If I had a billion dollars, YouTube will upload any video I want.

I can upload any video to YouTube, of course with ample money on the table. Such is the nature of things in this world of capitalism and money-making. When YouTube first to scene, I was excited about how open and frank sharing views going to be etc, I was optimistic that no more money-based censorship would hinder self-expressions. But that is just childish thinking, YouTube like any other media organization is in the game to make money, period.

Desteniproduction's 3000+ videos with 10 Million views got shutdown, of course with money, with ample money, that can be reverted. Money talks in this world. Money makes you alive or dead. Money is the GOD of existence. In the Tamil language, there is a saying, "Upon seen money, even a dead man will open his mouth". So true.

Did Youtube ever investigate the contents of desteniproduction's videos ? Or did they simply went by the false flagging of desteni videos? There are many haters of desteni, so I am not surprised those haters must have false flagged just for the heck of it. And Youtube without ever giving a fair investigation, just went on to shutdown all 3000+ videos. Very cruel indeed.

But the message of Equality for All, will continue to grow and spread, it cannot be stopped by money, nor by the gods of money, nor by any other force. Yes it is a slight bump on the road, as a destonian I do feel the pain and sadness of such cruel shutdown, but hey, we will continue within this breath, working with what is HERE.

No regrets, no shame, no sadness, no sorrow, nothing, simply breathing here within the physical, and effectively planning for the birth of next phase. Because the message of Equality for All can't wait for YouTube to correct itself.

The whole of existence is gearing towards equality for all. And it make sense, we have had enough abuses on this earth ever since man learned to walk on it. Therefore it is time that all life be considered equally, honored, respected, cared, and allowed to live a life in dignity.

At last, something REAL is happening, no wonder we got shutdown, join us, investigate desteni.

Thanks.  

As Markets tumble Capitalism fumbles. Equal Money System is the only key.

No need to prove that Capitalism is the mother of all evils ever since it came to existence, just look around. Because capitalism never cared about anything or anyone, only profit making matters to it. Make money and make more money. In the name of profit making, Capitalism has taken this earth and its inhabitants to a very precarious point.

So much destruction, chaos, stress, it has imposed upon us, we just have to put up with it just to survive. all in the name of making an earning to live. yet we never really live, only worry about making an earning just to survive which we call as 'living', hardly.

Now living is like a big gamble, you never know who will win or who will lose, but for sure many will lose and have lost. Many slaves in this world of capitalism so that the rich can live in ample abundance. While the middle class and the poor toil all day to make the rich happy.

Look, everyone is 'working' to survive, to pay rent, to buy food, to pay for education, healthcare etc etc. While earning peanuts most humans barely surviving in this reality. Very few of course having all the fun.

How on earth would you justify that 3 billion humans living under 2$ a day? Yet precisely that is what we do, as we accept and allow this bullshit system of money we have created for us.

It is time to rethink the very meaning of money, and create a new system that is best for all. Hence, here is the solution: Equal Money System. Investigate www.equalmoney.org

And if you react to end of capitalism with phobia or paranoia, well, you better first investigate yourself. They say change is the only constant, then why not change capitalism itself, why do you panic to hear about a new money system? Equal Money System will end capitalism, and it will bring a practical heaven on earth.

Dare to care? join us.

Stock markets decide and dictate human existence on earth.

Stock markets decide the fate of humans, what a shame.

Whole world is caught up in the buzz of markets going up and down as if it is the single deciding factor which will determine the quality of human life on earth. Sadly, it is so, because human life on earth is so tightly linked to corporate financial well being. Because everyone needs money to live and only the corporations can hire us and pay us a wage so that we can fucking pay bills back to corporations. Imagine how degrading life has become, just to allow this bullshit buying and selling stock markets to dictate our human lives on this earth.

Market is up, life is good, market is down, life sucks. I am shamed to call myself a fucking human to let this corporate beast determine my very existence on this earth. I live or die depends on money, and company doing well, i will have job hence money, otherwise i am fucked.

What a shame, human existence depends on stock markets, or else, rot in the streets as a homeless bum.

Don't you see the problem, we have a serious precarious problem. Capitalistic beast is not the way, it is killing our very existence. Equal Money System is the way, giving all to live equally unconditionally.

Give and you shall receive. Time to change folks. investigate www.equalmoney.org

Can you hear the sound of your breath?

The solution must be absolute, no half baked fixes will do. Either you will make it or not. Hence the key is to live as breath, within each breath. The body moves in unison with each breath. Otherwise the ego will take its turn and run all over you. Only the breath can contain the ego. And you are able to do it.

In this one life to live, it really matters to really live and make a difference, otherwise just like any other tom dick and harry, one lives and just dies away. Rather, LIVE, be here, breathe, cut the ego, rebirth yourself as LIFE, self forgive, bring about what is best for all. Be a real human not a robotic fool.

Death will come anyways, no matter how you live, death will visit you. So, rather live as breath, move the body in unison with the breath, cut the down ego by not allowing or feeding energy to it.

Living a life of an ego is just that, an egoic life, got no value whatsoever for anyone. Rather live as LIFE, be LIFE, all that begins with one simple thing: this breath here.

Lets breathe. Lets self forgive. Lets bring about what is best for all.

I have been struggling with breathing here without missing a single breath, but no regrets, i simply restart, re-breathing to rebirth. i mean if i give into regret, that's it, there is no standing up ever. so here i am, breathing again and again just to be HERE fully.

Can you hear the sound of your breath ?  well, what i mean is, do you know that you are breathing here now?

Self-Exorcism is about Self-Breathing and Self-Forgiveness. Kill Thy Demons.

Daily blogging, self writing continues, and it should, accepting and allowing anything less than daily writing is form of laziness and self abuse. I am here, in this process to self birth myself as life, so I must commit to it, taking the least resistant path is no self application. Anyways.

Here I am. breathing.  I must remind myself that this is self-writing. I am writing to support myself, this is not a lecture or preach material for the readers. Readers however can assist themselves if they find anything useful in this. Oops, I see a kid throwing angry tantrums at another kid, looks very much like how grown up humans behave. Certainly looking at myself, god, how i lose it all when anger takes on over me.

Today I listened to Bernard Poolman's vid titled "Parasatic Ego" very cool points, I highly recommend you watch it, not once but few times. I need to watch it hear it, a few more times. He explains how an emotional construct gets build up and turn itself into a demon. By giving it energy and repeated thinking about it, an emotional construct can take a life of its own leading oneself into a demon, anything from murder, rape, stealing, killing can happen, just because one accept and allow a singular emotional construct to gain momentum within the mind.

Such a dangerous construction, yet one is not without help. Breathing, self forgiveness are the tools of self exorcism.  These are the days of the demons. I know i have been demonic, thank god, nothing serious happened, which means i still have a chance to rebirth myself and live a pretty decent life that is good for me and for rest of humanity.

I have committed myself for the next 21 days, to discipline myself to breathe often here now. Also to intensify my spoken self forgiveness activities. I have the time, the opportunity, the space, I mean i got all i need, and I am on vacation from this Friday, so why not, give myself totally into walking as breath here and applying self forgiveness. I on vacation, I don't need to think. I need to just breathe.

This is the real vacation I will give to myself, to breathe and self forgive the whole time. And I will myself to do it. I  don't need thinking nor thoughts to entertain me nor give me a sense of self. I am here as breath. God. for once, let me apply myself for real.