter or the herebefore.


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'Copy and Paste' of self-forgiveness is cheating. I stop. I write down each word.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take short cuts when I write self forgiveness statements.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to copy and paste the first part of the line and not take the moments to actually write them out, because I am apparently in a hurry to get this done, so i have allowed myself to copy and paste, in that i have not realized i am tagging along with the mind, and hardly forgiving myself. I breathe and I will henceforth write out each word of the self forgiveness HERE as I write/wrote this. Every word is written, no copy paste whatsoever, as in writing this, I am opening my layers of the onion, so I must actually write them down, no more copy and paste.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself believe that writing self forgiveness is about volume and quantity hence I have allowed myself to copy and paste so that i can get more out and believe that i am actually forgiving me. not realizing that in copy and paste I have actually avoided writing down every word here and avoided walking through the self-forgiveness writing process. 


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself believe that my SF lines must look good, hence must be neat and tidy therefore i have allowed myself to copy and paste and not be here as breath as i write/wrote down each word in the SF line. 


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to cheat myself in copying and pasting big part of the SF line and therefore actually miss the opportunity to be HERE as I write down the SF. self forgiveness is about me, when I write as write, i am here, breathing, considering each word as I place them, no rush, no goal to attain, no volumes to fulfill, no quota to meet, nobody to impress, i write as it comes, here in the physical. all through it, I breathe, I employ the tool of breath, to assist me.


So when and as I attempt to copy and paste parts of the SF line, I stop myself, in realizing that it is the mind seeking to rush through the forgiveness lines. I am breathing, I am breath, I am the words, each word that is written expressed here, hence I allow myself to breathe and be here as I write each word out. No more copy and paste. 


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Why not then simply going for Resource Based Economy (instead of Equal Money System) ?

Resource Based Economy is a commendable idea compare to the monstrosity of Capitalism we have at the moment. RBE is a shift from purely profit-making to a purposeful motive, where it "reduce the human tendency toward individualism, corruption, and greed, and instead rely on people helping each other." Good stuff, but it is not the complete solution.


RBE is ideology based not principle based hence not entirely sure if it can stand the test of time. RBE is primarily focused on the 'resource' part of the problem while disregarding multi-dimensional aspects of the human being. It is one thing just to solve the resource problem, while its a whole different matter to solve human problems of which resource is one vital component. 


Equal Money System is a multi-dimensional solution to human problems, here the word "money" must be read in sound as "my-needs". So EMS is really an Equal My-Needs System. In this EMS, all my needs are cared for, likewise, for every human being his/her my-needs are cared for. The "equal" is where the quality of life is equally provided to all human beings. Quality of life is accessible to all human beings equally. Yes, you can deliberately deny yourself the benefits of EMS and cause yourself to suffer, that is a whole different blog, however you as a living breathing human being you're totally qualified for all services of EMS. 


RBE is just about resources either man-made or natural, while EMS is about everything plus resources. So in a sense, RBE is a tinny subset of EMS to state fairly. While aspects of RBE will be considered in the on going EMS research in relation to the vast issue of resources, resource management, resource sustainability, production and its use. Certainly, RBE is not a replacement for EMS nor RBE is a solution to the vast array of human problems.


One vital difference between the RBE and Equal Money System is the principle of Life. EMS is life driven, it touches all life on earth, while RBE is only an idea, an ideology, is not life based, it touches one aspect of human life. 


Hence simply moving to RBE from the current Capitalistic system would be a relief but it will not be sufficient or complete. Hence we suggest a shift directly into Equal Money System. However one intermediate step to consider is BIG, Basic Income Grants for all humans as a welcoming stepping stone to EMS.


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Happy Diwali. God fucks the poor on Diwali with extreme poverty.

Happy Happy Diwali wishes to all the rich and well to do friends and family in India, may you enjoy the bliss, love and light of Diwali and may God protect your rich asses and shower you with love and affection. 


This very God of yours has made millions of Indians homeless and poor, and you know the details very well. Yet your God, the almighty Shiva or Krishna doesn't give a FUCK about those poor people on Diwali day.


What the fuck does Diwali means if millions are starving? Do you know, 1 billion humans go hungry tonight while you party, nearly 3 billion live under 2$ a day, and Shiva doesn't a fuck, Krishna doesn't give a fuck.


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I fear Forgiving me because I fear changing me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within my mind as thoughts emotions and feelings.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow my thoughts.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my thoughts and emotions must be listened to. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my thoughts emotions and feelings are not real. they are not life.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my life  exist within my thoughts emotions and feelings.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into  my thoughts emotions and feelings.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into the heaviness i feel within my chest area and believe it has all the power over me. not realizing, i am the only power there is. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i have given my power to my thoughts emotions and feelings.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i am my own power unless i give it up. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i have given up my power to things outside of me. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into sadness. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give power over to sadness.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that during festival times i must have a 'good time'. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i must never be alone. because if i am alone it means i am lost or lonely.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into the resistance of self forgiving me. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still put off self forgiveness. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realizing that self forgiveness is a process i must work at it. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am above and beyond self forgiveness. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find excuses to put off self forgiveness.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that somehow i am above self forgiveness.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still doubt about self forgiving me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still believe that i am unworthy of self forgiveness.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still doubt self forgiveness b'c i know i have to change i can't just do SF and keep on repeating my same old patterns. therefore i am self dishonest, b'c i have not taken the steps to change me yet, so i know sf is not working for me. and keep on putting off doing sf.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put of doing SF b'c i know it must be followed by solid actions. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put off self forgiveness b'c i know SF will just be empty words if i don't follow up with physical actions. so might as well put off sf.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to almost fear doing sf b'c i know it must be followed by actions otherwise my sf will be invalidated and in that case i rather not do sf. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear changing me.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of my egoic self.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go my emotional patterns. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of my personality types.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like to hold onto my self and not change. in that i am invalidating my sf. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that i must take solid practical steps to end my patterns. can't just do sf and hope things will be sunny and bright. no. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that doing sf will turn my life around, no, my life will turn around when i take steps to turn my life around. SF is not the power, I am the power here. 


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put off self forgiveness in the fear of changing myself.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that self change is not like moving a mountain, but a tinny step of breathing here in the physical. in that one breath, in that one eternal infinite moment here, my application as breath is all that needs for change. when i am here as in and out breath, i am then here totally entirely of me. not in the mind. that is where change begins. change happens in the breath here, not anywhere else. 


when and as i feel powerless, i realize that i have given up my power to my mind and its bullshit. if i am simply here as breath, in the physical, then all is cool. its going into the mind the biggest problem. for me change is so hard b'c i am always in the head. so breathe, i take my power back to myself by breathing here as me.

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Can I be the IDOLS winner in the Equal Money System?

Breathing is essential here in the physical, its always a great way to start self-writing. Here is a better question to ask: Can I be the IDOLS loser in the Equal Money System? 


You will agree with me, if winners are allowed then by default losers are accepted, certainly, I won't like to be a loser in anything. So the two polar opposites of a swing, winning and losing, goes hand in hand. 


Within the current money system, estimated 1 billion humans are starving each night, while 3 billion humans living under 2$ a day. Those are the real losers and yes there are few winners, and 'winners take it all' in this reality. It is easy deduct this winning and losing game hasn't been very life supporting, yes it has created great many shows, entire system of entertainment is driven upon winning and losing game shows, and the whole thing hasn't been very life supporting at all.


Shows like American Idols or Canadian Idols are promoted as search for talents, or search for the next mega star, be it in singing or any other talents. Competition is obviously the self-propelling factor among the participants while the show runs for making money at any cost. Its a show to make money, providing entertainment or searching for the next mega stars are just pretext.


So lets look at few points: Searching for stars, entertainment in music or any other show of talents, stage performance, competition among the future potential stars, how such shows impact children, and obvious point of profit making.


Equal Money System isn't geared to making profits, so the last point above is gone. In terms of searching for stars etc, are meaningless concepts, I mean who is going to view you as a star? Surely, you can be a self-star, in other words, self-expression via singing or performing talents is all about self-expression, self doing for the joy of self, yes it can be a performance for many to enjoy and watch. 


The whole notion of searching for stars is gone out of the window, for one to be a shining star, many must fade away into the darkness. In the sky of Equal Money System, every star shines brightly and equally, allowing everyone to self-express themselves. The search here is self-search, you are searching for yourself within yourself. Likewise performance on the stage becomes a self-performance. There is no room for competition, or elimination. Equal Money System is a stage where everyone can shine, everyone can perform, no elimination whatsoever. 


Obviously some sing better than others, but does it make them special? Does it make them a star? Not in an Equal Money System because the joy of singing belongs to everyone, if you have a voice you can sing. And you may work on improving your self-expression in singing if you wish to. Children will not grow up believing and limiting themselves in the fear of self-expressions because no child likes to be eliminated either in the first round or in the last round. At the moment, children watching such talent shows develop self-limitation, they are not becoming self-stars, instead they compare them to others and feel less about themselves; children become the grave(n) image, an idol, not life. 


Who wants to be an IDOL, an image, a graven image, rather be LIFE, be an expression of life, that's what self expression is all about within Equal Money. 


Sing as life, dance as life, move as life, perform as life, swim as life, jump as life, laugh as life, joke as life, run as life, what it takes to self-express yourself, just do it, you will never be eliminated. Goes without saying, room for self-improvement, not to be mistaken for comparison or the need to compete, no, simply, allowing yourself to practice, master your talents, skills, in that you allowing yourself to be a self-star. 


No judges, no rewards, no points, you just sing, you enjoy yourself, and others watching/listening to you enjoy themselves as you. No comparison, no performance anxiety, no fear of loss, no pressure of winning, you just do it. 


Winning and losing is a nasty theory made by God and promoted by Capitalism, leaving nearly 21,000 humans dead a day, while many millions in the brink of starvation. So, don't bother with been the IDOLS winner or loser, no such thing will ever exist within Equal Money System. 


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Will animals cost money and sold in 'pet shops', under Equal Money System?

Breathing is always a good way to start self-writing.


Equal Money System is about honoring Life, all Life. That is the foremost founding principle of Equal Money System. To begin with, honor each and every human being, support every human unconditionally everywhere. 


As Life, supporting animals with food, water, veterinary services, animal shelters etc will be core guiding principles in caring for animals. After all, reliably supporting our animals with food, water, shelter etc is real love of pets even today. 


Within our current system of 'survival of the fittest', we see how animals in search of food and water place themselves in grave danger by wondering into towns and other human habitats. Even for domesticated animals like cows, dogs, cats, etc, if we don't provide them with food and water they will have to seek/search for their basic needs, therefore we as humans are placing animals in dangerous positions. 


Humans are far more capable than animals, so we can create, build, provide, organize, allocate, grow, etc, hence we humans have a responsibility to care and support for animals and their well-being. I mean, imagine an animal well fed and well loved, compared to a starving hungry thirsty abused animal? As humans, we can imagine the pain of animals as hunger and abuse is something we humans experience too. No water, No food, is a serious human problem for many, its a serious animal problem as well, hence as humans it is our collective responsibility to provide for animals. 


Within that background of caring for animals as Life as equal and one to us humans, there is absolutely NO question of 'selling' or 'buying' animals as pets. Pets are not commodities to be bought and sold within any types of markets whatsoever. Never. 


Then the question, where will I get my pet? Obviously animal administration is an essential service, there will be authorities from which you can obtain a pet for your family. 


You cannot buy your pet, you must prove that you're a responsible human being and that are you willing, and able to care, support this pet of yours. It will not cost you anything either to obtain the pet or to maintain the pet. 


Humans are animal abusers, yes even the great pet lovers at times can lose their temper and dump it onto their pets, just like how humans dump their emotional shit onto their children, pet abuse exist just like child-abuse exist. Hence, as a pet owner, you must demonstrate your ability to respond and your ability to care for a pet as an equal to yourself. 


Are you willing to care for this animal as an equal to yourself? The animal is not just a pet, or a toy, you must self-realize that point. The pet is Life equal and one to you, hence its an agreement you form as you take the pet home. 


So the real 'cost' of getting/owing a pet is your ability to care for the animal, to honor the animal, as equal and one as life as you. It must be demonstrated within your words, writings, and in your understandings, and if you fail in your actions, no worries, EMS will help you rehab yourself. There will be rehabs for life-abusers, yes animal abusers are life-abusers. 


So to answer your question, NO, animals will not cost you Money, and NO there will not be any "pet shops". There will be animal care centers, authorities, which can be viewed as 'pet shops', yes by all means. You can go to places to get your pet a hair cut if you so desire. Of course, no buying or selling of animals, can Life be ever bought and sold? Is there a price for your child, your own flesh and blood? Can your child be bought and sold? 


All services in relation to animal care will be provided by the EMS, from the basic training skills to advance pet surgery if needed for your pet. Just like how you as a human will be supported unconditionally, your pet too will be supported unconditionally. 


But no crazy shit like having 60 starving cats in your filthy bedroom, please, use common sense. If you are unable to decide the maximum pets you can handle, well, EMS will decide it for you, for sure, no over crowded cat population in your house because you Love Cats so much. In such dramatic cases, you will be supported to restore self-responsible mental well-being for yourself. Don't worry, you will never be abandoned under EMS.


Enjoy your pet, this Life here as an animal, be a caring loving responsible partner in this new agreement between you and your pet. Equal and One, enjoying each other, manifest heaven on earth, that is best for all humans, and best for all animals. 


I am one vote for a practical heaven on earth for all animals, cats, dogs, cows, horses, donkeys, lions, tigers, monkeys, crocks, you name it. Use your common sense, for the record, no, you cannot have a poisonous cobra as a pet under EMS. Common Sense.


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Thanks.

End of Poverty - The movie

I am about to watch this documentary movie. 'the end of poverty'. I did see bits here and there, rather astonishing to understand the details, and history of how the current day poverty came to be. Obviously with corporate greed and their governments world over, pushing for one singular thing, 'profit making' in that everything is pushed to aside. Poverty is man-mad therefore the end of poverty will also be man-made. 


Join us, we are the Equal Life Foundation, we are proposing a new economic system for the world by which poverty will be eradicated forevermore by providing each human with unconditional support. This is a long process, not going to happen overnight, therefore it will require the application of each breath most effectively. Breath by breath, poverty will be eradicated by birthing Equal Money System. 


So take your first step to end poverty now: join desteni, join  the self forgiveness process, that is where equal money system begins, it beings with YOU and ME.


see:


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http://www.equalmoney.org
http://www.destonians.com


At first, I was going to avoid self writing for today by using the excuse of 'today is movie night', well I am glad to pen this down, another potential excuse that I didn't allow. Because daily writing means exactly that, daily writing, not every other day writing. So got  to pen down something, even a half page of it, just to keep the momentum of writing going, b'c once given to excuses it will be hard to return. And it turned about, 'the end of poverty' and it's solution, is a good topic to write about. Join us: join this revolution of self writing to freedom, so we can bring about a new world.  


Thanks.

Just breathe It.

Today I spent most my day thinking a line of thought which by the end of the day compounded to some angry energy. I mean like the simplicity of 1+1=2, you can predict when thinking starts, what awaits. disaster awaits. Even now its not too late for me stop this express train, but it seems so difficult, the train of thoughts just want to keep on going, within that very hard to focus to write here, yet I decided to give it a go, let me write something, as it has been proven, self writing will cut the ego, all energy is ego, even this rush to think is ego, within writing about it, I may be able to breathe again. Oh god, what a mind, tendencies to just totally give into thinking is very high, yet all it takes is one breath to cut the rush, to stop this mad train, one break (breath) at a time. And all this thinking I took part today could be just that, a total farce making something out of nothing which is usually the case. 


I stop this train of thoughts. I am breathing. I stop this I know it can only take me to hell town. I stop this rush of thoughts. I stop this rush of energy to think and imagine. 


Just breathe It, take a lesson from the notorious capitalistic money making giants whose Chinese employees are paid peanuts for us to 'just do it', with Equal Money System that will end. But thanks for the line, just do it, for me it means, Just breath it.  


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The Joy of Killing Gadhafi

Is it joyful to kill a human being? Is it joyful to cheer and dance in the happiness of killing the life of a fellow human being? Is it joyful to drag a human being and beat him/her to death? Is it joyful ever to watch another human been die an unnatural death?


Then there are those who die silently and secretly by the hands of powers and tyrants. Never know how many died in the hands of state agents over the last 40 years in Libya. Those numbers get erased in the winds of time and history. Is it joyful to realize the death of untold numbers who died in the secret chambers of North Africa all to keep few in the post of powers for decades. 


Then there are those who die in silence of hunger and diseases. Is it a joy to watch them starve to death? Is it a joy to watch humans die out of hunger or related diseases? 


Is it a joy to watch humans die out of homeless and sickness? Is it a joy to watch children die out of poverty and child-abuse? Is it a joy to watch women die out of rape and murder? Is it a joy to watch humans commit suicide because they are unable to pay their bills? Is it a joy to watch humans kill themselves by overdosing? Is it a joy to watch humans die out of random acts of violence?


At times, killings and deaths are celebrated with joy and happiness. As a member of this human race, I find seeking joy in another's death is bit disturbing, rather it challenges my very basic respect for human dignity. Regardless how "evil" is the mad dog of North Africa, his very basic human dignity that is common with rest of humanity cannot be taken away. 


Every human being has basic human dignity, which can never be taken away. Yet as a member of the 21st century civilized world, I am ashamed that to this day, we as humanity dance in joy in the sight of an evil man's death forgetting his very innate human dignity that we all share.


Killing is wrong, no matter how you look at it. Dying out of hunger is wrong no matter how you look at it. Dying out of thirst is wrong. Dying out of poverty and homelessness is wrong. Dying out of family violence is wrong. Dying out of child-abuse is wrong. Dying out of war is wrong. Dying out of suicide due to lack of money or due lack of anything is plain wrong. Dying out of preventable diseases is wrong. Dying out of religious hatred is wrong. Dying out of ethnic and nationalism is wrong. Dying out of regional hatred is wrong. Dying out of sexual orientation is wrong. Dying or killing out of any reason is Unacceptable. 


Seen the gory images on TV today, I realized there is something profoundly wrong with the world, though I cannot pin point the exact reason, nor can I blame anyone for the world as it. I sense, humanity is losing sense of respect for itself. Humanity is losing its humanness. Humanity is turning demonic for reasons of power, money, greed, identity, regionalism, religions, ideology. creed, doctrine, politics, land, fame, and vanity etc. 


Let the past be past. 


For humanity, its time for self-forgiveness, it time for self-responsibility, its time to consider all humans as equals, its time to build a responsible world where each human is respected supported unconditionally. Even one killing is way too many, even one unnatural death is way too many. No man should die, no woman should die, no child should die, as humanity we must do our very best support each human so he/she can live his/her life to the fullest and contribute to this world as a self-responsible human being. 


Killings should be a thing the forgone era, can't do anything about natural death of the human physical body due to aging or internal diseases, but all efforts must be made to support and sustain every human being unconditionally. 


At desteni, we are proposing a new world. Investigate Equal Money System.  Let the joy be in living and living happily, let the joy be in seen every human being living a life of dignity to his/her fullest potential. Let killings be things of the past forevermore. Join us today, investigate us today at:


http://www.equalmoney.org
http://www.desteni.co.za
http://www.destonians.com


For you, Gadhafi, now that you're on the 'other side', I invite you to join the Self-Forgiveness process, self-forgive yourself for all the things that you have accepted and allowed within yourself and within your world as yourself. I am sure you have a lot self-forgive. Self-forgive yourself, rebirth yourself as LIFE. Show the world, even an evil mad dog like yourself can walk in dignity as life as Equal and One to all here. Show that 'Equality for All' is the new dictator in town. 


Its time rebuild a new world. Join us.     


Thank you.
Anton Fernando

No money, No funeral.

This earth is an expensive place. 


No money =  No water. 
No money = No food.
No money = No shelter.
No money = No clothes.
No money = No education.
No money = No medicine.
No money = No family.
No money = No friends.
No money = No extended families.
No money = No culture.
No money = No holidays.
No money = No rest.
No money = No sleep.
No money = No annual check up.
No money = No vacation.
No money = No retreat.
No money = No meditation.
No money = No counselling. 
No money = No Gym.
No money = No music.
No money = No dancing.
No money = No smoking.
No money = No partying. 
No money = No dating.
No money = No mission. 
No money = No purpose of life.
No money = No relatives. 
No money = No childhood friends.
No money = No social life.
No money = No New Year's eve.
No money = No Christmas.
No money = No Santa clause.
No money = No birthdays. 
No money = No greetings cards.
No money = No 'get well' greetings.
No money = No daily vitamins supplements  
No money = No love.
No money = No sex.
No money = No God.
No money = No hope.
No money = No ambitions. 
No money = No joy.
No money = No children.
No money = No communication.
No money = No self-realization.
No money = No land.
No money = No transportation.
No money = No coffee.
No money = No shower. 
No money = No bed.
No money = No dental care.
No money = No toothpaste. 
No money = No toothbrush.
No money = No toilet papers.
No money = No privacy. 
No money = No address.
No money = No iPad.
No money = No cell.
No money = No facebook.
No money = No youtube.
No money = No sports.
No money = No yoga.
No money = No satsang.
No money = No Guru.
No money = No New age weekend retreat.
No money = No secret meditation mantras.
No money = No new age books.
No money = No bliss.
No money = No joy.
No money = No heater.
No money = NO blanket.
No money = No AC during summer.
No money = No clean toilets. 
No money = No eulogy. 
No money = No memorial service.
No money = No happy holidays.
No money = No visit to the Buckingham palace.
No money = No sight seen tours.
No money = No Amma, the hugging saint.
No money = No Sri Sri Ravi shankar of Art of living.
No money = No Eckhart Tolle retreat. 
No money = No Sai baba Dharshan.
No money = No Deepak Choppra.
No money = No Law of Attraction.
No money = No 'The Secret' 
No money = No Positive Thinking.
No money = No Pensions Funds.
No money = No life insurance. 
No money = No heath insurance.
No money = No car insurance.
No money = No property and theft insurance.
No money = No fire insurance.
No money = No short term disability insurance.
No money = No long term health care insurance.
No money = No retirement savings plans.
No money = No day trading and stock market playing.
No money = No pets.
No money = No movies.
No money = No laughter.
No money = No comedy. 
No money = No reading books.
No money = No writing.
No money = No evening casual walks.
No money = No morning jogging. 
No money = No security.
No money = No soap.
No money = No ICU.
No money = No postpone death.
No money = No funeral. 

No money =  NO LIFE.


Money is LIFE on this earth.


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